A/N: Hey guys! So, I only have one other story and it is a Dramione. I've kinda hit a brick wall in that one because of so many ideas for this new one. So, here I go! Please be sure and review for me! 3 Btw, this is a complete BbRae fic. It has the StarRob in it and will involve Slade. Hope you like it!
She felt cold. Inside and outside, and she didn't know how to fix it. It was the kind of cold that hurt, that burned you.
She sat in her dark room as books flew all around her turning pages and halting long enough for her to glance at the page and read. The dark haired Titan sighed as she heard her stomach growl lowly. She had been awake for hours and had yet to get herself food. She stood and slowly put away the books in their places as she walked to the door.
She made her way to the kitchen, dreading each step. The door slid open and she observed the room around her. No one was there. She glanced at the clock on the wall and it read 6:00am.
I need to get more sleep. She told herself.
But you wouldn't want to disappoint him now would you. A voice from the back of her head retorted. She scowled to no one and immediately set to making herself a cup of tea and some oatmeal. Raven lazily rubbed her eyes and yawned as the doors opened to reveal the Boy Wonder.
"Mornin'" He said as he sat at the bar still half asleep. Raven nodded at him slightly as she turned to get her cup out of the cupboard. Her teapot began to whistle lightly as the two sat in silence. Robin finally spoke up to fill the void. "So, find out anything yet?"
"No." Raven answered sullenly. "None of my books have shown me anything worth using yet."
"Not even for Slade?" Though Raven couldn't see his eyes through the mask, she could feel his hopeful gaze burning into her. She shook her head and he sighed. "Well, it's only been a few days. What could you expect right? Don't kill yourself over this though Raven."
"I won't." She said as she finished making her meal and headed down the hall to her room. In her haste to get the hot bowl out of her hand, she didn't notice a certain changeling coming out of his room to greet the morning. The two collided sending Raven's hot tea on to Beast Boy's head and her oatmeal onto Raven's own lap as she fell to the floor.
"Owwww!" Beast Boy said as he shook his head violently. He turned into a large dog and shook his fur until he was dry, then changed back to look at Raven. "Sorry Rae."
Raven stared at him icily as she brushed off the oatmeal from her cloak. "It's nothing Beast Boy. My fault."
Beast Boy frowned at her barely whispered words and looked at the dark circles under her eyes.
"You okay?" He asked as he offered her a hand to stand. "How's the research for Terra going?"
Raven's eyes squeezed shut as she quickly turned to a black form and teleported to her room. She urged her emotions to stay under control as she sat cross-legged on her bed. "Azarath..Metrion...Zinthos.."
"Raven?" A knock sounded at the door. "Raven? What's up?"
"Go away Beast Boy. I'm trying to concentrate." Her voice was cold.
"Raven, why are you so tired and upset?"
"Maybe it's the fact that you made me spill my first meal in three days all over my last clean outfit." She spat as a book blew off the shelf violently, the pages ripping themselves out. "Now go away so I can continue locking myself in here to find the cure for the precious little traitor you all keep bugging me about!"
It was quiet on the outside of the door and Raven was scared that her powers had done something to Beast Boy this time. She flung herself off the bed and slid the door open quickly. On the otherside stood a confounded Beast Boy. At least, that's what Raven thought at first. But then she noticed he wasn't confused or hurt...or any of it. He was mad..at her.
"You just didn't like her because you were jealous." Beast Boy said dangerously. Raven noticed that his eyes were slightly darker than normal and she felt a shiver run up her spine. "Terra has always been a better fit to this team than you. She's fun and sweet, while you are just a filthy rotten demon who can't even make friends without risking the planets' safety."
Raven felt a stab of pain at his words and moved to close her door. Beast Boy's foot was in the way as he stepped into her room angrily. "Beast Boy, get out."
"You never liked Terra because she was pretty and smart. Everything that you could never be to us." Raven backed away from him as he spoke until she found her back against the wall. She looked up into Beast Boy's face just now realize how much he had grown in the past few months. He snarled at her. "Star was never an issue because, hell, listen to the crap that comes out of her mouth once in awhile. But Terra just made you seem like scum. Her presence here put you in your place once and for all."
Raven shivered as he ran a hand across her cheek and growled lowly. "She made you realize your feelings for me and that you could never have me because you can never be good enough. A half demon like you. Ha. Yeah right. You filthy witch.
Raven quickly broke down in tears and felt her knees buckle as he told her this. She saw Beast Boy shake his head and blink in confusion as he looked at the girl infront of him on the floor.
"Rae...Raven?" He said slowly. A light exploded nearby and it caused him to jump. He knelt to her.
"Just leave!" Her pillow exploded in a flurry of feathers as Beast Boy touched her arm gently.
"Raven I'm so sorry! I don't know what came over me..I just-"
"You spoke the truth! Now GET OUT!" A blast of dark energy came from Raven and thrust Beast Boy into the wall just outside her door. He looked at her stunned at the door came to a close and locked itself. He pounded on the door as he heard the chaos ensuing just beyond the door.
"Raven..." He said quietly before turning and walking off down the hall to his own room.
A/N: So, my next chapter will be a lot longer than this one. This is mostly like a test run. Haha. If I get enough good reviews I will continue with it! Please review. At least 3 or 4 until the next chapter is posted! 3