A/N: This is my FIRST Bella/Carlisle Twiddle. I don't know if I plan on FINISHING it but… I will write a few chapters before I even decide to post it. So if you are reading this then there is more to come SOON.

WARNING: Contains the following-

Lemons, violence, adult language, adult content, dark humor, etc.

If you have a weak heart, you might not want to read this.

-M

BeautifulChapter One: New Kids

Bella Swan's Point of View;

I sighed before I got out of the car, quickly putting on a fake smile before Charlie could see me. It had been a few months since my mother and I talked about how it would be best if I lived with my dad for a while. I lived in Forks my entire life and I was happy for the most part. I mean, don't get my wrong, this town is small and there is nothing to do, but I always had my family and a couple of people I talked to at school. I grabbed the last of my bags and gave my mom a kiss on the cheek.

"I love you, Bella." She smiled at me but it didn't reach her eyes. I smiled weakly back.

"Love you too, Mom." I closed the car door and as I walked up to the door of my new home, I heard her car door close and the gravel of the driveway crunch as she drove away.

"Bella!" Charlie opened the door before I could even knock and wrapped me in an awkward hug. I love my Dad. Really. We just don't have anything in common…

"Hi, Ch- Dad." I quickly corrected myself. I tried to give him a smile but I hope he didn't realize it was impossible for me.

"Oh! Let me get those for you, Bells." He said as he took my bags and started towards the stairs. I followed behind him, being careful not to trip going up the stairs. He set my bags down by the closet and put his hands in his pockets. I glanced over at him and saw him shift his weight from each foot nervously.

"Umm…" he started, "Do you want pizza for dinner?"

I raised an eyebrow, "Please tell me that you haven't been eating pizza all week." I said, knowing the answer anyway.

He grinned sheepishly and I gave him a small smile. "Go ahead and order pizza, Dad. I will go grocery shopping tomorrow and then I am making you dinner every night okay? You can't keep eating that junk!"

He chuckled softly as he walked over and patted my shoulder, "Its good to have you back, Bella…" He said. Charlie wasn't one to be so emotional. It shocked me and I am sure he saw it on my face because he coughed and mumbled something about going downstairs to call the pizza place.

I playfully rolled my eyes and gave a crooked smile. Charlie would never change. And that is something I loved about him. He was always the same. A constant in my life. People around me were constantly changing and I didn't like it. It made me feel out of

control.

About an hour later I was finishing up the dishes while Charlie walked into the den to finish watching his game. I headed back up the stairs and started unpacking. It was past midnight before I finished and I was happy that it was Saturday so I could sleep in tomorrow and get things done around here.

I flopped down on my bed and sighed. I pulled my knees to my chest and curled into a ball. I squeezed my eyes shut trying not to think of why I am even in this situation.

The water was still as I stood in the pool next to Phil.

"How many glasses have you had?" I asked slightly concerned. I knew that if he drank too much, Mom was going to be upset and there would be a fight.

He gave me a reassuring smile and downed the rest of his glass filling it back up with ice and his Jim Beam mixed with Pepsi. "This will be the fourth." He said.

He was standing so close that I could smell the alcohol on his breath. It made me wiggle my nose in disgust. I had tasted it before. It was strong and didn't taste good at all.

"I don't see how you drink that." I said as I eyed the glass with disgust. He just chuckled softly and took another sip before setting it on the stand next to the pool. We continued to just stand by the side of the pool and look around at the night sky. It was a surprisingly clear night in Forks and pretty warm considering it was close to the end of summer.

Phil and I were always in the pool at night. It was our thing. He taught me how to swim and float. We were really close. I considered him my best friend and step-dad even though he hadn't married my mother yet.

A few hours later, I was trying to fall asleep in bed but it was useless. I sighed and lay on my stomach. I heard a creak as the door opened.

"Bella? You awake?" I heard Phil whisper.

I turned to look at him and he gave me a small smile. I smiled back and whispered back.

"Yeah," I sighed, "Can't sleep…"

"Me either."

He sat on the edge of my bed and gently started rubbing my back. His fingers went under the hem of my shirt, his fingers gently brushing over my skin, tickling me. I shifted, a little uncomfortable.

He continued until I finally sat up, scooting away a little.

"Want to go watch a movie?" He asked. I shrugged and we went into the living room to see Mom sleeping in her chair with the TV on one of her documentary shows.

He shrugged at the sight of her and went into his room. He went over to his side of the bed and went to lay down. I mimicked his actions, laying on my mother's side.

Halfway through the movie, I felt him breaking heavily. I opened my eyes that I hadn't realized closed. They were heavy with sleep but I suddenly felt awake when I his hand pushed the back of my neck down to his lap.

"Bella…" he breathed. He reeked of alcohol and I could feel my heart pound in my chest.

"Phil, what the he-" I was cut off by feeling something hard and hot in my mouth. I almost gagged at the taste. I went to pull away. I could feel the tears running down my cheeks as I realized what was happening.

I heard him grunt, his body hot as I thrusts his hips up, pushing his member further into my mouth, his hand forcing my head up and down. His strength seemed unwavering.

Finally I felt him tense and all his movements stop as something hot and liquid filled my mouth. I didn't know what to do. I held it in my mouth but he wouldn't let me pull my head back. I swallowed the contents that filled my mouth with disgust.

He let me go. I coughed, trying to catch my breath. He smiled at me and then rolled onto his side away from me and I could feel his soft snores.

I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom, trying to punk but it wouldn't come back up. I sobbed silently to myself as I brushed my teeth until my tongue was completely raw.

The following morning I walked into the kitchen where Renee was drinking coffee. "Mom… I need to tell you something…"

I lay sobbing in my pillow as I remember our talk about how they had been having a bad sex life. That was his defense? It angered me to no end. I didn't want my mom to leave him though. He made her happy… I just didn't expect them to get married and leave to Arizona a month later. I love my mom and I miss her. But sometimes it is just hard. I feel disgusting. No matter how much I convince myself that I forgave him, I will never forget. I will always have the scar his has given me; the fear of men. Sure I have guy friends, but I don't really trust anyone anymore.

I sighed as I cried all my tears out and kicked off my jeans and covered up. I was going to have a busy day tomorrow.

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I woke up fairly early but late enough that by the time I got down stairs, there was a note on the table from Charlie saying that he had gone fishing with Billy. I walked and groaned around the house, trying to wake up and get into a routine.

In about an hour I was fed, showered, and dressed in jeans and a band T along with my Chucks. My hair didn't like me today so I put it up in a messy bun.

I grabbed the grocery money on the table Charlie had left for me and grabbed my wallet and keys. It was cloudy but it wasn't raining I noted as I made my way over to my truck.

The engine roared to life as I turned the key in the ignition. I made my way to the grocery store, taking the back roads so I would get there sooner. I tried to focus on something. Anything. But sadly, there was nothing much in my life to be excited about.

I was just painfully plain and ordinary. I had nightmares, but who doesn't? Sure, I am clumsy, shy, quiet, and I read a lot. Uhh… Wait, what was the point of this?

Urg. Come on Bella. You need to think POSITIVE. I reminded myself. Hmm… Okay never mind. What should I make for dinner…?

For the rest of the drive I was silently thinking of things to get from the grocery store. Once I got out the truck, I heard two women talk to each other next to their cars.

"Yes, apparently they moved in yesterday." One said.

"Oh yes! The new doctor and his children." The other commented back.

A new doctor? And kids? I wonder if any of them were my age. I might see them at school… I thought and just shrugged the thoughts away.

Two hours later I had a ton of groceries, bringing them into the house. It was barely noon when I finished. I made myself something for lunch and went up to my room to lay down and read some. I was a little mad at myself for finishing my homework Friday since now I have nothing to do.

I sighed as I took a bite of my sandwich and opened up the tattered book of Withering Heights and started reading.

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Finally it was Monday. I groaned as I rolled out of bed and got ready for school. I went through my normal routine, making sure I had everything I needed for school. I grabbed my bag and stumbled down the stairs a little.

"Morning, Bella." Charlie said as he looked up from the morning newspaper and sipped his coffee.

"Morning, Dad." I said and made myself a quick bowl of cereal. I was halfway done when Charlie looked at me and said, "You look nice."

It took me by surprise really. I looked down at my outfit. I was just wearing a pair of skinny jeans and a Shinedown Band T along with my Chucks and my hair pulled back in a messy bun again.

"Uhh… Thanks?" I said but it came out more as a question. Charlie grumbled a little and hid his face behind the newspaper once again.

"Are you going to try and impress the new kids?" he asked.

I almost choked on my cereal at the random question. "What are you talking about?" I asked.

"The new kids. They are the Cullens. Don't know much about them. I just know that Dr. Cullen and his wife adopted them all. They are all going to attend your school." He explained.

"Oh." Was all I could say.

A few minutes later I finished and grabbed my stuff. I waved goodbye to Charlie and made my way out to my truck to head to school. As soon as I pulled in I saw a shiny silver Volvo and an enormous Jeep parked next to each other. I parked on the other side of the Volvo and got out of the car. It was sprinkling a little bit but I didn't really care.

I hopped out and slammed the truck door. I was ten minutes early and noticed that there were still people in the Volvo. I didn't pay attention as I walked to my locker, getting the things that I needed for my next class.

The day went by slow and I breathed a sigh of relief when the lunch bell rang. I walked into the cafeteria and noticed five gorgeous people sitting at a table. They already had their food but they were just picking at it.

Huh… I hate it too, but hell, I'm hungry. I thought as I went into the line and just grabbed a sandwich and a bottle of orange juice. I sat down at my regular table when I wanted to be alone. It was a table in the back but I could still see the new kids. I was surprised no one had come up to them yet.

I ate my lunch in peace but kept trying to steal glances at them. They were all just completely gorgeous. There was a huge dude who's muscles looks like they could kill if you just poked them. He was sitting close to a beautiful blonde who looked like she had just stepped out of a magazine. Then there was a lean boy with blonde hair. He seemed nervous but then I kept noticing a small pixie like girl patting his knee as if to soothe him. Last, there was a tall lean yet muscular boy with bronze hair. I was jealous of their looks. They all looked like gods and yet they kept to themselves. They could rule the school if they wanted!

Were they all related but adopted as blood brother and sisters? They all had the same eye color. Like a light topaz. As I glanced up from my sandwich I noticed the pixie girl and the bronze haired boy were staring at me. I felt the heat rush to my cheeks and I quickly lowered my eyes. I popped the last bite of my sandwich in my mouth and chewed it as I gathered up my trash. I dumped my try and noticed that the pixie girl was talking to the bronze haired boy but he kept staring at me. I felt my cheeks flush once more as I left the cafeteria and away from his gaze.

I went to my locker and heard the warning bell. I quickly gathered my books and dashed to class. Looking over to my seat, I saw the one thing I hadn't expected all day.

The bronze haired boy sitting in the usually vacant seat next to me.

"Ah! Bella, meet your new lab partner for the year." The teacher said as he saw me enter, "Edward Cullen."

Shit.

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Edward Cullen's Point of View;

HA! Oh my god. So this is what Alice wouldn't tell me. I thought. So this is the famous girl we have heard since we decided we were going to move to Forks. Damn girl. I can't read her thoughts!

I felt saw my cell phone flash with a new message just as Bella come over and sat next to me. I scooted my chair a little ways away from her and opened my phone to see a text message from Alice.

You aren't going to hurt her. Get to know her. She's going to see Carlisle today. ;) –A

I smirked at the phone snapped it shut just as the teacher walked out of the classroom to get copies of a worksheet he forgot in the teacher's lounge.

I looked over at this Bella and I had to admit. She was beautiful. Her name suited her. I just couldn't believe Alice's vision.

A girl with long brown hair in soft curls was curled up on Carlisle's couch in his study. They sat in front of the fire place, her feet in his lap as she read a book. He started rubbing her feet and she looked up from the book and smiled happily at him.

He leaned over and whispered, "Bella…" and gave her a long kiss on the lips.

It flashed back in my mind. Alice was ecstatic as was I. The rest of the family knows a little but not everything. All anyone knows is that big things awaited us in Forks.

Alice and I waited and wondered if maybe this girl was Carlisle's mate? But the more we thought about it, the more we worried because she is human. If she was, would she feel the pull us vampires feel when we find our mates?

Alice and Jasper were married as was Emmett and Rosalie. But Carlisle was alone. He turned Esme but for me. I was in love with her and she was in so much pain. I loved her from the moment I saw her. Though she was in her thirties and I was still 17, I still loved her. Even if Carlisle would have to borrow her to make it look like he was the one married to her.

Carlisle. My best friend. Brother. Father. My maker. I owed him everything. He has given me everything I could ever want from this life. And now that I knew he might find his mate here, there is nothing I wouldn't do to make him happy with her.

I turned to face the girl next to me. Her cheeks were flushed pink and she was taking out her textbook and notebook along with her pen. I smirked a little when she flipped through her notebook, seeing that it was completely covered in notes.

Oh yeah… A total nerd. Definitely Carlisle's type.

"Hi." I said as I leaned my elbow on the desk, allowing my head to fall in my hand as I looked at her.

She stopped flipping through the pages of her note book as she looked up at me. "Uh… Hi." She said.

I gave her a crooked smile and offered her my free hand, "I'm Edward. Edward Cullen."

She looked at my hand and then into my eyes as she slowly reached out her hand and shook mine in a greeting manner.

"Isabella. But call me Bella. Oh uh… Swan." She added her last name. I could tell she was nervous but I kept a smile on my face when she pulled back her hand, tucking a piece of loose hair behind her ear.

"Well, Bella Swan," I emphasized, "I don't mean to be rude but… Do I scare you?" I asked chuckling a little.

She raised an eyebrow and then playfully rolled her eyes. "No." she emphasized right back, "I just get nervous when meeting new people." She said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. Urg! I wish I knew what she was thinking.

By that time the teacher came in and started teaching. I wasn't really paying attention but I was trying to think of some things that Carlisle might like to know about her. What do you ask someone you just met?

The teacher handed out worksheets to everyone saying to work with our partners until the end of class. I looked down at the sheet and smirked. Way too easy. I wonder if Bella would be able to do it. I looked over at her and just about started busting out laughing when Bella was almost finished.

"You're smart." I commented.

"Huh?" She looked up from her worksheet. I simply pointed to her almost finished work. A small blush reached her cheeks. "Oh, uh… I guess so." She shrugged, "I have a lot of free time so I read and study sometimes. But it isn't that hard if you read the chapter."

I snickered as she went back to her work and completed it in less than five minutes. There were still fifteen minutes until class ended. I took this change to talk to her some more.

She was pulling out a think tattered copy of Withering Heights and I smiled. One of Carlisle's favorites.

"Withering Heights?" I asked nodding towards the book. A small blush came to her cheeks once again and she nodded.

"Its one of my favorites." I nodded in approval.

"So uhh…" I started. What the hell was that game Alice would play? "Oh! Lets pay twenty questions Bella." I said, my crooked smile showing.

She rolled her eyes and closed her book, setting it back down on the table. "Okay, you first." She said.

"What's your favorite color?" I asked. Simple yet possibly handy later.

She laughed a little and shook her head. "It changes from day to day. But I guess I would have to say… Topaz."

She blushed and I raised an eyebrow. "Why?"

"It's the color of you and your brother's and sister's eyes." She said shyly. "I have never seen such an eye color. Interesting really." She shrugged.

It went on like that back and forth. By the end, I learned that she liked the color topaz today, her favorite author was Jane Auston, loved Italian food, favorite morning drink was orange juice, liked lilies, cooking, and reading. As far as I could tell she was a nice girl.

The only thing that bothered me was that Jasper said that he could feel depression off of her. I don't know. She didn't seem depressed while talking with me.

The bell rang and jumped up from my seat, waiting for Bella. She fumbled with her things a little and then made her way out of the classroom.

"What class do you have next?" I asked out of curiosity.

"Gym." She groaned.

"Not fun?" I laughed.

She glared in front of her and said harshly, "I fall down a lot."

I couldn't help but laugh. "Hey! Its not funny!" she fumed. It only made me want to laugh harder but I tried to keep my composure. Tried.

"Yeah, yeah. All laughs because Bella is the clumsiest person alive." She waved her arms above her head dramatically while we walked down the halls. I almost didn't notice all the kids looking in our direction.

She seemed relaxed around me when we talked. She was easy to talk to. I found her odd. Usually humans don't come near us. We're usually alienated. But she acts as if I am just another boy. That and I can't read her mind. Pisses me off. Of course, Carlisle would find a mate with the one mind I can't read. Typical.

"Well, Alice is in gym next too." I smiled, "Maybe she can help you out."

"Alice?" She asked.

"My sister." I explained.

"Super model or pixie?" She asked as we reached the gym doors. I almost laughed out loud.

"Pixie." I chuckled.

She smiled and waved, "Well, I guess I will see you later, Edward."

"Bye Bella." I smiled back and headed off to my next class. I could already tell that everyone was going to love Bella Swan.

A/N: I know it was kind of short, but I am most likely going to post another tomorrow. Just tell me how you like it so far and I might revise this and make it so that the second chapter is part of the first. I promise though, Carlisle is in the next chapter! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!

-M