Monica's beautiful, she really is, I've known her for a while, and I can't stop staring at her, she really is gorgeous. She's funny too, I can't help but laugh when I'm around her, I've never felt like this about anyone before, she gives me butterflies in my stomach just by coming near me, and she makes me feel like everything will be okay.

I took a bite of my sandwich, and Monica laughed, her laugh was amazing, I guess I should've concentrated more on eating and less on Monica's laugh, because I found myself choking on the lump of sandwich.

I couldn't breathe properly, I couldn't stop coughing. I tried to call one of my fellow agents for help, but they were all busy, they didn't see me waving, and I couldn't shout. Monica turned around for some reason, and saw me waving frantically and pointing to my throat.

"Oh My Gosh! John, are you okay?" She asked, walking over to me, from talking to Mulder and Scully. I shook my head, and she suddenly got a panicked look on her face.

"What's wrong?" Mulder asked. I pointed to my throat again, and then to the sandwich on the office desk. Monica gasped loudly, pulled me to my feet and stood behind me.

I felt her arms encircle around my chest, and the next thing I knew, I'd spat out the chunk of sandwich. Mulder and Scully had gathered around, watching what was going on.

"Agent Doggett, Are you okay?" Scully asked. I nodded, then turned to Monica, realising what she'd done.

"You saved my life," I said, in utter shock. Monica blushed lightly and looked to the floor.

"It was n-nothing," She whispered. I hugged her tightly, and she hugged me back.

"Thank you, so much," I whispered in to her neck. I breathed in her scent. Today, she smelt like strawberries. I had a feeling I'd never forget that smell. It was how she smelt on the day she saved my life.

I didn't want to let go of her, It was then that I realised I didn't ever want to let go of her; after all, I loved her.

"John… You can let go now," Monica said quietly.

I blushed deep red, and pulled away from her.

"Sorry… and thanks… again," I said.

She smiled at me, and shook her head.

"Like I said, it was nothing really," She said with a smile.

I smiled and hugged her again. This time I wasn't going to let go.