Authors Note: Just something I have been thinking about doing for a few weeks now. Little different kind of romance : )


"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow"

Set 30 years in the future. Dean Winchester is an angel in heaven but not just any angel. A warrior angel that lives on earth guiding hunters and helping them get ready for yet another war. What he didn't expect was to fall for a hunter he was guiding. What will happen when their secret romance is discovered? Can they survive?

Rachel Weston walked into her small motel room and dropped her weapons bag on the table. She locked the door and poured a salt line. She headed over to the bathroom and went in and began to wash the blood off her hands. It had been a long twenty fours hours but in the end…mission accomplished. She was a damn good hunter and she knew it. Sure she had help along the way from someone unexpected but still she knew what she was doing.

"Looks like I missed all the fun."

Rachel smiled and looked into the mirror to see Dean standing behind her, "You missed one hell of a fight out there but I think I did alright." She said, "Where have you been?" she asked and grabbed and towel and dried her hands.

"Checking on a few people over in Kansas and then I headed over to Kentucky for a few days."

Rachel turned around and placed her hands on her hips, "You know you have been MIA for almost two weeks."

"What can I say, everyone needs me. I'm a busy man." He smiled. "There are a lot of people out there that need help these days."

"Yeah I know. Don't remind me." She said and pushed by him and walked out of the bathroom and Dean followed, "So what are you doing here now? Finally fitting me in to your busy life?"

"Oh come on. Don't be like that." Dean said, "You know I have a job to do. I have no choice. I have other I have to look after not just you."

"Yeah I know." Rachel sighed, "It's just…..I wish you were around more. I use to see you every other day and now it's like you don't have time for me anymore. Its like you did your job and threw me aside like… I don't even matter."

"I always have time for you and I would never throw you away." Dean said and closed the space between then, "I have taught you everything I know now I am doing the same for the others." He said, "Don't ever thing you are second to me."

"But I still need you. Call me selfish but that's how I feel. I want you here with me all the time."

"We've talked about this. The more time I spend with you the more they are going to suspect something more is going on." Dean said and pulled her to him, "You know I want to be here with you as much as I can. I love you Rachel."

"I know." Rachel said and laid her head on his chest, "I love you. And I miss you so much. You're all I have. I just afraid one day I'll lose you and I'll be alone again."

"You'll never lose me I promise." Dean said. "I'll always be here for you."

Rachel pulled back and looked up at him, "You promise?"

"Promise." He said and leaned down and kissed her gently on the lips. All it took was two weeks for them to fall for each other. Dean was just supposed to help her come into her own in the hunting world but he ended up doing a lot more than that. He broke the number one rule. He fell for her and he fell hard. He would never admit but he was scared. He was scared of the way he felt for her, scared the he was going to lose her, scared of a lot.

Dean broke the kiss and cupped her face, "I need you to hang in there just a little longer. Can you do that?"

"I would wait forever for you." Rachel said and placed her hands on his, "I need you even if it is for just one hour a months but I don't really have a choice."

"Things will get better."

"I know. How long can you stay?"

"Just for the night. I have to head back up and check in but I'll be back."

"I understand. At least for tonight….you're here with me. That's more than can could ever ask for." She smiled at him.

"I'm always with you." Dean said. And it was the trust. She may not always see him but he was always there…..watching over her ever move. It was his job.

"So….since we're alone maybe me and you could…."

"No." Dean stopped her and backed away. He knew what she was about to say. He knew everything about her.

"Dean we have been together for almost a year now. Why not? You've done it before. A lot of time when you were human and a few times since you been an angel." Rachel said.

"I know but you're different. I told you that."

Rachel pouted and moved over to him, "But we love each other. That should count for something. It's different. Its not just a quick lay."

"I know but I can't. I don't want to do anything extra to tip them off." Dean said.

"Just block us from them for lets say oh…an hour or so." She smiled. "You know you want to." Rachel said and sat on the bed and leaned back, "I know you do."

Dean looked her over at bit on his lip, "I want you so bad it hurts but we have been over this."

Rachel sighed and sat back up, "Yeah Yeah. The stupid rules. This sucks. I have this sexy ass angel boyfriend and I can't touch him. Well not where I want to anyways."

"We'll figure this all out one day I promise." He said and sat down next to her, "Tonight I am just happy I get to be here alone with you."

"But tomorrow you'll be out there helping someone else and who knows when I'll see you again." Rachel looked down and played with her hands.

Dean took her chin between his fingers and turned her to face him, "Don't think about that now. Don't think passed this moment. Do that for me. Don't ruin it."

"Sorry." Rachel whispered and leaned over and kissed him as she rubbed his face tenderly. He was right. She needed to just focus on now. She wanted to do that for him but still thoughts raced through her mine. Where was he when he was away? Who else was he helping? Was there another girl like her? She trusted him…she did….but everyone seemed to get the full Dean Winchester and she got the left overs. He had broken so many rules since she had known him and she was ready for him to break a few for her. Will she ever have him completely? Would this war ever be over?

"Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight"

*Something new for me. PLEASE REVIEW!