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I Am Jack's Broken Heart
Ever since I first met Tyler Durden, I felt like the world was a lot brighter, but I was so nervous when I first saw him. He was so beautiful, confident, so sure of himself. But with me, I was just a plain drone of the system, a nobody, a victim of the system.
"I am Jack's Insecurities."
When you were here before, Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel, Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here.
It has been a week since Tyler and I started Fight Club, and even though every part of my body was in a extreme amount of pain, and I looked terrible, I didn't care. I was still happy, I was happy that I was with Tyler, that he and I were side by side. But deep down I wanted to tell him that I wanted to tell him that I love him, that I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I just want him to notice me.
"I am Jack's longing for love."
I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special
But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here.
One morning when I woke up, I realized that Tyler was gone. I looked around our house for him, but he was gone. I quickly ran out, to look for Tyler. I traveled from state to state, to find him. But he's always one step ahead of me. And for some reason everywhere I stopped, everyone called me Tyler Durden. I eventually found him, I asked him why he ran away from me, why everyone calls me Tyler Durden. He said, but you are Tyler Durden. And at that moment, the world started falling down around me, I started sobbing, and I said, no you can't be, I don't want to believe, I won't believe it, I want to be with you, I love you, I said silently. Then Tyler walked up to me, and said, don't worry I may not be real, but deep down I'll always be with you, he then kissed my lips, and then dissappeared. It's been a year since I met Tyler, I still remember the chemical burn mark he made on my hand. And I still treasure that mark, because it was shaped like the lips that kissed my lips. And everytime, I hear or see a thing on the news about fight club, I smile a little, because it reminds me of a man who was the only person I loved. And every night before I go to sleep and see him again, I softly say to myself before kissing the chemical burn, "It is better to have love and lost, than not to love at all."
"I Am Jack's Broken Heart."
She's running out again She's running out She run run run run… run… run…
Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here
I don't belong here…