Authors Note: I know I havent updated in a while. sorry to those who read my story. Sadly I dont own these characters just the plot

Alice POV

I stifled a moan as I felt his tongue touch me. I can't lie and say that it didn't feel good but I needed to keep that from Stayne. If he were to realize that I like the way this feels he would continue when all I want is to get him off of me.

"Why do I like this?" I questioned myself "How is it possible that I like the way this feels." I knew this was wrong but I couldn't get my body to understand what my mind was saying.

I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice when he started to undress me. "Stop please stop Stayne, this is wrong" I pleaded with him.

He ignored me and continued sliding the top of my dress off my shoulders. First the right where he started to lay light kisses and then the left where he did the same.

I was very startled on how gentle he was being all of a sudden. "Stayne?" I said quietly.

"Shh" he said; "Look I know that this isn't how you would want things to go but you need to understand that…" he stopped.

"That what Stayne?" I asked him quietly to keep him calm "What do I need to understand?"

"That I care for you. You don't understand how much I truly care for you. From the moment I saw you I fell and I fell hard."

"I would have gladly turned my back on the Red Queen to be with you but I knew that you would never accept me for I have done horrible things. Things that I truly regret" He confessed to me.

"I know that this isn't the right way to get you to like me back but I needed you. I needed to be with you as soon as possible. "

"That's why I came looking for you and when I saw you the need to possess you hit me. I just wanted to claim you.""I understand if you never want to see me again. Just say the word and I'll go" he said to me.

To say I was shocked would have been an understatement. I was completely dumbfounded. Of all people I would never have guessed that Stayne would say that to me.

That he would care for me that much. In so many ways it was unbelievable he sounded so strongly about it.

"He's putting his heart on the line, the least I can do is be grateful that he explained everything to me, and that he's giving me a choice" I thought.

"Stayne" I said to him, "What you just said to me is unbelievable but…"

"I know what you are going to say to me. You're going to say to get off of me and I never want to see you again aren't you?" he asked.

"No." He looked up at me, "What?" he asked.

"I said no. I was going to say that what you said was unbelievable but that it was sweet and caring." I replied.

"You put everything you had out in the open and if it means so much to you, well you can keep going if you like."

"Wait hold on for a second. Are you saying what I think you're saying" he asked. "Yes I am. It's just that I don't think I have it in me to be able to reciprocate" I said.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"I mean it'll be one thing for me to just let you do all the work but another to do stuff to you. I can't do that. I just can't" I told him.

"It's ok if you don't feel comfortable doing anything. It's your first time right?" he said

"Yeah it is. I'm still a virgin. I wanted it to be special and to be with a man that cares for me" I said my thoughts immediately going to the Hatter.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he questioned me.

"Yes, this isn't the right way to do it but I know you care for me….right?" I asked.

"Of course I do" he said immediately. "I just want this to be what you want."

"I'm sure" I said not being completely sure at all. With a nod of my head he started to undress himself.

He first took off his cape and laid it on the ground. He picked me up and placed me on it. "So that you will be more comfortable" he said.

"Thank you" I replied sitting up with a small smile. Kneeling, he began to remove his armor, hit boots and his black socks.

I had to admit that the tight long sleeved shirt he had on underneath the armor really defined his chest. He wasn't overly muscled or scrawny. He seemed just right.

He began to lift his shirt up and I started to see his pale skin and the light trail of hair starting from his navel down towards his pants.

He continued lifting it up higher and I could see the faint lines that defined his abs. His shirt goes higher and I can see his whole chest.

He finally takes his shirt completely off and I was able to admire him fully. Even his scarred face looked nice and relaxed under the moonlight compared to how it usually was full of hatred and disgust.

He threw his shirt off to the side and came towards me. He gently pushed me down and straddled me. While he hovered over me he said "It's your turn" before he continued to undress me.

AN: I know its short and I know that its a long shot that that would happen but its possible. love it, hate it, kinda sorta like it. please review and tell me what you think whether its good or bad.