I see Caleb smile and I wonder if just for a moment maybe its for me. My breath catches and my heart jumps to my throat. But just like the thousand times before his eyes pass mine and go to hers. "I'm sorry" I wanna whisper into his ear, "Im sorry I wasnt there." I wanna kiss his fingers before telling him the truth, "I was scared. I was scared to love you and now that I lost you," with a kiss on his lips i'd beg "I would do anything to..."

"Have hot monkey sex with you." Janie says from behind me. I jump a good foot into the air startled and sure I just lost five years off of my life. I quickly turn of the screen to my computer. "What are you doing here?" I hiss looking around praying she's the only one who saw my computer screen

Rolling her eyes she smiles before taking a seat next to me, "Relax, Kay." drumming her fingers on the table "No one else saw your dirty story about the golden boy."

"Shhh." I look around nervously, "could you try being a little more obvious Janie."

"Dude, no one is here. Its a Friday night, you're the only one here instead of at Nicky's."

"thats not true, " I said defending myself.

Janie pointed one of her perfectly arched eyebrows at me. "Well, you're here." I said smiling.I

"Thats about to change," she said standing up sighing, "I'm on my way there right now. And if you have any sense what so ever, you'll come with me. And stop fooling around with that stupid story."

"its not stupid," I mumble.

"You never even talked to him, or THEM for that matter!" Janie says shaking her head, "And you're writing smut about those men."

"Its not smut!" I hiss, "Its-"

"How many sex scenes are in this little fantasy of yours?" she asks knowingly, and when I don't answer she just smiles. "You've been working on this story for months now, wording your way through the sons of ipswitch like the common hussy."

"Well its not as if Im actually doing it."

"No." she laughs, "you're just writing it. Hiding behind it."

"Its not hiding behind it," I hissed, "Who would-" I stopped suddenly when I noticed the 'cat who ate the canary' look on Janie's face.

"Lets change that then, shall we?" she took the laptop and turned it to face her. I was frozen in place as the sound of her fingers hItting the keyboard filled the air.

"What are you doing?" I yelled, snatching the computer back. I was a little to late, the word SENT hit me like a ton of bricks! "WHO DID-" I looked at her, the girl who I thought was my best friend shocked "send it to?"

"Don't worry." she said grinning, "It was signed anonymous, and I doubt they'll even print it anyways."

"print it?" I squeaked.

"well yeah," she said "I sent it to the school paper."

"How many of them?"

"All of them."

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A/N: Hey guys, This is going to be a little short story, small chapter (but still Review and let me know if you like it.) My internet is out, So i have to update FF thru my cell phone. And let me tell ya, texting/typing on a phone takes a whole lotta time that I don't have (hence the shortness of these chapters) But I want to Post something for the people who have stuck by me during my long hiatus. This is my thanks to you for being such wonderful readers. And for everyone else who is maybe a first time reader, I hope you enjoyed it and stick around, so let me know what you think. :)