Killing

Why do I do this?

Why do I kill?

After all these years I cannot tell

Do I enjoy it?

I enjoy nothing

I want to be free and to live

I will never get that wish

I keep killing

I don't know why

It's how I am

It will never change

I never sleep

I am angry

Violently angry

So many emotions, dancing inside me

Their dance of death

Is that why I kill?

I think it is

I'm always alone

I want my Mommy

But she trapped me

And now everyone will suffer

And I think,

That is why I kill,

My final revenge

On all who should have treated me

Better