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After Edward boarded the plane, I pulled myself together. I knew I couldn't let the kids see me fall apart. I would be okay. I had to be for Sean and Natalie. I knew that Edward loved me and would come home to me.
I walked back to Alice and took Natalie from her. She smiled up at me as I hugged her. She smelled like Edward's cologne.
Sean held Alice's hand as we walked to the car.
"Bella, do you want me to come stay with you?" she asked.
"No, I think I'll be fine. But you could come over for dinner later if you'd like."
"Sure that would be great fun. I'll bring chocolate. Maybe Rose would like to come too."
"That would be great, a girls night in with the kids. I'm sure Edward would be happy about that. He worries so much."
"That he does. But its a good thing, proves how much he loves you."
I smiled at Alice.
We buckled the kids in and she hugged me.
"Bella don't let those insecurities come in. Edward loves and adores you. No one could ever take your place in his heart," she whispered.
I nodded as I shut the door. "See ya later."
As I drove home, I thought about Edward. I knew that we would be okay. He was so happy to be having twins, I don't know why I thought he wouldn't be. He just wanted us to be safe. Which I would be. I wanted our twins to be born healthy and safe. He'd be back for their birth, which was good. I didn't want to go through that alone.
Arriving home, I got Natalie out of her car seat and carried her as Sean carried the diaper bag.
He was such a big help.
Once inside I laid Natalie down for a nap and Sean went to his room to rest. I decided I would take a little nap too. Since I'd be hanging with the girls tonight and no doubt we'd be up late.
Walking into our bedroom, I couldn't help but smile at the messy bed and clothes on the floor.
Mmm... Edward knew how to make me feel good. I could feel myself getting wet at just the thought of him touching me, claiming me as his. Every time he'd touch me I'd shiver. It's hard to believe that we will have four kids.
Wow... I never thought I'd have more children after Sean. But I am so blessed. Natalie is a joy and I'm sure having the twins will be an experience. But such fun too.
I can't wait for Rose to go through the joys of pregnancy. She's looks beautiful being pregnant, but I know how it is with your first one. Your scared as hell.
The phone rang and as I answered it. Someone hung up. Hmm... oh well I thought, but I truly hated calls like that. It just annoyed me and truth be told they made me a bit nervous.
I snuggled up with my arms wrapped around Edward's pillow. It smelled like him. I missed him so much, but this time, I'm not going to worry about anything. I know Edward loves me and would never cheat on me. It's taken me a long time to realize that, but I now know that he loves me and our kids.
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, and I could tell that it was Edward. Looking over at the clock, I saw that I was asleep for three hours.
How in the hell did I sleep that long?
"Hi baby, is everything okay? I've called several times."
"I'm sorry. We fell asleep after coming home and I guess I didn't hear the phone."
"It's okay, I was just worried. I guess you were just tired."
"Yeah, I didn't get much sleep last night. My sexy beast of a husband kept me up a very long, enjoyable time."
"That I did sweet girl. I miss you so much," he said quietly. I could hear the sadness in his voice.
"I miss you too. So much."
"Baby, just keep thinking that I will be home soon and that you will definitely be seeing more of your sexy beast again. I will be giving you a lot more enjoyable times," he said in his low sexy voice.
"I look forward to it. When is your next show?"
"Tomorrow night. What are your plans baby?" he asked.
"Tonight the girls are coming over and we are having a night in. We will watch movies and probably order in."
"That's great. I know you'll have fun and be safe," he said while chuckling.
"I knew you'd like the idea," I said as I laughed too.
Just then I heard Emmett come into his room.
"Baby I got to go, Emmett apparently is starving to death, he claims. I will call you later this evening. I love you more than you know."
"Okay, Edward. I have to get the kids up and I love you more than you know too."
"Bye my naughty girl."
"Bye my sexy beast." We both hung up at the same time, it was easier that way.
I got up and went to the bathroom, then went to Sean's room but he wasn't there.
The panic began to rise up in me as I nearly ran to Natalie's room. Opening the door, I saw Sean sitting on the floor by Natalie's crib.
I walked in quietly and sat in the rocking chair next to him.
"Baby, what are you doing in here? You scared me by not being in your room," I said.
"I sorry momma, I had bad dream and needed to tect Watalie," he said.
"It's okay, baby. We are fine, no one is here. We are safe," I said to him comfortingly.
"You said that in the dream momma. Then Daddy came in with someone, and took Watalie from you and you were crying," he said as the tears fell from his eyes.
"Sean, it was just a dream sweetie. No one is going to take Natalie, least of all Daddy."
Something about his dream bothered me. I wasn't sure what it was or why it bothered me.
"Okay momma, I hungry. All this tecting is hard work. That's why grampa eats all them donuts, to keep his tecting skills up."
"Yeah sure, baby. But we have to eat dinner, not just donuts."
"Ah, hell ma. I wanted donuts for dinner," he said.
All I could do was laugh. I knew I should be upset at what he said but it was too funny.
"Sean, where did you hear that from?"
"That figures, I'm going to have to talk to that Hulkman of yours," I said laughing.
Just then Natalie woke up, and I went to pick her up.
"Hi baby girl," I said.
She cooed and snuggled into my neck. I loved the feeling of my babies in my arms. She looked around as if searching for someone. I knew she was looking for Edward. She misses her daddy too.
I went to change her diaper as Sean went to his room to get his toys out.
I brought Natalie out to the living room just as the doorbell rang.
Sean ran to the door, and looked out.
"It's auntie Alice and Rose," he said as he opened it.
"Hi," I said from behind him.
"Hey Bella," Alice chirped.
"Are we ready to have fun?" Rose asked.
"Yep for sure, Rose. You are looking good. Has the morning sickness passed now?" I asked her.
"Yeah pretty much," she smiled.
"I remember that well, especially with Sean, it was the worst. But with Natalie my blood pressure was pretty bad. But so far everything is okay with the twins."
We decided to order pizza and watch a movie. Alice brought plenty of chocolate and of course she brought donuts for Sean.
He was overjoyed with that.
We settled the kids as we waited for the pizza to get here.
Alice gave Sean a donut, even though I said no.
She spoils him so much.
I watched as Sean ate his donut, he looked so much like me, but with dark hair. He was certainly a joy.
I couldn't help but wonder about the dream he had, and it kinda bothered me.
Was he talking about his dad or Edward? I really didn't want to ask him about it, but I think I will have to. Maybe before bed I'll ask him.
Rose was sitting and holding Natalie.
She's going to be a great mother, and Emmett, well he'll be a great dad. But he have to grow up some. He's such a big kid at heart.
The pizza was delivered as the phone rang.
I went to get the pizza as Alice got the phone.
I sat the pizza down as she came back from the phone.
"Who was it?" I asked.
"Umm.. no one. They hung up," she said setting the plates on the table.
"God, I hate those phone calls," I said getting Sean a slice of pizza.
"Me too. Do you get them a lot?" Rose asked.
"Yeah quite often. I've just been having weird feelings lately and Sean had an odd dream this afternoon. So I'm just on edge, I guess."
"B, your pregnant and alone. It's okay to be on edge. We're here for you whenever you need us. Don't hesitate to have one of us stay with you if you feel unsafe," Rose said as she took a bite of her pizza.
"Besides, Edward would fucking flip out if something happened while he was gone. So if you need us just say the word," Alice said as she placed her hand on my arm.
"Okay, I will. It's just an odd feeling," I said, "but if you both want to stay tonight I'd really appreciate it."
"Yay, slumber party," Alice squealed.
I just smiled and ate my pizza, feeling somewhat at ease.
The night progressed and we watched a movie with Sean as he ate another donut for dessert.
Rosalie helped get Natalie ready for bed as I got Sean ready.
"Baby, who was your dream about this morning?" I asked as I put his pj's on.
"Daddy," he said.
"Daddy Edward?" I asked.
"No, my other one."
I gasped, and then shook my head.
"Baby, he won't hurt you or Natalie. We'll make sure of that."
He nodded his head as he got under the covers and grabbed his turtle that Edward got for him.
"Mama, I wuv you."
"Love you too my sweet boy," I said while kissing his forehead.
I turned his light off and went back to the girls.
They already had a movie picked out for us to watch.
I'm so glad they were staying over.
As I sat down on the couch all three of our cell phones rang
We all laughed as we reached for them.
"It's the guys," Alice said as she answered hers.
I actually thought it was funny that they all called us at the same time.
It was like they knew we were getting ready to watch a movie.
Not wanting the call to go to voicemail, I answered.
"Hi my sexy beast."
"Hi baby. I just wanted to hear your voice before I go to bed and to check on you and the kids?"
He loved us so much. I wonder if I should say something to Edward that Sean told me about his dream that he had this morning.
"We are good. We just got done putting them to bed."
As I talked I got up to walk to our room so I could tell Edward about what Sean had told me.
"Edward this morning I could tell that something was bothering Sean. When I asked he just said it was a dream. Tonight when I was putting him to bed I asked him again. He told me that he had a dream about daddy. I asked if he was talking about daddy Edward. He said about his other daddy. Edward I think he is having dreams that Alec is going to hurt one of us."
I could hear Edward sigh. I was not sure what he would think about this, but I had to tell him. I don't want us keeping anything from one another..
"Babe, I'm sure he is scared. All we can do is reassure him that nothing will happen to any of you and that we will protect him and the rest of the family from any danger. If he is still having problems with dreams in a few weeks maybe we should think about getting him to talk to someone."
Actually that was a good idea. I mean Sean has all these fears and maybe even though we have told him that he was safe maybe he did need to talk to someone that could help him more with his fears.
"I think that you are right Edward. I will keep on eye on things. So how are things going?"
"It's going. I miss you so much. I wish I was there with my family instead. This is going to be hell."
Yes it was but I knew that he needed to do this for himself.
"It will be Edward but we will be okay. I love you so much. We have been through more serious stuff than this and we have made it."
We had and there was no doubt that we would make it. We just had to be strong for each other.
"I know babe but I just miss you and the kids so much. I love you so much it hurts sometimes."
I felt the tears fall as he said those words. I had to hold it together until we got off the phone.
"I know, I feel the same," I sighed into the phone.
"How are you feeling?" he asked.
"I'm feeling good, no worries. The babies aren't making me too sick this time."
"That's good. I don't know how I can be away from you now. I hate it."
"I know babe, but you have to finish the tour. I hate being away from you too. But it's not forever right."
"Yeah, but it feels like it."
I couldn't help but laugh, he sounded like a little kid when someone takes his favorite toy.
"Are you laughing at me?"
"No, not much. You sound like a kid, who got their toy taken away. You know I'll be here when you come home. I love you Edward, forever."
"I am missing my favorite toys, Naughty girl. I love you too, forever."
"Just so you know, I'm missing my favorite toy too."
He laughed too.
"I know you are, and I can't wait to share him with you. He's so hard right now."
"Edward, you know you can't say things like that. I'm so wet for you too."
He growled through the phone.
"I wish I was there, baby. I love when you're so wet for me."
"Always, only for you."
I couldn't help but to trail my hand down my body, over my hardened nipples. Heading to the waistband of my pants, slipping my hand inside I quickly slid my fingers over my clit.
My breath hitched at the contact.
"A..are you touching yourself?" he asked.
"Fuck baby, I wish it was my fingers touching you."
"Mmm... me too. Touch yourself, my sexy beast."
I laid back on the bed and spread my legs further apart, it won't be long before I'm screaming his name. I'm so close already.
"I am baby. It's so hard for you," he said as I heard his breathing pick up.
"Mmm... Edward," I said as I worked my fingers faster in my sopping, wet pussy.
I could feel my orgasm building.
"Baby, I'm imagining your hands sliding up and down my shaft. Mmm... they feel so good. Do you know what feels better than your hands?" he asked.
"Those gorgeous pink lips of yours. Mmm... fuck, I love when you wrap those around my cock and suck me."
"Yes, I love that too. I'm thinking of your long fingers pumping in and out of my pussy as I ride them. My wetness coating them and dripping down your hand. Fuck, Edward," I panted as my walls clench around my fingers.
"Fuck... baby... let me hear you," he murmured, his breath coming in short pants.
I used my thumb to circle my clit as I moaned loudly.
"Babe, I'm so close."
"Me too, love. Let go for me. Fuck, baby," he panted as I heard his hand furiously pumping his cock.
"Edward...mmm...babe, " I moaned as I arched my back off the bed. My breathing was erratic and hard. I slid my fingers out and they were covered in my juices. I brought them to my lips and licked them. Mmm... they tasted so good.
"Naughty girl, tell me you just didn't suck those fingers?"
"Yeah, I did."
"Those are mine to suck."
"You can do it, when you come back to me."
"You can bet on it, naughty girl. I better go before the guys come in here."
"Yeah, I'm sure the girls are wondering what's taking me so long. Thank you for that, I really enjoyed it."
"Your welcome, baby. I rather enjoyed myself too. I love you, kiss Sean and Natalie for me. Please be careful, love. Your are my world."
"I will kiss the kids for you and I will be careful. I love you and I'll talk to you soon."
"Bye my love."
I hung up the phone and just laid there.
I missed him and I knew what I had to do.
I got up and fixed my clothes, so that it wouldn't look like I was having awesome phone sex with my husband.
Walking into the living room, Alice told Rose pay up.
"What?" I asked.
"I won the bet," Alice said.
"I bet Rose fifty dollars, that you were in there having phone sex with Edward. And I won."
"How do you know?" I asked.
"You have that glow about you, and your hair is all messy and it wasn't when you went to talk to him."
I blushed deep red and looked at Rose.
"Sorry," I said.
"It's no problem. It's Emmett's money anyway," she laughed.
"Girls, do you think in about a week or two we can go surprise the guys at one of their shows? I want to go and visit Edward on the road."
"Yeah, we can totally go and surprise them," Alice squealed as we settled down to watch the movie.
I couldn't wait to go and surprise my love in his hotel room somewhere.