Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any songs I may use as a story line/reference/cover etc. I own nothing but my imagination, which is where this stuff comes from.
I'm sorry it's been a while... I've been busy and I'm working two jobs and I'm going through a lot, well, less now than I was but still. I hope you guys like.
Two years. It would've been to years at the end of this month. Idk if I should be happy, or if I should throw up because I'm so disgusted. I guess the worst part is that I'm probably more disgusted with myself than I am with him. No, I still don't like to say his name, simply because I know that it'll still be burned in my mind forever. I can't convince myself to let go. Over and over again I tell myself to just forget it, he's never coming back. Why am I so stupid? Maybe I'll continue to trick myself into thinking, "This is where I'm supposed to be. I'm happy. Just go with it." I mean, that's what I've been saying to myself every morning when I wake up and everynight when I go to bed. I still don't know if it's working or not. Hell, I think it just makes the days blend together more than anything. Maybe that's why I can't believe it would've been two years. I suppose you'd like to know who he is. Well, I am Hermione Granger, and this is my proof to the fact that love hurts.