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It started with a kiss.
That stupid kiss is what started this whole...fucking...mess.
And even still I don't regret it.
Groaning I hit my head against the back of my headboard, it was useless to try and sleep now, I couldn't get him out of my head.
That's just like the stupid flea, I thought with another sigh, always there tormenting me, EVEN in my thoughts...stupid bastard.
I sat back and closed my eyes letting the events of earlier today flood my mind.
I stopped in my tracks as the anger filled me, clenching my fist my cigarette fell to the ground.
I stomped on it angrily.
My heart raced with adrenaline as I heard his maniacal chuckle from above me, "Ahaha, I make Shizu-chan so angry~!"
I took in a deep breath as my fingers twitched, just aching to curl around his throat.
"Izaya, I don't have time to fucking do this." I seethed, my eyes closed trying to ignore the Flea, I really didn't have time for this, I had important work to do at home.
Tom-san had asked me to do something for him, some stupid paperwork and shit.
But of course, the flea never did listen to anything I told him.
He laughed as he circled around me, "Why the rush Shizzy?" he asked leaning forward, closer to my ear, "Got a date?"
I took in another deep breath as I started shaking with anger, the papers Tom-san had given me quivering in my trembling hands.
"No you bastard, now let me go, I have work to do."
Izaya smiled and ripped the paper from my hands.
My eyes flew open as I flew forward with a yell, my fist flying out to connect with his face.
He dodged it as he read over the paper, laughing that stupid laugh all the while.
"GIVE IT BACK DAMNIT!" I yelled, sweat gathering on my forehead.
"Ahh, Shizu-chan~! I love getting you all flustered like that~" he said pointing out the sweat beading up on my face and the slight red tint to my cheeks.
I gritted my teeth together and flew forward, my hands seeking after the paper in his hands.
Grabbing the edge of it just as Izaya quickly yanked it backwards, it ripped...in half.
Completely loosing my control I quickly grabbed the heaviest thing I could find and threw it towards him.
Izaya threw his head back in an insane laugh.
"Sorry Shizu-chan! Didn't mean to ruin your precious paper." he said tauntingly with a smug grin.
I wanted to rip it off his beautiful face.
WHAT THE HELL?
I wanted to bash my head in for thinking such a...disgusting thing.
"Fuck..." I cursed under my breath.
Izaya just stood there, grinning.
The now two pieces of paper fluttered in the breeze and landed in a puddle.
The breeze ruffled my hair, relaxing me a bit.
Izaya cocked his head to the side a bit.
It took me awhile to notice that the Flea was staring at me.
"Perv." I muttered.
Izaya stumbled a bit as he regained his composure, a slight blush covering his pale cheeks.
"I uh..wait..perv?" Izaya broke out into another bit of hysterical laughing. No wonder everyone thought he was mentally insane.
"Get your mind out of the gutter Shizu-chan, I was simply admiring the frightened look on your face."
I gritted my teeth again, I swear if I chip a tooth I'm forcing him to pay the dental bill.
"I'd hardly ever be frightened of your bony ass."
Izaya rolled his eyes with a smirk, "So now we're talking about my ass?" he looked down with a grin, "Haha, I had no idea Shizu-chan was attracted to me in THAT way hm?"
I blushed at the thought. "S-shut the fuck up!"
Izaya walked closer to me, "I didn't hear any denial in that sentence~!" he teased.
I noticed his eyes had a strange look to them.
Mischievous, as always, but there was something else that I couldn't quite place...
It was then that he made his move.
He moved forward to me in a flash.
He put one hand on the back of my neck, the other tangled in my hair.
He pulled me in closer, his lips almost touching mine as he exhaled and closed his eyes in the most seductive way, he inhaled, as if he was breathing me in.
And then, he did it.
It was gentle at first, his lip just barely ghosting over my bottom lip, his tongue flicked out as he ran it over my bottom lip, his mouth covered mine, my heart raced, my eyes wide.
But I didn't stop it.
Was I..enjoying this?
Izaya made a small noise in the back of his throat and crushed our lips together.
My mouth opened slightly in a small gasp, he took this as an opportunity to let his tongue enter my mouth.
Once again, I didn't stop him.
Instead I played along, ignoring the tiny voice in the back of my head that screamed "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?"
I groaned slightly and slid my arms up under his and pinned him up against the brick wall our tongues sliding over each other as I lost myself in the taste that was unique to him.
Our mouths moving together I began to lose control, this had to stop soon.
Izaya moaned quietly.
Our mouths moved once again, and then, I pulled away.
I looked down at him, his cheeks were flushed, his lips slightly parted.
He looked unbelievably sexy, his hair was ruffled, his eyes were glazed over with lust, I was sure I looked the same way.
Izaya's face broke out into that creepy smile of his, "Ne...I had no idea Shizu-chan was such a skilled kisser."
I was scared for some reason, so I turned, and ran all the way back home, the sound of Izaya's maniacal laugh ringing in my pounding ears.
"Ugh..." I groaned. This was going to be a long night.
He actually did it... I thought, the whole plan was to kiss him, but, I thought that the minute I started to get too close for comfort he would end it there, maybe with a dumpster...or at least a small street sign...
I'd even settle for a rock..
The worst part of this plan was that it had backfired on me, first of all, it didn't work, second of all, I enjoyed it, A LOT.
So, I said to myself, now that you're here, what are you going to do?
I looked up at the dimly lit window, I was standing outside of Shizu-chan's apartment building.
I took one last look at his window, my heart beating.
These conflicting emotions were too much for me...
I laughed quietly and silently stalked up the stairs.
When I reached his door my hand moved forward to knock, and then stopped in mid-air.
How can I face him now? After all..that..
I reached down into my pockets and pulled out the two ripped pieces of paper from earlier.
I stared down at them in trembling hands, and dropped them at his doorstep, watching as the fluttered to the ground slowly, landing on his tiny green doormat silently.
Turning with a sad look on my face, I left.
This was going to be a long night...
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