"Come on Paul, just go to the party, we haven't been out to a good party forever." Jared said with a desperate look to me.
I rolled my eyes, and shook my head stubbornly.
"Hell no, I'm not going…" I said with a glare, as I looked down.
It has been a long week, and ever since the imprint I have done my very best to stay completely away from Bella, I even skipped a few days of school and stayed home, but nothing was working, no matter were I was I could see her, she was in my every thought, I could feel what she was feeling, and I was falling for her hard.
Fuck my life.
Why did I have to imprint on the one girl in the school who doesn't want me, the one who plays the hard to get card, the most beautiful girl I knew I could never have. All the other girls were easy, and ass ugly. But Bella was different, and I knew that, everyone knew that, that's why she was so popular here, she was popular because of who she is, an angel, beautiful, kind, and sweet.
God damn it she even is ruining my macho.
"Come on why not?" Sam asked raising a brow at me.
Paul growled lowly at them.
"Because I'm busy, I have a life you know." I said throwing them annoyed looks.
They both looked at each other now and rolled eyes, suddenly Sam began to run up to Billy's house, Jared pulling me with him.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I growled, and struggled against his hold, the last thing I should be doing is going near Bella. But I couldn't keep my heart from fluttering at the thought.
I gulped as I took in her form, sitting on her porch in short shorts, and a pink tube top. Today had been one of the warmest days of the year.
I felt love, and lust mix inside me, I could tell which one was stronger, which was something I had never experienced before, it was always one or the other, but with Bella I was feeling so much of both I became in a daze of mixed feelings.
Bella looked down to us with big sunglasses on that didn't show even a little bit of her beautiful brown eyes.
"Hello boys, looking for Jacob or something?" She asked, sliding her sunglasses up and to the top of her head, making my insides twist as I took in her eyes.
Just as beautiful as ever, and I began to feel warmth, and sparks crackle through me, making me smile.
"No actually we're here to talk with you." Jared said with a grin, and I glanced at him.
"Alright, what do you want then?" She asked, sliding down from the porch, and landing in front of us.
My eyes roamed her body, taking in her complete perfection, and feeling myself growing hard.
I can't freaking believe my luck, the one and only girl that can make me hard with out even looking at me, and I imprinted on her. I was going to be so weak when it came to her, I hated it, but at the same time I yearned for it.
"Are you going to Stacie, and Connie's party tonight?" Sam wondered,
Bella sighed, but nodded.
"Yes, I promised her I'd come to this one." She said with a small smile.
Shit, there is no way I could miss this party now.
Sam, and Jared smirked at me, before looking back at Bella."So are we, well Jared and I are at least, are you Paul?" Sam wondered with a grin to me now.
I growled lowly to them in annoyance.
"Yeah.." I said reluctantly.
Bella smiled at me now, and I felt my heart spring, and I wanted badly to press my lips to hers it almost hurt.
"Do you happen to have a date to the party, because, I'm taking Kim, Sam's taking Emily, you know.." Jared said with a grin to me.
I glared at them in horror, and embarrassment, I was going to kill these two as soon as Bella is no longer in sight.
Bella flushed at this, looking down a little.
"Umm no I don't…" She mumbled, and I felt the pit of my stomach clench. I couldn't stop myself from speaking out now.
"Wanna come with me.. I mean you don't have to if you don't want to, but…" I stuttered nervously, and I mentally hit myself, since when is it hard for me to ask a girl out, it always comes naturally to me.
Sam, and Jared noticed, and snickered lowly.
But as Bella's brown eyes went to mine I realized that her eyes were just as warm, and tender as I knew mine had turned.
"I would love to." She said slowly smiling, and I beamed in surprise, and victory.
She said yes to me! No one else!
"Great, I'll see you at seven babe." I said with a wink to her, regaining my smoothness.
She rolled her eyes.
"Do me a favor, and leave you're cheesy nicknames at home tonight." She laughed, and jumped back onto her porch.
I snickered at this, noticing her face did get a little pinker.
"Sure thing doll, see you then." He said wagging my brows at her, making her giggle. This filled me with a happiness I didn't even know existed, and as we turned and walked away Sam and Jared spoke.
"You owe us big time dude." Jared laughed, and I glared at them both. But to tell you the truth I actually was grateful.
Maybe this finally would be the night I would tell Bella how I felt, but something was telling me deeply inside me, that I should hold back on telling her, at nleast until Jacob turns… how would she take all this, would she think I'm a monster.. No I can't tell her what I am.. At least not yet, she isn't ready, I should just focus on trying to hint my feelings to her. I don't know why but after Bella had agreed to come with me tonight I found myself in a new feeling, I had a different out look on everything now, I'm in love with Bella Black, and now I know it for sure.
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