SLK: Thanks for your awesome reviews :'D. It made me and Sarah very happy. So. You might wonder why we don't update? That's because we are retards and roleplay more ideas for this story than we write. Yea, we suck. And no, We don't suck cocks in Hell, perverts. LEN ALSO DIDN'T DIE.
Disclaimer: If you are smart, you know that we are 12/13, and we most likely don't own something as awesome as Vocaloid2. Vocaloid2 is owned by Crypton Future Media Inc. ©, and Vocaloid is owned by Yamaha ©. I also don't own 'PINK FLUFFY UNICORNS DANCING ON RAINBOWS' or any other thing mentioned in this chapter, unless I say it. The name 'The Cat-Killing Chapter' is owned by the dudes who own Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (Rei & Kai) ©.
The Cat- Uhm... Len-killing Chapter.
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'Dairy Entry date: July the ninth', Thursday, 14:03. (SLK: That's the time and date here right now.)
Damn it. I hate my life. I mean, I think she already knew. She readed my dairy several times before. Let me rip something out and glue it onto this page. It's a dairy entry from a couple of months ago. From… the first of February.
"'I tied myself onto you,
Became just as one.
You were a bullet of hate,
With tons of force.
Was just your gun.
You're the antidote,
And the disease.
The cure to the Death of Me.
I always say I won't,
That I'll never do it again.
But here I'm begging you,
I just keep giving in!'
That's how I describe Rin. Why, you ask? Wait- a Dairy can't ask something, can it? Well, then 'you' means another curious idiot who is reading this.
Well, anyway, since my innocent little crush on Rin turned into serious loving her, things got really.. Well, I don't know.. Strange? She found out. She read this. (She was bored and decided to read my dairy.) She read my fucking dairy. But back to the point, when Rin found out I love her more than a brother should, which means, un-platonic, she started using me.
At age 12, the day after she found out, she took my first kiss. Which means, with tongue. Of course, I kissed back. Little did I know she was using me. When we pulled away for breath, and I asked her why she kissed me, Rin answered, "I just wanted to see your reaction, brother dear. Because I was very bored, but now I see that priceless look on your face, I'm not bored anymore~! And it's rather cute that my little brother is crushing on me..." She smirked devilishly.
Later, she touched places where she shouldn't touch me. I goddamnit let her. I am sick. Twisted. Heck, When another one of her manwhore boyfriends dumped her, she always came crying to me, even though I warned her that they were manwhores. It tore my heart apart to see her crying, so I comforted her. And yet again, she would take advantage of me.
I hate her. I hate her even though I love her. I love her even though I hate her. Why can't I just hate her? It'd make things a lot easier for me. Maybe for Rin too. I don't know. I don't care. I wished this had never happened. I can't take it anymore. I'm weak, ain't I? It'd be better if I just put an end to this all. Washing away this sinful body. I tried. Many times. But I failed. Every single time. So it only became cutting. Trying again. Trying to choke myself. Trying to drown myself. Burn myself. I tried Seppuku. I tried Harakiri. But everything I got were cuts, bruises, burns, red marks and that sort of things. Why can't it just stop? (*Blood and teardrops on this page*)
How many times have I told her that she was hurting me? Begging her to stop? I can't remember. Maybe that's because she always apologizes and promises to not do it again. But she keeps doing it. She blames me, hurts me, abuses and uses me. What did I do to suffer so much?
That's right. I remember. I remember what I did to suffer.
I committed a sin much more worse than committing a murder.
Because I, Kagamine Len, fell in love with my twin sister, my own blood and looks, Kagamine Rin."
Seriously, I hate it. I hate it all. WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE? WHY CAN'T ANY OF MY ATTEMPTS SUCCEED? I'm so ashamed of myself. For loving her. Why can't we believe in that one religion which I forgot the name of? Where incest is normal? I'm too weak. Stupid ending, I know. But I'm gonna quit writing now. My hands are shaking way too much, and my eyes are moist. NO I'M NOT CRYING.
Dairy Entry Ending time; 14:50.'
I closed my dairy, sighing heavily.
'I wonder what Rin was thinking about it. I wonder how she feels about me. Maybe using me has made her develop a little bit of un-platonic love for me..? Why am I even hoping.. It's not like that would EVER happen.'
Rin was at the Manwhore's house right now. Most likely sucking each others' face off. I shrugged, as I noticed dirty fingerprints on the page I ripped out, and glued to the page I just written. My eyes widened.
'The only one who could've read is… Rin…?'
I started cursing out loud. "FUCK! DAMN, I DON'T WANT TO SPEAK WITH HER ABOUT THIS AND-," the doorbell rang, "Eh?"
I walked downstairs, and opened the door. Manwhore was standing on our pavement. Our damn pavement.
I said politely, "Hatsune-san, is there something wrong with my sister?" He nodded at me, "Kagamine-san. No, she's perfectly fine. She asked me to pick you up." If I didn't go with him that time, this wouldn't had to occur…
I nodded, and followed him to the woods. I asked, "Why were you guys here?" He smirked devilishly. "Your sister is with mine. And this will be your very end," He spat, "Len." My eyes widened. I stammered, "W-Wha..?", And felt my head get hit with something. I fell on the ground, and looked up. Hatsune was holding a baseball bat, now stained with my blood. He kept hitting me, as I grabbed my cellphone, quickly dialing Rin's number, attempting to survive by kicking the idiot.
"Hey Lennehh. What's up?"
I spit out some blood. "Your damn boyfriend is a maniac, he's goddamn trying to kill me! Ah! Fuck!"
"What? Where are you?"
"In the woods, near the café where Megumi-chan works!"
"I'm coming right away! *click!*"
I went unconscious.
She never came.
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SLK: So you liked? You better do. I worked from 14:03 till 15:13 onto this. OMG! THAT'S EXACTLY 70 MINUTES :D. YET AGAIN, LEN DIDN'T DIE, RETARDS WHO STILL DON'T BELIEVE ME JUST BECAUSE OF THE CHAPTER NAME. I ALREADY SAID IT BEFORE THIS CHAPTER BEGAN. Nice to know; in the PS1 game of Tony Hawk, when you die because of pointy things, they also say 'HARAKIRI!'. Also, Sarah will update later today, because she isn't home yet, (She isn't online on msn x3) But well, yea, she already written the chapter too :D, So be patient, aweshum faithful reviewers!
Explainings (From wikipedia, because I can't explain it that well as they do.);
Seppuku (切腹?, "stomach-cutting") is a form of Japanese ritual suicide by disembowelment. Seppuku was originally reserved only for samurai. Part of the samurai bushido honor code, seppuku was used voluntarily by samurai to die with honour rather than fall into the hands of their enemies (and likely suffer torture), as a form of capital punishment for samurai who had committed serious offenses, or performed for other reasons that had brought shame to them. The ceremonial disembowelment, which is usually part of a more elaborate ritual and performed in front of spectators, consists of plunging a short blade, traditionally a tantō, into the abdomen and moving the blade from left to right in a slicing motion.
Seppuku is also known as harakiri (腹切り, "cutting the belly") and is written with the same kanji as seppuku, but in reverse order with an okurigana. In Japanese, the more formal seppuku, a Chinese on'yomi reading, is typically used in writing, while harakiri, a native kun'yomi reading, is used in speech. Ross notes,
"It is commonly pointed out that hara-kiri is a vulgarism, but this is a misunderstanding. Hara-kiri is a Japanese reading or Kun-yomi of the characters; as it became customary to prefer Chinese readings in official announcements, only the term seppuku was ever used in writing. So hara-kiri is a spoken term and seppuku a written term for the same act."
The practice of committing seppuku at the death of one's master, known as oibara (追腹or 追い腹, the kun'yomi or Japanese reading) or tsuifuku (追腹, the on'yomi or Chinese reading), follows a similar ritual.
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