A/N: sorry for all spelling and grammar mistakes in the last chapter it was late and I was tired and just wanted to go 2 bed and I'll try to make this one better!

Chapter 5: she's so gone / I'll be

Puck's POV

The next day Rachel was avoiding every glee member like the plague. The only people she talked to were Kurt, Brit, Santana, Mercedes, Tina and Lauren. She was wearing weird clothes too. She wore black ripped jeans and black studded heels and a strappy black shirt with a studded black jacket. It was weird; like she had a transformation overnight. When she walked down the hallway she always had one of the girls with her so I couldn't even talk to her until glee.

The day passed on in a blur and it wasn't until glee that I really saw Rachel all day. Sure I got glimpses of her in the halls but they were just glances. I really saw Rachel in glee club and he did a double take. This is the most sexy I've ever seen Rachel and I knew the only reason she dressed like it was because we broke up.

"Okay guy we need to get situated. Just a week before Prom and we need a few more ideas for the set list. Anybody got any ideas?" asked.

"Mr. Schue? The girls and I have something ready for today if that's ok." Rachel said with so much confidence you could smell it on her, and that particular smell gave him the biggest hard-on known to man.

"Of course Rachel, break a leg." said.

Every girl in glee club went to the stage; every girl accept Quinn. She looked really confused and a little left out. The girls went up to the stage and they were all dressed similar to Rachel.

"This is a song that expresses my true feelings about a certain person in this room who shall remain nameless." She announced. She looked directly into my eyes when she said this and it made me feel all that worse. The music began to play and Rachel started to sing.

(Rachel)

Insecure

In her skin

Like a puppet; a girl on a string

Broke away, learned to fly

If you want her back gotta let her shine

So it looks like the joke's on you cuz the girl that you thought you knew

Rachel walked down the stage and sang in my face. At first I didn't know what she was talking about, and then I realized it was about the conversation we had yesterday: "Please forgive me. The Rachel I knew would forgive me and move on." Puck said.

"Well the Rachel you used to know? She's so gone."

She's so gone

That's so over now

She's so gone

You won't find her around

You can look but you won't see the girl I used to be

Cause she's

She's so gone

I feel so bad for trying to make her forgive me. O god she looks pissed. She looks more pissed than when she sang "Gives you hell".

Here I am

This is me

And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be

Are you shocked

Are you mad

That you're missing out on who I really am

Rachel sat on my lap while she sang that verse. She acted so innocently sexy; I just wanted to kiss her right there and then. She hopped off my lap and jumped on the stage with the rest of the glee girls (excluding Quinn).

Now it looks like the jokes on you

Cuz the girl that you knew

She's so gone

That's so over now

She's so gone

You won't find her around

You can look but you won't see

The girl I used to be

Cuz she's so gone

Away

Like history

She's so gone

Baby, this is me, yeahhhhh

Finn looked in my direction and I gave him a dirty look. He looked confused and said," Hey I had to deal with this too. You just have it worse than me because you cheated on her while you were actually dating." He gave me a smug look and his eyes returned to the stage to watch the girls.

She's so gone

That's so over now

She's so gone

You won't find her around

You can look but you won't see the girl I used to be

Cuz she's

She's so gone

She's so gone

You can look but you won't see the girl I used to be cuz she's

She's so gone

So gone

She's so gone

Gone

Gone

Gone!

Every single girl (including Kurt) on the stage gave me the Rachel Berry Death Stare. It was quite frightening. The door opened and all the girls' attention turned to it. To my surprise at the door was the one, the only Jesse St. James. All the girls climbed down the stage and headed out the door; Jesse held it open while all the girls filed out of it. Rachel was the only girl standing on the stage, a big smirk on her face. She was still looking directly at me when she said, "That girl you knew? She's so gone. Later Puck." She waltzed off the stage like she owned the damn thing and walked straight up to Jesse, took his hand in hers and walked out. Before Jesse left, he shot me a smirk that screamed: I won, you lost. I always win. At that exact moment I knew who taped the video of me and Quinn and I knew tomorrow he was gonna be greeted by the world's strongest fist.

THE NEXT DAY

Quinn's POV

This week none of the glee girls (including Kurt) were even acknowledging my existence. I mean I'm the most popular girl in the whole damn school. Ya I admit that getting pregnant put me down a couple notches but I gained it all back by dating Sam and Finn. I know that I act like I don't need Glee or anybody in that god awful club but they are the best friends I have and have a feeling that I lost them all. Rachel and I were starting to become good friends and now I only have the Cheerios and I know that all of them talk behind my backs. Not even Santana and Brittnay will talk to me; I really didn't know they were that good of friends with Berry. That shows how much I pay attention to my so called best friends.

Now Puck keeps giving me these dirty looks and Finn won't even look at me. I don't know whats worse, getting dirty looks or not even being noticed. I would pick the later one. I feel unwanted by all of me glee family.

Puck's POV

Sam and I were hanging out playing COD (call of duty) on my xbox.

"I really scrooed up this time with Rach, huh?" I asked Sam.

"Ya sorry to say but you did. Now she's probably gonna go to prom with St. Douche bag just to get you jealous and then there will be a fight between you and Jesse and you will probably get kicked out before they announce prom King and Queen." Sam said. I looked at him like he was crazy because that was probably how it was gonna go down if I didn't get Rachel back. My life has been so empty without her. I don't have anyone to talk late at night with, no one to tell all my secrets to and no one to complain to my ma is bitching on me. Most of all I don't have someone to love.

"Dude I gotta get Rachel back and fast. I need to sing her a song that tells her how much I love her and will always be there for her." I told Sam.

"Oh ya totally! You could sing it in glee! Dude perfect plan." Sam said

"I know its fool proof. I'm not gonna sing it in glee though, I want it to be special so I'm gonna do what that dude Romeo did and throw pebbles at her window until she opens it and I'm gonna serenade her. It's gonna be frieken romantic dude, you'll see." I said. We didn't talk about my Romeo and Juliet plan for 20 minutes until Sam said the most stupid thing in the whole world.

"Wait. Didn't both Romeo and Juliet die in the book?" I looked at him for a long time and dumped my bottle of water on him and pushed him off the couch.

Rachel's POV

I came home from school a little depressed knowing that I made Puck feel so bad. The truth is that I really don't have any more feelings for Jesse; they were all shattered when he cracked the egg on my forehead. I was just doing this to make Puck jealous and hurt him just like he hurt me. I really hope he will make an effort to get me back in glee or something. I feel so lonely without him. I don't have anybody to snuggle with or someone who will watch Funny Girl 1000 times with me and not get bored or someone to come over and keep me company while my parents are on trips for work which is often.

I went to bed thinking about Noah and all the fun times we had. I woke up a few hours later to a sound coming from my window. Curious, I went to investigate. Below my window Noah was throwing pebbles at my window. "NOAH! What are you doing? Its" I checked my clock to see what time it was, "3 o'clock in the morning!" I whisper screamed.

"I came here to serenade you and to tell you that I am truly sorry for all the pain I caused you." He called up.

He took his guitar from around his back and started to play.

The strands in your eyes

That color them

Wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath

And emeralds from mountains

Thrust towards the sky

Never revealing their depth

My eyes glistened with tears as he sang this beautiful song just for me.

Tell me we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

By this time I started to climb out of my window and jump to the soft grass underneath. A smile grew on his face as he sang with more love than I've ever seen in my entire life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed

And you're my survival, you're my living proof

My love is alive, and not dead

And tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated; I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin shoulder

I`ll be love suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

By this time I was crying. The tears blurring my vision so I could only see a miss- shapen Noah.

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I`ll be love suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I dropped out, I burned up, I fought my way back from the dead,

I tuned in; I turned on, remembered the thing that you said.

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I'll be love suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life

Noah dropped his guitar and I ran towards him wanting to be held in his arms. The arms that molded into my every curve and wave in my body. "I missed you so much" I heard him mumble into my hair. He pulled back and looked into my eyes, "I love you." I kissed him.

A/N: YAY Puckelberry is back together! Thank you for all the reviews and alerts!the songs I put in this ff so far are Adele's: rolling in the deep; lemonade mouth's: she's so gone; and Edwin McCain's: I'll be. Remember… reviews=love 3

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