You know what you're doing to me. You're killing me, and my heart. I miss you so much. Since that day you told me we can't be friends, my world shattered in to a million pieces. I really miss you and this pain is indescribable. How can you just ignore me and pretend that I don't exist after everything we've been through.
I can't sleep at night and I can't think straight. I still remember that time when you said we'd be friends forever. You were lying... you've been lying all along. When I see you at school now, it kills me when I practically beg you to speak to me. All you do is laugh and walk away. How can you be so heart less?
I don't know who you are anymore; you're a total stranger to me. It hurts me when I see you laughing with other friends. My friends won't even be near me as they are with you. Why can't you see what you're doing?
Every night I pray that you will speak to me again. That you will make me laugh again and tell me I'm your best friend. I don't even believe in religion and you have me on my knees praying. That's how much you mean to me. You're my world, the reason I am who I am. I know I'm not perfect but I'm always there for you and I will be there for you even if you hate me.
I hope you come to your senses soon. I'm waiting for the day you come back. I miss you...
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