A/N : I do not own Tokimemo 2nd Season game and the characters, I just wrote my story down. And it came from a video on youtube that inspired me so much. Thanks to it. And forgive me for grammatical errors, English isn't my first language, and so.. Enjoy it ! Please leave the review to show me your love so I can fix it next time.
KYOU MO HARE
I didn't know, when exactly she was getting changed in front of my eyes. I never felt this way before. The feeling that leads me into the happiness, but also hurts me on the same time. Too hurt to think of it, I'm falling asleep—
I remember when the first time we met each other, I was about going to dispose some garbages and accidentally met her. She said to me that she just lost her way because it has been a long time since she moved away to the other city back then, so she just forgot it. Oh wait, is it her ? was she the person I have met once before ? was she that little girl who cried long time ago ? Maybe it is just my feeling, this is probably just a coincidence. Then I just gave her a piece of paper telling the way to go to the station. I was a bit cold to her, but I didn't know why, she was the new person I have ever met that day though, but I felt like it was okay to treated her that way.
That was my second encounter with her, I met her at Hanegasaki Gakuen right on the opening ceremony. It was just a short and simple meeting with her, yeah, I just told her about not to tell anyone that I'm working in Sangosho, then after that I left her.
I was thinking once more, was that her?
A week passed since I entered Hanegasaki Gakuen. I heard that a new part time worker would be working here, in Sangosho. Thanks God, at least there would be someone who could help me with those works. But it was as not as I expected, because actually the new part time worker was her, she again. Just didn't know how many times God arranges the meeting between me and her since last time I walked home together with her, just because I wanted to ran away from those noisy girls in school back then .
I was thinking of it over and over since our first encounter, "Could it be her?"
It had been a week since we had worked together in Sangosho. It was still spring. I received a call from her. On that moment I was actually a bit surprised, what did bring her to call me? Even how could she know my cell phone number? I knew her voice well, but I was pretending that I didn't know her. She sounded annoyed somewhat, and I was a bit chuckled yet kept the phone at the distance from my mouth. I see, it was her first date invitation. What? A date? Wait, she wasn't joking around with me right? "You and me? Why?" "There's no particular reason, I just want you to go with me sometimes, how is it?" Then she took me to go to a mall in Habataki city. I thought it was okay, I didn't have something to do on my spare time.
As I expected before, she was annoying. She was late, how could be late when she was the one who invited me to go? I was seeing her in the crowd, she looked like searching for someone, maybe it's me that she was looking for. Then I came close to her and gave her my first chop. She looked so mad, but wait, why did I like this? I mean annoying her. This must be crazy. There was no way I could be interested on her. But just at that moment, I thought she is so cute. Even I complimented her looking back then.
Somehow that was just like a date for couple, might be just in my opinion, but I felt so pleased on that day.
No way it could be her, but—
That was July 19th, yeah it was my birthday, but I didn't even care to something called birthday. Nevertheless, grandpa always gave me something on my birthday, I appreciated it and thanked him as always. But still, birthday just a day when you grow up older a year than before, no more. And during that time, that was my first time to get something from a girl on my birthday. And she was her again. She gave me a photo frame decorated with shells. Just how could she know it? Know what I like? To be honest, I was so happy that she gave me something. I thought, lately I was getting closer to her.
Wait, it's just what I want, right? I mean, what I think now isn't "Could it be her?" but "I hope it was her"
I didn't know in advance that she would ask me out again. Maybe she already felt close to me, and I felt the same. I walked her home, she was like doesn't believe that I would do that for her, obviously, I did it because I didn't want bad things happen to her, and the point was it would be very bad for a girl walking alone at the night, wasn't it? And I didn't know whether it was her gratitude or no, she gave me her chop on my head just like what I did to her last time, before she entered her home. I've greatly felt close to her. As there was something came over me, on her birthday I gave her a choker, yes even though it was not too good. But I hoped she liked it. And she wore it on the next day when she asked me to go to the beach during the winter. I, was surprised. She loved it, even wore it.
I hope it's you—
New Year, on that day I had no job with me, so I called her up and asked her out to go to a temple doing Hatsumode. She accepted it. When we arrived there, she looked so dazed because there were a lot of people on that time. I tried to grab and hold her hand preventing her from falling down. She was surprised, and didn't believe it. But I made her believe me, "You will be carried over the crowd, so don't let go of my hand." That was all I said while blushing a bit, didn't let her hand off and walked forward. She was all silent.
God, does it mean I have a feeling for her? Do I like her?
February 14th, as people knew, it's valentine day. A moment when a girl gives chocolate or something valuable to a boy they like. I was startled during lunch time, she came to me to give it, valentine chocolate. I plunged in thought when I saw eye bags right under her eyes. Could it be that she was the one who made all of this? She didn't sleep for the sake of making me this chocolate? I smiled a bit, and thanked her. Did she have feeling for me? Oh no, I was too hopeful.
Am I too hopeful?
And so I thought Valentine day was the last lovely moment I have ever had with her. Long time had passed after that, we had become a second year student and it was almost a field trip to Kyoto. I felt something came differently now, we couldn't walk home together as much as we used to be, I knew that she is in track and field club, but why ? Seemed that she hide something from me. She also rejected me if I asked her to go out or just stopped by a café after school.
My words before somewhat might be true, valentine day was the last lovely moment I have ever had with her. And the reason why she rejected my every invitation was a guy. I saw her go out with that guy. I just wanted to go visit her, because somehow she was rarely talk to me and reply my message. But just when I almost reached her home, I saw she walked home together with him. They were happy together and looked fit each other. I just stopped my step right in front of them and asked for her permission to go home.
Did I lose my hope just now? I think I can never win against him, yeah, Wakaouji Takafumi-sensei is a great man after all
I feel like I don't want to do anything now, just want to sleep and refresh my mind.