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You Never Know
My last words to my brother was 'I hate you', but his last words to me were 'I love you, Mattie. I'm going to an awesome and heroic top secret location. '
I had thought Alfred forgot my birthday and I was upset with him. I had no idea that he would be hit by a drunk driver on his way back home that night. I regret saying those words to him. I never ever thought Alfred would die before me since he is always so carefree, laughing, and smiling so brightly.
"Alfie, Life is not going to be the same without you." I whispered softly, tears falling down my cheeks, and clung to my white polar bear toy with a red bow on its neck. "I'm sorry about saying that I hate you and I really don't hate you. I was just upset and I wished that I had stopped you from going out. I can't believe you are actually gone."
Inside of Alfred's car in the backseat was a gift all wrapped up, the label saying To My Brother Matthew From The Heroic And Awesome Alfred, and there was a card. I had opened the gift while crying and it was a white polar bear toy. It had a red bow on its neck. The card was beautiful and it had Happy Birthday Mattie From Your Brother Alfred.
He did not forget my birthday and had been pretending on forgetting it. I held the polar bear tighter, my eyes were burning, and couldn't stop crying. My brother is gone and he is not coming back.
His bright smiles are gone, carefree laughter, and everything that made up my brother.
"You never know when someone you care about will be gone forever. I'm sorry, Alfred." I cried to myself and stared at Alfred's grave. "I wish it had been me. Why did it have to be you? You were always full of life, happy, and never gave up on anything."
I buried my face into the polar bear toy and my heart felt as if it was in pieces.
"I would rather you be alive and here with me. I would give up all of my birthdays just to have you back, Alfie." I whispered to myself and my tears kept on falling like a never ending waterfall. "Why did this happen to you?"
"It's going to be alright, Mattie." My polar bear said to me and my eyes widened when he slipped out of my grasp. "I don't want you to be all sad and depressed. Live your life, be happy, and enjoy every second of it. I'm the hero and I don't want you to be miserable. I would be a villain if I wanted you to be miserable."
"Alfred?" I asked quietly and the polar bear looked up at me.
"Yep, I'll have to go back and all that in a little bit. I just wanted to let you know that I don't want you to live your life feeling sad, guilty, and other stuff. I know you love me even though I can be a pain. Seriously, I know you didn't really mean it when you said I Hate You." Alfred said cheerfully to me and I hugged him tightly. "I'll be going in a minute and this epic not to mention heroic polar bear toy will be back to being normal."
"I love you, Alfie." I told him and he tilted his head.
"I know that Mattie. Love you too and don't do anything silly. Do not ever wish that this had happened to you. Got it, Mattie? Seriously, I'm the hero and remember to enjoy your life." Alfred informed me and I smiled faintly. "I mean it, Mattie. I'll go back inside this polar bear toy and kick your ass if I catch you feeling miserable or doing something dangerous. I have to go now. Love you, Mattie."
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