Nothing's going to be the same ever again. I don't want you to leave; I want to be with you forever, for eternity. When I found out you were leaving my world stopped. It felt like I had just had my heart torn out of my chest and it stomped all over. It felt like I couldn't breathe, I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes and my mind was repeating the words over and over. All I could hear was the words; You do know he's leaving, don't you?
I couldn't concentrate at all from that point, knowing my time with you was limited and once it had ran out I would have to say goodbye. I sit there and do nothing in lesson time, but think about the past and the memories of me and you. The day I first hugged you and I couldn't stop thinking about you. When I first held your hand and you smiled at me with a smile that I will never forget. When I couldn't sleep at night, as I missed you. When I didn't want to sleep as reality was better than my dreams. I knew then I was in love.
Now I have to say goodbye to you, the one person in my life who I love, and the only person I will ever love. I don't know how I'm going to cope without you, it's hard enough not seeing you for 1 hour, but I won't see you again.
I just wish I could tell you I love you, one more time. I remember telling you about 7 months back and I remember the smile on your face, the sparkle in your wonderful amazing eyes, and the way you laughed slightly.
I can't believe this is real. Knowing that this is the end for us it's driving me insane. I don't want to eat or sleep, I don't want to do anything. You give meaning to my life and now that is going to be taken away. It's gonna be hard for me, very hard. Knowing I won't see you in the corridor, or in lesson time, and that I won't see you at all. That I won't hear your wonderful voice, I won't see your 1,000 watt smile, and I won't get hypnotised by your deep caring eyes.
I don't want you to go, and I know you don't want to go either. I remember what you said to me on that day when you were down and I cheered you up by saying 'Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?' You had almost wet yourself laughing and knowing I caused that smile on your face and that I made you laugh, means a lot to me. You had said, that you were gonna miss this place.
Anyway I only have 4 more days with you and that is tearing me apart. And I know I won't say this to your face, as I could get in so much trouble and be taken away from you again. This is why it is here, so you can read it and you won't see me cry.
I love you and I always will, and I'm going to miss you xxx
Thanks for reading guys. This is for my teacher and I hope he reads this. Anyway please review :D