First of all : MERRY CHRISTMAS! or Happy Holidays if you don't celebrate Christmas.

So yes I realize that this is probably the shortest and most boring chapter so far, but I've kind of lost my inspiration to write. I used to love writing, but my past year has been really busy for me, and I I've been going through some things. I've had writer's block and I just haven't been in the mood to do much of anything. But THIS DOES NOT MEAN I WILL GIVE UP ON THIS STORY! I was really excited about writing this story so I hope if I get back into it, it will help me. Therfore, I will continue to write for this story, and hopefully I will get another chapter or two before my break ends. I promise next chapter will be more exciting. I just thought you guys would like something to know that I haven't given up on this story. I will try my best to make this story the best as possible for you guys. Thank you so much for your support and I do read all the reviews and such. I really appreciate you guys not giving up on my story.

like I've said this boring is extremely just like...ugh. but my brain is literally dead. I have a lot of ideas in my head..but they're not just coming together. The next chapter may have some Scorpious Point of View. (sorry to those that don't like that).

So question: Do you think that bella should reunite with scorpious sooner than later? Such as maybe have him come to the order (or eventually get him there). This would mean that his foster/adoptive family would learn about him being a wizard pretty soon. Or should I wait for them to reunite at the Final Battle? I can see my story go either way,but I want to know what you guys think. Originally I was going to wait until the final battle, but now I'm not so sure.

So how was everyone's Christmas or other celebration? How do you celebrate? I love hearing about different cultures. Anyways, I think I've rambled on long enough. I'll try my best to finish the next chapter as soon as possible. Promise I won't make you wait more than a week this time. Hopefully it will be up before 2014 :) see you soon!

"Bella. Baby wake up." My eyes flash open the next morning to be greeted with Edward's dark orbs. My chest is still heaving from my labored breathing, my heart beating frantically. The injury on my stomach is throbbing painfully, probably from moving around in my sleep.

Tears start pouring out of my eyes as sobs take over my body. Edward pulls me into his lap and rocks me softly back and forth, being careful not to bother my wounds.

"What's wrong, love? Are you in pain?" He asks in a broken voice. I shake my head between sobs as images of my nightmare run continuously through my head.

"Drakeā€¦death...Scor" These are the only words that I am able to coherently squeeze out between hiccups and sobs. He shushes me, and hold me tighter.

"It's okay beautiful, I got you. "He smooths my hair over my head as he whispers comforting words into my ear, placing a soft kiss on my neck every once in a while.

"Are you ready to tell me what's wrong, love?" He asks once my crying fest has calmed down. I sniffle once more before nodding my head.

"I-It was h-horrible. I was dreaming about the upcoming battle. The dark Lord found out about my family's betrayal. He killed my twin, and then my parents as they tried to protect him. Draco held me back. He was so cruel, his eyes were cold and full of hate. He was one of them. It was so real."

"Is he?" He asks carefully. I hope not. I'm going to save my little brother from this life anyway I can.


"I don't know to be honest. If he's not yet, it is only a matter of time. The Dark Lord will want to recruit him now that he is older. My father will have no choice but to let Draco join his ranks if he wants to protect Draco and mother. I have to be there for him."

"You can't in your condition." He looks at me with pain in his eyes. "Is there really no way you can get that book?"

"It's possible that I could go to Grittgotts myself and order to be let in, as goblins are pretty good about keeping secrets. They wouldn't go babbling to the wizarding community that I am alive. But they would need proof, and I don't have my wand. It's the only other form of identification that they take in place of a key."

"What about your father?" I shake my head before he even finishes talking.

"No way. Once he finds out that it's me he won't let me be a double agent. He'll send me back to Forks." I give him a little glare when he doesn't seem opposed to that idea. "I know you don't want me to be here and risking my life, but I have to Edward. It's my family." He sighs.

"I know there's absolutely no way that I can convince you to go back to the U.S and just wait for this to blow over. But I'm still terrified that something will happen to you, and that I'll lose you."

"Nothing is going to happen to me." He looks at my stomach pointedly. "I might get hurt, but it's pretty difficult to hurt me. I only got hurt because it was the Dark Lord. I couldn't fight him if I want to stay in his ranks for a while longer. Besides I can't die."

I groan when Edward suddenly stops rocking me, causing my head to bump back into his hard shoulder.

"Sorry!" He says with wide eyes. "What do you mean that you can't die?" I look up at him.

"Just that. Being a pure vela is really rare. There is only one in existence at a time. I'm, basically immortal until I decide otherwise." I look at his panicked expression. "Don't worry. I'm not thinking of offing myself any time soon. Supposedly there is only one way that I am able to die, and I don't even know what it is." My eyes close from exhaustion, yawning widely.

"Sleep love. You need all the rest you can get until we can find the cure."

"Don't worry. I can't die from this, I will just be uncomfortable for a while until this is cured. But we should probably find the cure soon. I'm sure people will start to feel suspicious if I'm not dead from this curse when I should be."

My mind starts to drift off as my mind begins to drift into unconsciousness. But the image of a certain blonde.

"Esme and Carlisle are here."


"That means the Delanis coven is here."


"And Tanya." He's quiet.

"You have nothing to worry about Sweetheart." A past conversation about blondes and brunettes comes to mind.

"You said that you didn't like blondes." He looks at me wondering where this is going. "I'm not really a brunette."

"Bella. Don't be ridiculous. You're hair color doesn't matter to me. I don't care what you look like. I love you for you, not for your appearance."

"You're lucky you're my mate or I probably wouldn't believe you." I tease before going back to sleep.

The next time I wake up its dark in the room, and my arm is burning like mad. The bed is empty next to me. I can tell that Edward isn't in the room with me.

"Edward?" No answer comes so I can assume that he is not in the room and that the silence charms are still up. Another sharp pain in my arm reminds me that I am being summoned.

I slowly get up in the dark careful not to rip over anything. For some reason when Dumbledore changed my appearance my balance became incredibly worse. I change quickly into some black robes and pull my hair into a low side ponytail. Over it I put my death eater robes and pick up my mask. I slowly make my way down the stairs.

When I get to the first floor I hear a lot of noise coming from the dining room. My eyebrows furrow when I hear the voices of teenagers. I thought all the teenagers had returned to Hogwarts earlier today? Or was it yesterday? The potions I'm taking make me incredibly out of it.

I stop in my track at the bottom of the steps when I see a familiar figure. The words escape me before I can stop them.

"What are you doing here?"