Here is Chapter One! I am a college student so of course time is limited but I miss writing so I am going to try and keep this up.

Bella's Point of View:

I slowly opened my eyes and just as every morning my heart ached and reality came rushing back. I didn't know how to sit up or how I could possibly make it through the day without crying, but I knew I had to. In a haze I got ready and climbed down the stairs. The only reason I came down every morning and went to school was for Charlie to not worry.

Charlie's Point of View:

Finally Bella was downstairs. Every morning I wondered if I would see her the next. The sadness in her eyes never seemed to go away.

"So Bells what is your agenda for today" I asked.

"Just school." She replied flatly.

"Not going out with anyone?" I always asked hoping one day she would surprise me with a yes.

"No and I'm going to be late. Bye dad" She headed to leave

"Bella I love you and you're always welcome here, but have you thought about going to see your mom. Maybe she can.." I didn't finish her eyes welled with tears "Bells just forget it I'll see you when you get home."

"Okay" and with that she left.

Bella's Point of View:

I couldn't believe Charlie wanted to send me to Florida. Maybe no one could handle me.

They day went by the same as it always did class after class then I could go home and distract myself with homework, cooking dinner, and books then fall into a restless sleep.

I didn't do much since he left. It felt wrong and like I was betraying him. I still couldn't bare say his name or think too much unless I wanted to feel unbearable pain.

I came home to find a note from Charlie letting me know he had a huge case to work on at the office and wouldn't be home to late. I couldn't possibly imagine what kind of big case Forks would have, but sometimes the officers from Port Angeles asked for help with cold cases.

I quickly ate dinner then sat down to do my homework when there was someone knocking on the door. It was probably Jake just checking in he did that every so often. I opened the door and looked up to see Jasper standing in the doorway. My mind raced rapidly. Where they back? Did something happen to him? In the Middle of my racing thoughts I realized Jasper's eyes weren't not Gold, but piercing, blue and his cheeks were flushed. Jasper was human.

So as you can probably tell I haven't wrote in forever and I'm a little rusty hopefully I will get better with time. Thank you everyone who is reading.