I am alone.
The pain of my lost love is agony. Being apart is unbearable. I am with no one. I can see no one. I am just lost in my own mind. Without her, I feel like a part of my heart has been taken away. My tears are all dry. The only thing that remains is a shadow. I can't even bear to say her name, it just brings pain to my lips. This existence is so lonely without the charming and beautiful girl that changed my very existence.
These people? They don't understand. These people just go about with their frivolous lives, judging, laughing with no care in the world.
My laugh? It's gone. I don't have the strength to go on like this. My laugh has no joy anymore. I am so empty without her. She is gone.
When I die this time tomorrow, I will smile.