Chapter 4

"O my gosh. I can't believe this. He never told me." said Willow

I don't know why I started to cry. Willow came over to me and put her arm around my shoulder to try to comfort me.

"Don't touch me"

"Please don't blame me for his mistake"

"Well your brother is a jerk and he ruined my life"

"I know I'm sorry"

"Sorry that's all you can say. How would you feel knowing that your rapist never got caught?"

"I would hate it"

"Yeah well welcome to my world."


"No you listen I don't want to see you or your grungy boyfriend ever again. Now just leave me alone I don't need your guys help."



When she was walking I kept crying knowing that the person I told my problem to is my rapist sister. It makes me feel bad on the inside.

I ran into the girl's bathroom and rushed into the nearest stall. I pulled out the blade and started slicing to take away all the pain that just happened. By the time I was done it was time for me to go back to the orphanage. I arrived back and ignored everyone's comments and went straight to my room. I fell asleep right away due to the fact that I was crying.

Today is a new day I'm actually feeling good regardless of what happened yesterday. So in honor of that I am going to the library.

I walked in and went straight to the elevators because I wanted to go to the very top floor because no one is ever up there and it gives me a place to actually be alone and have no one trying to find me. When I arrived to the floor I went down an isle and sat down on the floor and just thought about what has been going on with my life. As I was staring off into space I heard the elevator arrive on the floor. The two doors opened up and there to my surprise walked out Guy and Willow. I rushed around the corner where they couldn't see me I don't want them to start talking to me again.

They walked over to where I was sitting and they sat down. I was on the other side of the bookshelf. Figures of all days I want to be in the library they both have to appear near me somehow.

I started to quietly crawl away and when I looked back at them the two of them were making out. How disgusting is that they make me want to puke.

"That girl Laney is just a bitch and a whore." said Guy

"Your right I don't know why I tried she is just a pain in my left ass cheek."

They both started laughing which made me feel sick to my stomach, but nothing got worse until Willow had say the worst.

"You know Laney got raped by my brother"

"She probably deserved it"

"I know"

They both laughed again. I walked over to them angry and sad at the same time.

"You guys sure know how to make someone feel bad don't you?"

"You heard us?"

"Yeah. I hate you guys. My life was fine until you guys had to squeeze your way into it and know you guys make me feel like shit."

"I'm sorry" said Willow


I ran out of the library feeling like crap and as I was running out I tripped in front of the library door and fell flat on my face. Someone actually extended their hand to help me up. I grabbed it and they pulled me up. As I came face to face with the person I realize that it is David.