I got inspired to write this while rewatching Pokemon Chronicles. This is based on my take of Cassidy's back story. Sort of ramble-y, this is my first time writing from this POV so please R&R to let me know how I did. Cassy is my fave character so I hope to write more O/S from her POV or about her (possible slash with Jessie, or maybe foe-yay with Ritchie or Tracy). I don't own anything except my idea of her back story.
No one ever said what I did was easy. I don't even really know why I do it. Maybe it was for him, I promised I come back to him one day. But will he still want me? Even after all I've done, all the lives I've ruined or ended. All the things I've stolen then sold so I would have money for food. But I never had a choice. I was forced into, and maybe for a while I enjoyed it, but now there's no turning back. I can't undo the things I've done, the people I've hurt, or the lives I've ended. I don't regret anything though, they are part of who I am now and I hope he can still love me. I was taken from him so long ago; all I long for now is his embrace. Will I ever see him again? Or am I trapped here, in my world of solitude, taking orders from someone who doesn't care if I come back so long as the job gets done. I want to see him, to hold him. But to seek him out I'll only put him in danger, and I love him too much to let my selfish desires take away all he has. I was taken too, but is it worth giving me back just to end us both? I don't know what to do anymore. I can't just give up everything and try and start new. I want him to love me still, but I can't stop being what I am so that he will. I've loved him the same all this time, I just hope he did too. "I miss you, Papa."