I sense you everywhere.
Is it because part of your heartbeat lies within hers?
She smells like you.
My tears flow freely.
I see you when I . Sstanding beside her incubator. While I sSoftly caressing her hand.
Your beauty astounds me.
I clutch my hand to my heart. This is everything we'd ever wanted.
A family. A combination of where our souls collided into a being of our making.
I look away.
I feel you staring at me. But I can't look back to you.
It hurts to think of your eyes on me.
I want to sweep you both into my arms.
I walk to the closest chair and sit down.
I close my eyes. I have flashbacks.
Loud voices. A lot of chaos. Alarms beeping.
I open my eyes to see you float through a doorway at the end of the hall.
You just walked right past me.
Who do I go to? you? You or her?
You left me here with her, so I have no choice.
I stand at the glass window, staring into the little plastic home that she currently resides in.
I close my eyes, rest my head against the pane of glass.
The tears fall and I do nothing to stop them.