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Chapter 12


I decided to let Jasper drive us home from ice skating because I wanted to hold Bella in my arms after the confrontation with Rosalie.

I programmed everything into the GPS for him, so he'd be able to get us home.

I know Bella was a little upset by what Rosalie said and by what she implied. I know that she and her cousin are up to something.

I won't let either of them hurt Bella and I won't let anything come between us.

They can do or say anything they want to me, but I will protect Bella with everything that is in me.

I love her, I know that in my heart. I just haven't said it to her in those words anyway.

I pulled her closer to me and she laid her head on my shoulder.

I loved her scent, a mixture of strawberries and sweet vanilla. I couldn't get enough of her as I kissed the top of her head.

She looked up at me and smiled.

Slowly she brought her hand to the side of my face and pulled me down to her. She pressed her lips against mine and kissed me.

I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips as she slid her tongue in my mouth.

I pulled her into my lap and wrapped my arms around her waist as we continued kissing.

It was easy to forget we weren't alone as I held her against my hardness.

She moaned quietly as she moved against me.

"Bella," Alice called from the front seat.

She pulled away and just glared at her friend.

"What?" she asked.

"Do you guys want to stop for some ice cream or something?"

"Um, sure. What ever you two want," Bella said as she resumed kissing me.

I told Jasper where the ice cream shop was and then went back to kissing Bella.

I chuckled softly as her lips trailed to my ear.

Lightly she bit down on my earlobe, causing me to push up into her.

I moaned loudly as I turned her face to mine.

"Bella," I murmured against her lips as I kissed her.

The feelings that were coursing through my body were unreal. I wanted her so badly, but I didn't want to do something we weren't ready to do.

Jasper pulled into the parking lot of the ice cream shoppe.

"Are you guys coming?" Jasper asked.

"No, could you get us two hot fudge sundaes with nuts, please?" I asked as I gave him money.

"Sure," Alice said looking back at us.

"Take your time," Bella said as she rocked in my lap.

"Fuck, you feel so good," I said as I kissed down her neck.

My hands were on her waist as I slowly placed them under the hem of her shirt.

She had the softest skin I have ever felt.

She moaned as I moved my hands up toward her breasts.

I pulled back to look at her before I moved my hands any further. I wanted to touch her so badly, but only if she wanted me too.

She smiled at me and leaned in to kiss me, so I took that to mean that it was okay to proceed.

I slowly cupped her breast in my hand and I gently squeezed it.

She moaned and pushed it further into my hand.

I could feel her nipple harden under my touch.

"Bella," I breathed against her cheek.

She moved against me and I swear I nearly came in my pants.

"Edward," she moaned as I slowly slipped my fingers inside her bra and trailed my fingertips over her taut nipple.

Her cheeks were flushed as we continued kissing and touching.

Her hands were under my shirt, and we were so close to crossing a line that we're not ready for, not in a car anyway.

I wanted her so badly, but not in the back of my car.

"Baby, we need to stop. I don't want …"

She cut me off by moving off my lap.

"I'm sorry, Edward. I understand that you don't want me like that. I just thought you did," she said on the verge of tears.

"Bella," I said pulling her back to me.

"Silly girl, I want you so fucking much that I'm about to combust. I just don't want it to be in the backseat of my car. You have no idea how much I want you," I said as I kissed her.

She pulled back and smiled at me.

"I want you, Bella. I'm sure you felt how much."

"I did," she admitted shyly.

Just then Alice and Jasper came back.

They handed us our sundaes and looked at our flushed faces.

"Ali, it looks like we came back right on time," Jasper laughed.

"Damn, I kinda wanted to see how far they would go."

"Alice, I wouldn't want to watch you and Jasper," Bella said as she hid her face against my shoulder.

"I wouldn't care," Alice said as she laughed.

We all laughed as we ate our ice cream.

I was so happy that Bella was here with me.

I couldn't wait till my parents left the day after tomorrow.

I wanted to be alone with Bella and show her how much I wanted her.

I loved watching her eat her ice cream.

She looked so happy and carefree.

I took the cherry from my sundae and held it up to her by the stem.

Watching as her lips closed around it and she sucked it into her mouth, I think I just came a little in my pants.

My mind pictured her lips around my hardened cock.

Fuck, I was so hard right now.

I moaned softly as she smiled seductively at me.

She was a shy little vixen.

I needed to calm it down.

Think of Emmett naked.

Ah... yes that is helping.

Bella smirked over at me as she placed her hands on my crotch.

"Looks like little Edward is having a hard time. I could help with that," she whispered.

I swallowed thickly as I looked at her.

She continued to move her hand along my cock.

"Bella," I hissed as her fingers press down gently.

She moved her hand and sat back to eat her ice cream.

She was such a surprising girl. You'd never think she was so shy at times too.

"Bella, are we okay?" I asked.

"Of course, we are."

"Good, I just wanted to make sure that Rosalie didn't upset you any."

"Nope, I'm good. We're good," she said as she smiled at me.

I wrapped my arm around her and we enjoyed the drive home.

Talking and eating our ice cream.

Jasper pulled into the driveway and we got out of the car.

I held Bella's hand as we walked up the sidewalk.

I couldn't wait to hold her in my arms again.

When we went in Emmett was there and he looked up from his book he was reading.

"How was the ice skating?" he asked.

"Great, until your girlfriend showed up," I said.

"W..what did she do?"

"Started shit with Bella and me. She made some comments and said something about me doing something to Melissa. She said to enjoy my time with Bella because after "whatever" I did even she won't want to be with me. Do you know what she means?"

"No, if I did I would give you the heads up. Trust me, I don't want to piss B off. I like her, she has spunk," he said smiling over at me.

I nodded.

"If you find out, let me know," I said as I led Bella upstairs.

"I will bro."

"By the way, where are mom and dad?"

"They went to bed about two hours ago," he said wiggling his eyebrows.

So did not need to know that, I thought as we walked up the stairs.

Should I walk her to her room or mine?

I decided to walk her to hers.

"Are you tired, love?" I asked.

"No," she replied pulling me into her room.

I wasn't sure what I wanted to happen, but I figured I'd let her lead.


I was nervous as we walked into my room.

All I knew was I didn't want to let him go yet.

I led him over to the bed and we sat down, he pulled me close to him and wrapped his arm around me.

"Bella, I don't want to be away from you."

"Then don't," I said as I kissed him.

He leaned us back on the bed as we kissed.

I wasn't sure what was going to happen but I guess we'd find out.

I ran my hand down his arm and rested it against his back.

My word his back has some nice muscles.

I can feel them constricting as we are kissing.

He broke away to catch his breath, as he moved to kissing my neck.

He nipped at the skin on my neck and I arched into him.

"Edward," I murmured.

"Mmm, Bella."

He continued to kiss my neck and then moved back to my lips.

Sucking my bottom lip into his mouth, he gently bit down.

I couldn't contain the moans that erupted from me.

Fuck, he was driving me crazy.

I wanted him, like I never wanted anyone before.

I felt him move his hand down my side, and slowly he slid it under my shirt.

Everywhere his hand touched I felt the warmth spreading.

"Edward," I breathed.

He pulled away to look into my eyes, I nodded at him and he slowly lifted my shirt up.

I thanked God that Alice went with me to Victoria Secret, so that I have some sexy bra and panty sets.

I sat up so that he could pull my shirt off.

I laid back down, and he looked at me.

"Fuck, Bella. You are beautiful," he says as he looks down at me.

His fingers lightly traced over the dark blue lace of my bra, as the nipple hardened under his touch.

"Mmm, Edward," I moaned as he kissed the tops of my breast.

His breath was warm against my chest as he moved to kiss the other one.

I could feel him against my leg and I wanted to touch him.

I slid my hands down his back and reached the waistband of his jeans, I moved my hands to the front of them and quickly unbuttoned them.

I was afraid he'd stop me, but he didn't.

I managed to get the zipper down and shyly slipped my hand inside.

I heard him moan softly as my fingertips brushed across his skin.

"Bella," he murmured as he kissed the top of my breast.

He slowly pulled the cup down as he looked into my eyes.

I nodded as his lips brushed across my taut nipple.

I gasped at the feel of his lips there, but it felt really good.

I pushed my hand further into his jeans, and slowly moved my hand to his hard cock.

I moved my hand up and down slowly, and as he bucked his hips into my hand.

"Bella, that feels so good," he said just as he closed his lips over my nipple.

Mmm... that felt so good.

I moaned as I arched my back off the bed.

I could feel him smile against my breast.

I pulled him up to me and kissed him.

Our tongues danced together as our kiss deepened.

"Bella, you're driving me crazy," he said as we parted.

"You do the same to me. I want you so much, and I know it's crazy since we just met."

"It's not Bella, I feel the same way," he said as I moved my hand out of his pants.

"Mmm... this feel nice. Just laying here together."

"It does but I rather liked your hand where it was."

"Of course you did," I said as I kissed him.

We laid there holding each other, I could hear his heart beating fast underneath my ear.

"Edward, what do you think Rosalie meant tonight?" I asked as I traced circles over his chest.

"I don't know, but what I do know is that nothing and I mean nothing is going to come between us," he said as he pressed his lips to my forehead.

"I know," I said as I snuggled closer to him.

I really didn't want to get up, but I knew it wouldn't be good to sleep in these jeans.

"Edward, I need to get changed."

"Okay. I'll go get changed and then come back in here. I don't want to be away from you."

"What will your parents say?" I asked.

"I don't think they will say much. It'll be fine," he said with a smile as he got off the bed.

I got off the bed and found my pajamas.

Getting changed I thought of the kisses that we shared. They were soft and gentle, to desperate and needy. We both felt such passion for each other, some people don't believe you can feel this way at such a young age.

I felt so comfortable with him, which was odd for me

When he came back in and we got back into bed.

We talked and kissed for a bit, but nothing too heavy.

He held me in his arms as I fell asleep.

The last thing I heard was Edward telling me he loved me.