Immortal Death Wish Chap One

The song's called Away from me by Evanescence. I hope you like the first chapter of this new fic. I've wanted to write it for a while but have wanted to finish my Gilmore girl's one. Well anyway here it is and if you're waiting on my Gilmore Girls fic don't worry I'll still be working on it.


I hold my breath as this life starts to take it's toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you

I've woken now to find myself
I'm lost in shadows of my own
I'm longing to be lost in you
Away from me

"That was good guys", I say dumping myself down on the floor after our long band practise is finally finished.

"Good. Good that was great," Angel exclaims setting down her guitar and diving for the couch.

"Yeah and now that that's done we can go eat," Defiance say's sitting down beside Angel on the couch.

"Defiance you and your stomach will be the death of us," Fate comments plopping down beside me on the floor.

"Yeah man and I thought I ate a lot," Alaric laughs making himself comfy in the arm chair to the left of us.

"Dude, you do eat a lot," Robin say's dumping himself on the bean bag behind us.

"Yeah well so do you," Silver adds perching herself on the armrest of Alaric's chair.

"Silver let's not forget who eats the most out of you lovely ladies," Blade say's taking up the other arm chair and giving her a pointed look.

"And let's not forget who eats the most of all of us boys and girls included," Fate joins in turning to look at Defiance.

But as Defiance goes to open his mouth with some witty retort his stomach starts rumbling making everyone laugh.

"Ok, ok we really should go get something to eat before Defiance over their starts eating himself again," I say grinning.

"Salem that was once and I was wasted," Defiance whines.

He hates when we bring that up. Thank god I got it on tape.

"Come on guys stop teasing Defiance and lets go eat," Angel say's standing and grabbing Defiance's hand.

"Hey defiance, Angel I can't believe you two are finally going out," Robin comments as he Alaric and Blade walk up behind the happy couple.

"That'd be because of us boys," I say pointing to me, Fate and Silver.

"Oh god you didn't," Blade jokes looking at us all with amusement.

When we don't deny anything Blade, Alaric and Robin start laughing so hard their almost falling over.

"Oh god they did," Robin manages through his laughing.

"Well what else were we meant to do?" Silver asks looking toward a now completely red Defiance and Angel.

"I was wondering why we couldn't find you two the other day," Alaric joins finally composing himself a little.

"Man I can't believe they locked you in the basement," Blade says grinning.

"That was really mean you know how scared Angel is of the basement," Alaric say's looking at the still completely red couple.

"Anything else we should know," Robin says as we reach Burger King.

"There may have also been some mistletoe involved," Silver say's grinning at me and Fate.

"Yeah and some pixies," I add quietly hopping the boy's won't hear me.

"Oh gods remind me to never cross you girls again," Blade jokes grinning.

"Yeah it didn't really turn out how we wanted though," Fate says looking thoughtful for a second before grinning again.

"Uh yeah the pixies were a lot stronger then we originally thought," I add as we all start to laugh again.

"They ripped my favourite shirt," Angel says pouting.

"Yeah and they took my favourite Bennie," Defiance adds copying Angels pout.

"Come on guys lets eat then go home we have a big day a head of us tomorrow," I say as we take our food to the biggest booth in BK.

"Yeah I can't believe this years our last year," Silver say's looking a bit upset.

"We should perform at Hogwarts," Alaric say's making everyone's eyes turn to him.

"Yeah we should," I agree making everyone's eyes practically pop out of their heads.

"How about at the Yule ball it's halfway through this term," Fate say's looking suddenly excited.

"Yep end of year ball it is," Robin agrees grinning happily.

"Come on let's head home and finish packing," Angel say's standing up.

Standing I go to follow before something across the road catches my eye.

"I'm getting a tattoo," I tell the others as I start to walk towards the door.

Instead of being told not to all I hear is the girls grabbing their bags and following me across the street with the boy's not far behind.


Laughing we all pile out of the tattoo pallor where we all start to head toward the shops having forgotten about planning on going home to finish packing.

All eight of us had gotten the same thing, a black and purple tattoo saying Immortal death wish.

I got it on my right wrist, Angel on her back, Fate on her left ankle, Silver on her neck, Robin on his right shoulder, Defiance on his right hip, Blade on his left arm and Alaric on his left shoulder.

We girls had also gotten our belly buttons pierced as we all already had our ears pierced twice.

My stone was obsidian, Angels Emerald, Fate's ruby and Silvers Diamond.

We all also got our noses pierced. Us girls with our stone and the guys with theirs Robin's was the same as mine Defiance the same as Angels, Blade the same as fates and Alaric the same as Silvers.

"Hey guys how about we go and get our hair done," Angel suggests grinning happy to have gotten a tattoo finally.

"What colour are you thinking guys," Silver asks as we walk toward the local hair salon.

"I'm going black and getting it cut to my mid back," I say.

"Red and I'm getting a pixie cut," Angels adds.

"Brown and hair extensions," say's Fate.

"Um I'll probably go platinum blond and get it cut to my shoulders," Silver says.

"What about you boy's," I ask smiling at the scared looking boy's.

Us, boy's and make overs never a good combination.

"Well I've always wondered what I would look like with black hair and I'll get it trimmed," Robin say's laughing.

We weren't expecting that.

"You love you're hair Robin," I say probably looking really surprised.

"I've been wanting to change my hair colour for ages now," he explains yanking on a piece of his curly brown hair.

"Well any way I'm thinking Red and most of it off," Blade interrupts.

"Brown and a trim," Defiance adds.

"Blond, or sandy coloured and maybe muck around with something new," Say's Alaric.

"Well now that we have that all sorted lets go and get it done," Fate says pushing open the door and walking up to the desk.


"Now that that's done we should go clothes shopping," Fate say's as we take a look at each others new hair styles.

"God girls I think we've had enough for tonight," Blade say's looking away as we all pout.

"Fine but that means no packing tonight," Robin warns breaking and letting us shop.

"Yeah let's go guys," Angel yells grabbing Defiance's wrist and running for the shops.

"We should just leave them here," Alaric whines following after us.

"Maybe we should leave you here," I say looking through the clothes racks.

"We're going to be here forever," Blade whines grinning as we all scowl at him.


"Well I'm done," I yell walking toward the boys at least an hour later.

"Good for you. We all finished over half an hour ago," Defiance moans looking ready to cry.

"I'm done too and so is Silver and Angel," Fate say's as her Silver and Angel walk up behind us with heaps of stuff balanced in bags in their arms.

"Time to go home then," Alaric sighs looking relived.

"Yeah time to go home," Silver say's rolling her beautiful blue eyes.

Laughing we all follow.

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Xoxo iNdi