This is taken from my profile page on this site:
"This is an account for a series of Twilight related fan fictions I am currently working on. I feel like maybe I need to give a little back ground into both myself and what I am personally trying to accomplish here.
I got into the Twilight fandom rather late in the game. It wasn't until a friend of mine who is a huge fan of the whole franchise dragged me to see New Moon in the theater that I got into the phenomenon.
But admittedly I probably do the fandom wrong! *laughs*
I LOVE Jacob Black and the wolf pack and to be completely honest have very little interest in Bella or Edward or any of the vampire characters.
I hated Breaking Dawn with a passion, in fact I personally couldn't even stomach finishing the book, I really felt like Jacob's character was destroyed over the course of the story. It broke my heart. I love Jake, and I really wanted much more for him then he was given.
So probably being rather pompous I have decided to write my own version of what happens to Jacob.
Everything in the regular Twilight series is canon up until Edward and Bella's wedding and I changed everything after that.
Also imprinting is completely different. The nuances of it will be explained over the course of the story, but it only happens when the wolf boy has sex with their imprint for the first time so no one imprints on children, so Quil has not imprinted yet.
Also this series involves a lot of original characters including love interests for canon characters, just in case this isn't your kind of thing.
If you decide to read this enjoy and thank you!
Sometimes life just makes you feel dead inside. Days run into days, into weeks, months and finally years. Four years ago my heart broke. I had loved Bella with everything I could muster together back then, but it hadn't been enough. I wasn't good enough for her. I wasn't the right kind of monster.
First I tired to give up my humanity, turning wolf and running and planning on never coming back. Like most things in life that didn't work for me. So instead I threw myself into my "job". Tried to take my role as Beta seriously keep my siblings in line, be responsible. That was boring and Sam pissed me off.
Now I just drift. Embry, Quil and I cause a lot of trouble in town. Charlie gets pissed off at me at least once a week. I fight, as soon as I turned twenty one I started to drink. My father is furious with me, and Sam drags me on runs with him as much as he can trying to straighten me out but I don't care.
I just want to feel again. I want to remember what it felt like when I could see my future so clearly and was willing to give everything to fight for it. I know what doesn't kill you makes you strong, but fuck at this point I should be Superman. I just want to be happy, is that too much to ask?