The vulnerable Brendan Brady

Today I wake up and realise what a terrible mistake i have had believing Brendan would hurt a girl,youve got to be kidding me. I decide to go and visit him in prison he said he didn't want me to i know but i have to put things right. I arrive at the prison as he walks out he looks terrible he almost runs you can see the joy on his face as I am sit down at the table he look so scared and calm its freaky. I run my hand threw his hair expecting him to jerk he holds my hand in place I reach over to give him a full frontal jerks back and says no they don't alow it here as he grasps my hand. I speak to him our conversation is distant night I know I I had no clue until I saw him how much I miss him. I decided that I would confess I was with him that wasn't but it's the best I can do he wouldn't hurt a woman never!

we are going away for a couple of days I am so happy. Brendan won't tell me where we are going but I know it's abroad as we are boarding right now. I reach out to grab his hand forgetting who he is and what he still won't deal with he jerks back. I find out we have are on little room of privacy upstairs. We sit down and I say I'm tired he puts his arm around me and kisses me on the lips then head and says go to sleep ill still be here when you get up. I unzip his hoodie and put my arm around his waist lean my head on his chest The next day he is released on bail we don't tell Cheryl yet as we are going away for a couple of days I am so happy. The next day he is released on bail we don't tell Cheryl yet as Brendan won't tell me where we are going but I know it's abroad as we are boarding right now. I reach out to grab his hand forgetting who he is and what he still won't deal with he jerks back. I find out we have are on little room of privacy upstairs. We sit down and I say I'm tired he puts his arm around me and kisses me on the lips then head and says go to sleep ill still be here when you get up. I unzip his hoodie and put my arm around his waist lean my head on his chest and I'm in heaven I doze off so quickly as he softly strokes his hands through my hair and kisses me gently on the head.

I wake up and we are in Ireland! Not very far abroad but I ament complaining I passionately kiss Brendan as he holds me as if we were back at his flat where nobody could see us.