Hey too understand this fan-fiction read from the start of chapter 19 in hourglass or half way through page 272 if you really cant be stuffed! I hope you enjoy reading this I'm sorry about any waiting that may occur in the whole adding chapters process I'm currently completing chapter 3 and about to start on chapter four. I don't always have access to internet and am currently attending boarding school... any ways... Hope you enjoy!

Bianca's POV

To my astonishment Lucas replied with a shaky, "yes."

That one single word held so much power. One single word which had the power to change both our lives forever. With a heavy sigh I looked straight into Lucas' eyes. I just couldn't do that to him. Not now, not ever.

With another heavy sigh I said, "I can't. I'm Sorry!" My words sounded weak.

"I want to be with you forever, Bianca. Please." His last words where shaky. "I love you more than live itself." He continued. "I want you to change me. If that's what it takes for us to be together forever… I can do it."

I smiled up at him, as I placed my hand atop his. It took all my energy but it was worth it. "You really want this, don't you?" He closed his eyes and nodded slightly. I moved my shaky hand to cup his cheek but I couldn't do it, I just didn't have the energy.

He opened his eyes once again, and for a split second I saw what I thought was fear before it vanished. He moved around to the other side of the bed, and moved all our pillow's behind me so I could sit upright.

He removed his shirt, and then kissed my forehead. "Drink." He cooed.

It took longer than normal for my fangs to emerge. When I bit down on his shoulder blade the familiar taste off his warm blood entered my mouth. Then suddenly it changed taste. It became bitter and tasteless. After a short amount of time darkness descended sort of like a coma.

A flood of my most cherished memories descended upon me. My first kiss with Lucas in the wrought iron gazebo, at Evernight. The time we spent together at the top of the north tower. When Lucas and I first saw each other after I'd accidentally exposed him as a member of Black Cross… All those happy memories up until when Lucas gave me my coral bracelet.

Then another flood off memories descended. Those where not happy, the exact opposite. All the un-happy memories of the last few years.

The day my parents and most off the faculty at Evernight chased after Lucas hoping to kill him so he couldn't expose any of the secrets off evernight. The day of the fire in the Black Cross cell. The day Charity tricked Eduardo into thinking the vampires at evernight where going to attach the human students. All up until the day Charity's gang captured Lucas and I…