I was just bored in class when I wrote this. About two weeks later I decided I should put it up for people to read it. And then two more days passed before I figured it should be a Demena fic. Please enjoy!
By the way, even though there's not a lot of things I can't own in this one I'll just say this: I don't own Demi or Selena and unfortunately I never will.
1st piece, my release: (Line 1)
Pain and Pleasure
It's a delicious symphony
That she loves to play on an instrument she knows too well
An instrument that she's completely fond of (5)
It was never a wonder to me on why I picked her
But in too many minds the question races on
It wasn't just cause she was beautiful
Or because her words could draw anyone in (10)
Its cause her passion was just as raw as the brown in her eyes
Her, everything about her had a story to tell
And she'd only tell it through the lust she never held back from me
Our music was tragic; a piece with so much feeling it didn't need words
Just her moans and my panting, the lyrics (15)
Just our beating hearts, the sound of the drums
I take the bass, my life bad but to low
She takes the high notes, her pitches like screams
She tunes the instrument with her fingers
Her tongue plucks the strings (20)
Her lips put it to rest until it comes back strong when she strikes it
Yes, she strikes it; she does it so hard that it breaks
She's losing control, she can feel it
The notes are pouring out in want of the harmony
She gives in once I am tugged deeper by the roots of my hair (25)
I am not myself
I'm every note on a piano
I'm every string on a guitar
I'm almost there at the crescendo
This is where we tell what we've been through and who we are (30)
She was raped since she was three and has been cutting for eight years now
I've been beaten and I've been broken and believed in every little plead vow
It's my turn to play
To give my life away
2nd part; my ending, her start (35)
I am gentle on the chords
I play soft and sweet, but good
It's more of a caressing thing
I cannot hurt this beating instrument
Light strokes, soft blows, gentle taps (40)
It's something I'm used to, something I know
It's actually peaceful at this part in the music until it stops
With a handful of strings, she plucks them
So hard to the point of popping them (45)
This livens the music in me, in her
We're lost in so many notes that we can't find the rhythm
But we know this song so much that it still comes together
Every sense heighten, every beat precise
Bringing us to a violent ending (50)
Where she changes key on me
I love it when she does that
It's very rare that someone can make it sound as beautiful as she does
Together we build in orchestra in her bed
Our eyelids take their bows as the rest of the band relaxes (55)
Our nerves the audience, they settle down after the big climax of the story
She is Demi, short for Demetria. Future? Way too far to see
I am Selena, future? Distant and I will not leave without she
The once unfinished melody has been completed again in the middle of this silence
A melody that we add on to with every new bruise, new nightmare (60)
This thing we do will never stop
It's the only way we can understand
Each other when we become one
In a way through love, pain, and...
So I thought I'd explain some things to you if you're one of those people (like me) who read stuff and don't know what's going on. Here's where I help you my fellow readers.
Some Key Points:
*Any time I use the words: music, symphony, or piece. It's basically talking about sex but it's all talking about the bond they have with each other.
*When I say 'instrument' I don't necessarily mean a real one. It's either Selena or Demi. You can tell which one becomes the 'instrument'.
*The story is in Selena's POV
*Some of things I say in this story are not facts, like Demi being raped. Well I don't think she ever was, but I'd kill the person who did it. (Yup, I'm a Demi Fan)
Okay, on to understanding the story:
Lines 1-6: It's talking about how Demi likes to have rough and meaningful sex with Selena (someone she truly likes)
Lines 11-13: Selena is saying she chose Demi because she had more substance to her, something worth knowing. But that she'd only actually 'tell' Selena through sex where she'd put in all of her emotions, all herself
Line 14: it's not stating that the sex was tragic. It's saying that the stories behind it were.
Lines 17-18: I used the word 'bass' as kind of a safe place. And Selena takes it because it's easy and she doesn't want to trust herself or anyone else to go pass that safe place. Demi takes 'the high notes', which are basically like stabbing or being hurt which is why her pitches sound like screams.
Lines 19-25: This is where they are actually doing stuff. When I say 'she strikes it', basically Demi slaps Selena (What? I told you it was PAIN and PLEASURE). Anyway the slapping somehow turns Selena on and Demi's losing the control she had over her.
Lines 25-29: It's when Selena… you know. I don't want to say it. I'll just let you think the word in your mind. By the way, if you really don't know; it starts with a 'c'.
Lines 32-33: I'm just throwing in some information to tell why their 'music' sounds the way it does.
Lines 36-42: Selena is being as soft as possible because she doesn't want to hurt her anymore than when she was when she was raped. But, apparently Demi doesn't like that…
Lines 46-49: Demi pulls Selena's hair which makes her want to send Demi over the edge.
I think you've got the rest of the story, but if you don't… ask me. I'll tell you what the rest means. Thanks for reading.