Okay, so this is Fitz's POV during Secrets. My sister and I were listening to it, and she pointed out that it would be perfect for the story! The song was leaked, so it's called Untitled 5, but it's been called "Nobody Moves" and "Cleanser". I think the official name for it is "Cleanser", so that's what this will be. I doubt it would be called Nobody Moves. Brand New is more creative than that, and a lot of their song titles are not lyrics of the song. So yeah, enough ranting! Please, if you love me, look this up and listen to it! It changes you! Just like any Brand New song does… Just amazing! Reading it is not the same as listening to it! Listen to it while you read or before you read! Even after! Just make sure you listen to it!

I can barely move
I can barely see where we're going now
The road is washed out from the river that flooded just north of town

What happens next? I'm not exactly sure of that. But it should be so clear...

We stick stick stick stick to the plan we laid out
But we know the saying

Everything was planned out. He was supposed to make Eli jealous. Nothing more.

The best best best best plans of both mice and men can go terribly wrong
And probably will

But plans change, especially when someone irresponsible is given the opportunity to hold power.

So please - nobody speaks
Nobody get any smart ideas

But don't say anything... He'd ultimately blame me, for it was my idea, and even though my original scheme was nothing like this, it wouldn't matter. It would appear that I was caught red-handed.

If we don't have any heroics
We may just get out of here

I just wanted to scare him. I never meant any of it. But jail was not in my plans, like most of the things in my life.

And home to your families by dinner time safely and soundly sleeping
Cause we don't want trouble

Owen…He just completely altered everything. I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I didn't want you to have to be that miserable

We'll take what we came for and we'll leave quiet
Or maybe we will...

No one should have to deal with him.…I think Eli got more than what I wanted for him. More than anything either of us bargained for.

Tear you up
Take what you love

Everything's ruined. You being missing had to have broken Eli.

And burn it down
Burn it down

I guess all I do is destroy things.

Nobody moves, nobody moves
And no one gets hurt

If any of it came out, it would just…tear me apart. It would give me a bad reputation; my family would have to settle with a bad name; even Degrassi would be linked to it.

If nobody opens their mouth
We have nothing to worry about

I know you wouldn't be by my side for anything, but… I didn't want anything like this to happen.

We'll keep keep keep keep you alive
'Cause we always need bargaining chips
(For their lives we will trade you and make your getaway)

I don't think Owen would do something that was on a level higher than he'd previously achieved.

We'll keep keep keep keep you alive
'Cause your pretty
And we need something to look at while we...

I just wish I could help. But being behind these bars doesn't help.

Tear you up
Take what you love
And burn it down
And burn it down

Some things can be fixed…

You swear to build
We swear to come
And burn it down
And burn it down

But some things have too much structure.

Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah

You thought that choosing Eli was a tough decision, because he seemed to have some pretty hefty baggage.

Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah

But how come every time one thing is wrong, everything else turns to complete hell?

Wandering the park
And sinking our teeth into anyone who'll suffice
And who can survive my disease

But who I was in the past…it probably would have led me to doing this to anyone. The time just needed to come.

Break all the locks without the combination
I know where you hid it - I consider it mine

Being the "master mind" of the whole thing should make me feel like I can do something about it.

Went to the crowns without a planning or feeling
And keep me alert 'til the next bout of time

But I can't. No one can.

Please cut me up, cut me up

I guess I have to deal with the consequences that have come to me.

Honey, make me the lover you wanted
When you were young and asleep

Maybe if I had tried to…pursue you earlier, none of this would have happened.

And I'm fine when you're here
Find my call from a bottle

I guess you missed the message I was sending. Though the person I seem to be had already caused me to be mistaken for someone else.

The lover you wanted
While you waited so long

I guess by not noticing me you got something more. Something…someone you deserved.

Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah

Someone that deserved you.

Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah

Ripping it all out from under the both of you…

Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah

it makes me think…

Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah

Should I give anything a shot?

Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah

Maybe I'll just fail again…

Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah

But maybe,

Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah

Just maybe…

Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah

I won't.


Okay, I just finished writing this. It's 2:11 am, I have to get up at 5:30 or 6 o'clock, and I have school. And uh, my mom just woke up, saw me awake, and said nothing…