Well guys, this is it! The end of the road. The end of my first fanfic. Wow, it's so weird to say that. When I started this I never ever thought I would be able to get people to really enjoy what I wrote but then all you guys came along. Thank you so much for every alert, every favorite, and every review. I can't tell you how much this whole story and the response from all of you means to me!
Thank you to every friend who read or helped review this throughout. Right now I have no beta so there will be mistakes and I ask that you all are kind enough to look past them.
For this chapter I tried something a little different and I feel like it worked out for me.
Thank you guys so much for everything (I know I say that every two seconds)!
R5Fanatic: I'm so glad you liked the last part and I really hope that this final chapter does the story justice. I honestly love Keith. I usually hate when authors make the antagonist a good hearted character because they always end up getting hurt but look at what I did, lol. I'm glad that even though you didn't like him you were able to enjoy his ending. I truely hope that you like the Jogan ending and I hope I don't disappoint. I'm actually super scared about the reaction to this chapter because it is such a big deal for me. I will contiue to write more Jogan and Klaine and Brittana and every other ship that pops up into my head and I hope you read one here and there. Thank you for being a supporting fan and I enjoyed every single one of your reviews. I LOVE YOU! lol enjoy the chapter!
So I don't own most of the characters in here but I did make the idea so... yeah :) last chapter, so sad... lol
Epilogue part 3
It was late at night and Julian knew Logan had to get up early in the morning because he had a rehearsal but to be honest, he really didn't care. He hadn't seen the blonde in what felt like forever and he was taking advantage of this moment. Besides, it's not like Logan was complaining.
Julian rolled the two over so that he was now on top of Logan. He brought his hands up to Logan's face trying desperately to make the kiss deeper. He pushed his hips down roughly, causing both men to groan at the friction.
"God, I fucking missed you!" he growled, trailing wet kisses along the blonde's jaw.
Logan only moaned in reply as he felt the other actor's warm breath in his ear.
"I am going to fuck you so hard that you won't remember your name." Julian smirked as the look of desperation Logan was wearing. He moved down his neck, nibbling on that specific spot he knew drove Logan crazy. Logan's hands moved up to grip at his hair and his hips were thrusting upward, searching for more friction to his now throbbing cock.
"You're wearing way too many clothes." Said Logan, reaching to pull Julian's shirt over his head. Staring at the amazing body on top of him Logan couldn't stop the growl that left his lips. He ran his hands up and down Julian's chest before pulling the man back on top of him and crashing their mouths together again. "You are never allowed to leave again." he mumbled against Julian's lips.
"Sounds like a good idea to me." Julian reached down to remove Logan's shirt and tossed it somewhere in the room. He leaned down to run his tongue over the blonde's nipple and then biting down harshly, making his back arch off the bed and his hand grip at Julian's hair as he tried to stifle the moan that inevitably left his mouth.
"Fuck Jules, I need you inside me, now!" Logan practically whined.
Julian laughed breathlessly. "Someone's impatient." He pinned Logan's wrists above his head and whispered into his ear. "All in good time baby, all in good time."
He licked a line across the blonde's bottom lip and began kissing him deeply. His hands and moved down to grip Logan's hips and the two began moving against one another, feeling the tension build.
The two instantly froze. Julian moved his forehead to the crease in between Logan's neck and shoulder and started to silently laugh. He rolled off of his husband and shook his head. Logan was just as amused as he answered the little girl who had entered the room. "What's wrong, beautiful?"
He reached his arms down and pulled his daughter onto the bed with them. "I hadded a bad dream. Can I sweep in your bed? Pwease?" The girl was pouting which made her look a lot like Julian, something he couldn't help but mentally laugh at.
"Of course you can. Here, come up here and you can sleep in the middle."
He lifted the comforter up to let the girl crawl under and her mood instantly changed. She was now smiling brighter than ever. "Yay!" She crawled closer to Julian and began cuddling with him and Julian pulled the little girl in as close as he could.
Sure, she had just stopped him from having mind blowing sex with his husband for the first time in about a month but that's part of the sacrifice of parenting. And to him, it was totally worth it.
She kissed him on the cheek. "Goodnight Daddy. I wuv you."
"Goodnight Belle. Love you more."
Logan looked at him and the two only smiled. Julian gestured with his head for Logan to join the two of them, and he did. He kissed his daughter goodnight, telling her that he loved her but she seemed to already be asleep.
The three lay relaxed in each other's arms. Logan mouthed the words "Love you." to Julian from across their daughter. Julian responded with "Love you more." and the three slowly drifted off to sleep together feeling completely at ease.
3 years earlier:
The phone started to ring and Logan was attempting to feed Annabelle but she was being extremely difficult. He couldn't really blame her for not wanting to eat mashed peas when they looked like throw up. He would have to go to the store with Jules next time to make sure he got the not shitty food for her.
He continued to attempt placing spoonfuls of the peas into Belle's mouth but she only continued to spit them out and laugh at his disappointment. When Logan noticed that the phone was still ringing and that the shower was no longer running he yelled across the house to his husband. "Babe, can you get that?"
Julian yelled back. "Got it!" He ran into the kitchen picking up the phone from the receiver on the wall. He began talking to someone who Logan soon identified as his agent.
When Logan looked back at his he realized that he was dripping wet and the only thing covering his body was the towel tied around his waist. He subconsciously licked his lips which didn't go unnoticed by Julian. He mouthed the word "pervert" before turning around and continuing his conversation.
Logan smiled and decided to make one more attempt at feeding this child. When it failed he gave up and went to put the food in the fridge. The second he got up Belle began to get fussy due to the lack of attention she was receiving. That's when he heard it. A small sound that sounded a lot like "dada" had come from her direction. He froze and closed the fridge door. He glanced at Julian but it seemed like the man hadn't noticed and was still on the phone with his agent.
Wide eyed Logan walked closer to the baby girl slowly, waiting to see if she would say it again. Sure enough, throughout here fussing she reached her arms towards Logan and said the word clear as day, "Dada!"
Logan's eyes almost popped out of his head. "Jules!"
Julian turned around, confused at the urgency in his husband's voice. "Yeah?"
"She just spoke."
"What?" Julian didn't quite grasp that concept.
"She called me Dada."
"Are you sure-"his question was interrupted by the girl saying the word once again and begging for Logan to pick her up out of her highchair.
Julian dropped the phone back on the receiver, hanging up on his agent but not caring in the slightest. "Oh my god, Logan she spoke! I have to find the video camera!"
The two continued to freak out as their daughter continued to repeat her first word into the video camera and the two had never been prouder of themselves or of their daughter.
10 Months earlier:
"Tomorrow's the day." Julian said nervously as he sat with his back against their headboard.
Logan was cleaning out their closet, getting rid of anything unnecessary that he didn't wear anymore wanting everything to be perfect for tomorrow. They would be at the hospital all day and probably stay there for the next couple days but when they brought Annabelle home they didn't want to have to worry about cleaning or anything else for a while. Logan looked over to see his husband fidgeting with his fingers. "What's wrong, Jules?" he asked, walking over to the bed and sitting next to the brunette. He rubbed his arm soothingly, knowing for sure that the man was internally freaking out.
Julian looked straight into Logan's eyes and whispered. "I'm scared, Lo."
Logan smiled sympathetically and pulled the Julian into his arms. He rubbed his back and he felt Julian let out a shaky breath. "It's okay. It's normal to be scared. I mean, we're going to be fathers for Christ sake."
Julian pulled away and looked down at his hands. "I just really don't want to fuck this up."
Logan pulled his chin up so that he was now looking into those beautiful brown eyes that he never left his mind. "Listen to me. You are going to be the most amazing dad!" He softly caressed his cheek and barely kissed his lips. "I love you so much, and this isn't going to be easy. But whatever happens, we always have each other to look to for help. We can do this Jules, I know we can."
Julian now had tears in his eyes that were beginning to fall as he pulled his husband into the tightest hug he could manage. "Please don't leave me, ever. I love you so much!"
Logan returned the hug as tight as he could manage. "I'm here forever. I couldn't leave you if I wanted to. And hey," he pulled Julian back just enough so he could rest their foreheads together. "I love you more."
The two laughed and kissed each other lovingly, finally to take this next gigantic step in their lives.
2 years earlier:
Logan was sitting in a room surrounded by all of his closest friends. Everyone was dressed up and ready to go, everyone except Logan. His head was placed in his palms and he was literally on the verge of hyperventilation. This was the day he was supposed to stand up in front of everyone he knew and promise to be with one man and one man only for the rest of his life. It was pretty heavy stuff.
Oddly enough he wasn't scared of being with only Julian for the rest of his life. That was the one part he was actually looking forward to. The part that scared the absolute fuck out of him was that he wouldn't be able to make Julian as happy as he deserved. Julian deserved the word. What if he couldn't give that to him? What if this didn't work? What if Julian is only marrying him because it's what Logan wants? Oh God, does Julian even want this?
He was freaking out so much that he didn't feel the presence of two people, one on each side of him. It wasn't until they spoke up that he finally noticed.
"Having second thoughts?"
"Because I think it's a little late to back out at this point."
Logan lifted his head and stared at the twins, trying to comprehend where exactly he was at the moment.
Evan put a reassuring hand on his back, trying to comfort him. "What's up? You love Julian. You can't really be considering backing out-"
"I'm not, it's just- I don't know. I love Jules and I want to marry him but I don't know what I'm doing. What if I totally mess this entire thing up for him?" Logan's head fell back down into his hands once again and he tried to focus all his energy on getting his breathing back to normal.
Ethan responded this time saying, "How much do you love him?"
Logan didn't hesitate a second before he said, "More than anything."
The twins grinned at each other and said in unison. "We know."
Logan looked up in confusion. "Then wha-"
"You won't mess it up." said Evan. "You may not have the perfect marriage ever but no one does. That's not what marriage is about. It's about making it through hell and back and doing it the entire time side by side with that one person you chose. You chose Julian. Are you ready to go to hell and back with him by your side?"
Logan nodded, still staring down at his shoes. "Yeah. Definitely."
"Then get in there and do what you came here to do." Ethan said standing up and offering Logan his hand.
The ceremony had started as the people made their way down the aisle. They had worked it out so that the two would walk down arm in arm. The fact that neither of them was really fond of their parents is what ultimately resulted in the decision to not include them in the actual ceremony. Having them sit quietly in the audience was much easier for everyone.
Logan stood at the door after his pep talk from the twins waiting for his cue to enter. It would be the first time he would see Julian that day and that thought alone was enough to calm his nerves and lift his mood exponentially.
When he was given the go ahead by his best man reaching the front he took his step out of the room and into the large church. The two had been deciding on whether or not to have their wedding in a church in the first place but finally decided that because neither was really strongly for or against the idea that it was probably the simplest option.
He looked to his right and saw the most beautiful image he could imagine. Jules was smiling brightly in his simple black tux that fit him just right. His purple tie added color to his outfit that seemed to brighten his whole demeanor. Suddenly all thoughts of doubts from either one of them was out the window and the only thing remaining was the two of them. He offered up his arm to the other man, who gladly linked their arms together.
Julian looked up with the bright smile remaining on his face. "This is it." He whispered.
Logan took a deep breath and couldn't stop himself from smiling as he looked forward. "Yep. You ready for this?"
"Bring it on, Wright."
6 months earlier:
Julian was nervous. He knew tonight wasn't just a normal dinner date between Logan and him. They two had been together for almost three years now and they were one hundred percent crazy about each other, or so he thought. But what really had tipped him off was his boyfriend's attitude all week. Walking around the apartment the last few days he had been fidgety, distracted, and completely disinterested in any type of physical contact. Therefore, yes, they hadn't had sex in almost an entire week which was completely unheard of up until this point.
Even now Logan was completely avoiding eye contact and kept his eyes glued to the menu like it somehow held all the answers to the universe. Julian didn't really care what he ate because he was almost positive that this would be the last night eating out with his boyfriend. His suspicions were only heightened when after the two had placed their order Logan finally made eye contact and they were completely terrified. This was it. They were breaking up and Logan didn't know how to do it without hurting him.
Logan sighed and looked back down at his hands. "Okay this is probably the hardest thing I've ever done-"
"Oh God Logan, if you're going to do it just get it over with. I can take it just don't beat around the bush."
Logan looked taken aback. "What?"
"I know what you're going to say-"
Logan then looked completely heartbroken. "How did you find out?"
Julian slumped down in his chair and mumbled, "You made it kind of obvious with your attitude this week. I mean, I get it. With my job I travel a lot and it's been three years now and it was fun but nothing really lasts forever and-"
"Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! What are you talking about? Jules, do you think I'm breaking up with you?" Logan leaned in closer to Julian, trying to search for whatever was going on in the brunette's mind.
Julian however, was confused as hell. "Aren't you?"
Logan laughed breathlessly. "God, no! Do you really think I would take you out to a restaurant to break up with you?"
Well that was true, taking him here to break off the relationship would have been pretty damn stupid on Logan's part but you never know. Julian shrugged, "Then why were you acting so weird all week? It's almost been a week since we… you know."
Logan took another deep breath before he continued on with his explanation. He reached across the table and took his boyfriends hands into his own. "Baby, I would never break up with you. Let alone do it in a public place like this. I love you with all that I am and I couldn't let you if I wanted to. Don't ever doubt that."
Julian nodded in understanding but completely froze when Logan was on the floor in front of him on one knee. Holy fuck this wasn't happening.
Logan looked up at him with worry filled eyes that he had been wearing all week long. "Jules, the last three years of my life have been indescribable. I couldn't think of anyone who I would rather be with. You're a complete smartass and a total diva at times and you steal the covers every single night."
Julian laughed and realized that his eyes were beginning to tear up.
Logan laughed with him but kept on with his speech. "You do, every single night. But I don't care because regardless any of those things you're also caring and thoughtful and I have more fun with you than I think I ever have my entire life. When I'm with you everyone else seems to fade away and the only thing that matters to me is us. You're my best friend and I love you so much. I can't imagine spending a second of my life without you there right beside me. I have been acting weird this week and I'm sorry and I promise that whenever we do get home we can completely go at it like rabbits."
Julian face palmed and blushed at the bluntness of his boyfriend's statement but regardless of the embarrassment it did make him smile.
"I just couldn't make up my mind about how to ask you. Because you deserve the world but I'm just me and I know I'll never live up to what you deserve but I promise that if you give me the chance that every single day of my life will be me trying my hardest to give you everything you disserve. I may not be able to buy you a bunch of expensive shit and I may get mad sometimes but one thing I know that won't change is how much I love you. So will you please let me prove to you that I'm serious and marry me? Please?"
The silence from both of them that followed was filled with disbelief from Julian and worry from Logan. Logan's nerves were finally satiated when Julian launched himself forward and into his arms, hugging him tighter than he ever had before. Julian whispered into his ear, "Lo, I love you so much!"
Logan laughed, both men crying at this point. "So is that a yes?"
Julian pulled back to look Logan in the eye. They were both on the floor of a very nice restaurant but neither could notice anything or anyone but each other. "Of course that's a yes. I mean, it's not like I have anything better to do…"
Logan smiled. "Shut up." He leaned in to capture Julian's lips in his, the two creating a moment that would stick with them forever.
3 years earlier:
Logan had gathered all of him things and he knew the one place he had to go was Julian's apartment. He needed to straighten everything out. He still wasn't sure if Julian even wanted him there. He could have thought it over and decided that he had changed his mind and that he could do better than some blonde understudy, but he had to try.
He knocked on the door and the beautiful sight of Julian in a tight black v-neck that gripped him just right and a pair of plaid pajama pants. It took him a couple of seconds to form words that would actually make sense. "Can I come in?"
Julian nodded silently and moved to the side, letting Logan and all of him belongings into the apartment. "What's with all the stuff?"
The question made Logan nervous and thinking about the possibility of him not being welcome here. Where else would he go? He guessed he could rent his own hotel room but he wasn't exactly made of cash. "I told him. About us."
Julian's eyes widened. He clearly wasn't expecting Logan to tell him so soon. "Well, what did he say?"
"He kicked me out. Not that I blame him, I did cheat on him. Look, I understand if you don't want me to stay here. I just thought I could give it a shot before I got a hotel room or something-"
Logan was cut off by Julian's lips pressed hard against his own. Julian was running his fingers through his blonde hair and pulling him even closer. When they broke apart Julian was smirking. "What fun is a hotel room if you're on your own? I mean, your right hand may be able to do this…"
Logan growled lightly as Julian's hand palmed him through his jeans.
"But I highly doubt it can do this." Just as soon as he had said it Jules was on his knees already unzipping his jeans.
"Wait." Logan took a deep breath and pulled Julian back up to his level. "So… this thing, us. We're- Are we together?"
After Logan was finally able to spit out a proper sentence Julian pulled him back down to connect their lips again. "Is that what you want?"
"Yeah. But I don't want you to do something-"
The brunette kissed him passionately and bit down on his bottom lip and then moving down to nibble on his neck.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" Logan asked as Julian continued to make his way down to his collarbone.
"Mmm, Logan?" he muttered against his skin.
"Yeah?" he answered breathlessly.
Oh gosh, it's over! I really can't believe it. One last review? Please? Please? Please? :D
I love you all so much and thank you for joining me on this marvolous journey of my first ever fanfiction. If you like me that much you can see if you like any of my other stories. Summer is coming up so I should start updating more often :) Bye bye!