No matter how much humans try they will never grasp

the vast emptiness the word carries. They can guess and

believe they know all they want, some even yearn for it.

However the emptiness never leaves. Many think that

their lives are hell; I know for certain. Living forever while

the ones you care for die. I sometimes wonder what I did

to deserve such pain and misery. Was it a past life that did

such terrible deeds? It only gets worse from there. Humans

need companions in order to live, I was the same; and for that

my torment was 10 times worse than Eternity.