A/N Just a preview, kids.
She's the only girl I ever loved.
Like truly loved and would devote my whole life to.
Even though I bombed her ass out yesterday like a tough guy, on the inside I was a wimp.
A wimp who literally stayed in bed all day and wallowed in his self pity. I did my best not to cry.
Guys dont cry, not for anything. Not for death and especially not over some girl.
Yeah, that's it. She's just a girl. Leah was just a girl.
I sighed and covered my face.
No, Nessie was just a girl. Leah was...
I swallowed the lump in my throat and fought back tears. I was a man. I did not cry. Ever.
Leah was everything to me.
When she called me out on my shady shit back in high school, I listened because I knew what she was saying was going help me. To be perfectly honest, when Leah had blossomed into the vixen she was today, I kinda wanted to fuck her. We did grow up together and at some angle, I did see her as my sister but that summer from being a sophomore to a junior, something happened. Of course, back when I was a junior, I wanted to fuck every living thing on Earth and I was so horny all the time that even Leah was a target. The night she decided to tutor me I thought was a perfect opportuny to just fuck her senseless.
But then I saw she wasn't like every other girl I had banged before. She was smart.
And pretty beyond all reason.
And she was a virgin.
My intentions were to just do her and be done with it. But from that first kiss, I was hooked. I wanted more of this girl who I had known all my life.
Now I was in love with her. She had done the unthinkable and crushed me.
God, what was this feeling in the pit of my chest? It just seemed like a flame was devouring my heart in its rapture, showing no mercy as it did. My palm flew to my chest and I squeezed to make it stop. My chest eased a little but not my much.
I moaned in agony, hoping it would stop. I tried burping but that didn't work.
Now, I knew how Nessie had felt. I broke her badly.
I used her up and left her, like she was trash. I never should've done what I did cus, karma is a bitch.
It came back and bit me right on the ass. The things I did to her came right back around and hit me where the heart was. While I was in my own pool of sadness, Nessie was enjoying her summer with her boyfriend.
I grabbed my phone from the counter and looked through the contact list. I found the one I wanted to talk to and called.
"Hello?" The matured voice answered.
"Hey, it's me," I muttered and prayed she wouldn't hang up.
"Jacob? Is that you?" she asked, her voice lightening up.
"Yeah, it's me." I repeated and uncrossed my fingers.
"Hey, how's it going? How's Leah?" she wondered.
I exhaled in pain. "Nessie, I need to see you."
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