From the latest ep of DW the Girl Who Waited. Don't read any further if you have not seen and don't want it ruined.
Gosh, I feel so bad! Why do I feel so bad? I have Amy don't I? I did the right thing, I'm sure. So why do I feel like this? Stupid Paradox! If only the TARDIS could have taken it, then the other Amy might still be alive. I know she's dead now, and I can't help but think this is my fault. My Amy keeps telling me that it's not my fault, but it is. Amy won't let me blame myself though. So now I've started to blame the Doctor. It's his fault that he got us in at the wrong time. If he hadn't none of this would ever have happened.
I don't know if I can carry on, but I will because Amy's here and I can't bear to lose her. I know we don't always see eye to eye, but I love her. I love her so much. She is everything to me and I would die if she wasn't here with me anymore.
And because of what happened today, I do feel that part of me has died, but at the same time, I am glad that I do have Amy with me. According to the Doctor, none of what happened today with the other Amy had ever happened. But he's wrong, because it did. I know it did. And I feel terrible. All those years, she was alone for and all because of this stupid Time Travel! Sometimes I wish Amy had never met the Doctor when she was a kid, because if she hadn't then we would be living a normal life. We wouldn't be looking for our daughter who is being trained to kill the Doctor and none of what happened today would ever have happened!
The Doctor looks guilty and quite right too. Although neither of us has spoken to him for a little while, maybe we should, but I don't know if I can yet. I might let Amy do that. She's better at talking than I am.
I just wish we could turn back the clock and never go to that planet. I can't remember what it was called then, but I am never going there again and I wish the Doctor had never taken us there in the first place!
Although, despite what happened today, I am glad I have Amy with me. I have my wife and that's all I need. And as soon as we have Melody back, we can start being a proper family.
Hope you guys liked that. The episode was very sad. And I felt like I should do something. I'll have another one up probably tomorrow now, from the Doctor's POV, but about something else not Amy and/or Rory.
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