Sorry I haven't updated…here you go!

Raven P.O.V.

I can't believe this happened to me, it wasn't supposed to at least not for a long time. I thought that this was what I wanted, but it's not it feels like crap. I feel like my life has been thrown in the toilet. My thoughts were interrupted when jagger knocked at my door.

"Raven, can I come in?" he quietly said behind the door.

"Yeah sure."

"Hey I just wanted to see if you are okay." he told me kindly.

"Okay? You think being a vampire my whole life is okay?"

"No. I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault." I tried to say reassuringly.

"Yes it is I'm sorry because I didn't protect you from that beast. I'm sorry that I let Alexander hurt you. I'm sorry that I never got to do this." Jagger leaned over put his hands over my cheeks and kissed me. This wasn't no kiss that Alexander gave me. This kiss was sweet and compassionate it had a good feeling behind it.

We started getting more into it and I knew I had to stop it before it got carried away.

This is just for now there will definitely be more coming so get ready!