A/N- I don't own the characters. This is my 5th fan fic. It is rated M. I like to write rated M, it gives me a chance to play with the characters. This is my first Vampire Diaries and new to the series. It goes back and forth between book and TV series. If you have any questions either review or PM me. I try to answer reviews as quickly as possible. I am a full time student also and a mom so it may take a little bit to update sometimes along with my other stories I have going. This is my newest one.

Chapter 1

Elena POV

"What if we don't find him in time?" I asked. Damon had an evil grin.

"Then I will hunt down Klaus and take him out at all cost. I love you Elena. I would do that." He said. I knew I loved him, but I loved Stefan. I closed my eyes. "You love us both."

I nodded. Why did it have to happen this way? I couldn't choose. Damon was so spontaneous, Stefan was a mystery, and who doesn't love a mystery. He is so caring and Damon is a complete ass.

"I won't make you choose. I won't make you do what Katherine had to do." He said. I started to cry. Damon held me through my tears. I was afraid of losing Stefan and I was afraid of hurting Damon. I didn't want to do both.

"I'm selfish." I said crying.

"Yes you are. You love deeply and that is the issue. You love us both and for different reasons. I am dark and sporadic. I am full of adventure. That is why you love me." He said kissing my forehead. He laid me on the bed, she stroked my hair.

"Baby girl sleep." He said. He put me to sleep in an instant. He used his powers.

Damon POV

I had a beautiful girl beside me that I would love forever. She was in love with my brother. He deserved her. She was right she was selfish. I couldn't say a word though. I wanted her even though my brother would be devastated if she chose me. I wouldn't make her choose as we did with Katherine. I hated Katherine now. She hurt both of us and she used me, when I loved her. I knew Elena loved me. She proved that by staying with me during the time I was dying from a werewolf bite. Katherine did save me, but I still held animosity. Stefan saved me though and is paying the ultimate cost. He is with Klaus and they are creating an army of hybrids. He has turned into what he didn't want to be. I guess almost dying has made me feel again. Elena makes me feel. I don't want to lose this feeling of love I have for her. I would do anything for this girl. She lay asleep on my chest cuddled up to me. I heard something down the hall.
"Hello." I said. I was about to get up.

"Damon. I was in need of some blood, sorry." She said with an evil grin. "I see you have your girl."

"No, she isn't mine. I'm not making her choose. I love her as I loved you. I thank you for saving me and giving me the second chance but I still hate you. You hurt both of us. You turned us against each other. Elena has been the one to bring us back together not you." I said angrily.

"I never meant to. I wanted to bring you together not apart. I loved you both whether you believe it or not. I did." Katherine said. "This is goodbye. I will help you get your brother back if you would like."

"I don't think I can trust you." I said looking at her in disbelief.

"I'll contact you when I find them. You can make your decision then. I am not asking anything in return." She said.

"Right nothing. That doesn't sound like you." I said.
"I don't, I just want to live my life. I am out of the tomb." She said. "I just wanted to live a life with both of you. I now see how selfish I was. That girl in your arms is very selfish also. She is more like me than you know." She said.

"She may be but, she didn't compel us to love her. She doesn't have that ability. We truly love her and we both know that." I said. "Goodbye Katherine. I may take you up on that offer. I don't know."

She left the room. I held her close, I didn't want to lose her. I wanted to hold her forever and never let her go. I was an asshole. Even though I knew my brother deserved her I still didn't want to let her go. She lay asleep. I whispered I love you in her ear and fell asleep shortly. I was exhausted. I needed blood soon. I was weak.

I felt Elena moving. She had a weak smile.

"You need blood. I can tell you are weak." She said. I nodded. With me still healing, I needed more blood than normal. She got up, got some, and brought it back. She wanted to take care of me. I couldn't believe it. I had hurt her and Stefan badly, but she put that past us. She was truly amazing. She may be a selfish girl but she wasn't completely selfish. She wouldn't be doing this.

"Thank you." I told her. She kissed my forehead and said your welcome. I could tell in her eyes she wanted to but she was still resisting the urge of attraction she had towards me. She still wore the vervain that Stefan gave her. I don't know where he got it. It was beautiful. I poured some blood in a cup. It didn't bother her anymore. She was used to us drinking it, it was second nature for her. I would laugh if she started pouring it for me.

"Why are you laughing at the blood?" she asked. I shook my head.

"Oh just the fact that it doesn't bother you anymore. I'm sure if I asked, you'd probably pour it if I asked and it wouldn't bother you." I said. She smiled.

"Well yeah I would. It doesn't bother me. It kind of smells okay." She said. I was shocked.

"Seriously, want a drink. That would be the hottest thing I saw." I said smiling.

"No thank you. I said it smelled okay not that I wanted to drink it just yet." She said. I laughed. I held up the cup. It smelled delicious to me. She actually lifted the cup and smelled it. She stuck her tongue in it. Oh my god. My pants were tight and I wanted her and now. She looked at me dipped her tongue again. I wanted her even more. She smiled.
"Not too bad actually." She said. I took the cup and finished it and got it out of my mouth and crashed my lips to hers. She didn't resist.

"That was the hottest thing I have ever seen. You didn't have to." I said smiling as I pulled her closer.

"It wasn't that bad. I need to get used to the taste of blood. I will be turned one of these days." She said smiling.
"Can I do it now?" I asked smiling. She shook her head.

"Not just yet, I am not ready just yet. I'm hungry." She said. I pushed the blood towards her.

"Real food. I can't live off of blood just yet." She said, I laughed and smiled. We got up and I was about to head to the kitchen.

"That was hot, I am refraining myself and may need a cold shower." I told her. She smiled that devilish grin. I loved that grin.

"What an evil girl you are." I said with a devilish grin back. I kissed her as I pushed her back on the bed as our tongues entwined. I just hope she isn't teasing me. She felt my issue and she just smiled.

"What an issue you have." She said smiling.

"Don't tease me please. I don't know if I could handle it." I said with the grin she loved. She started planting kisses down my neck. She wasn't teasing she was going to give in to her attraction to me.

She removed my shirt as I did hers button my button teasing her. She had a gorgeous body. Her breasts needed to be exposed. I reached around and unhooked her bra. Those beautiful breasts were out, I wanted them in my mouth, and I did. I sucked, licked and nibbled her nipples. Her skin tasted amazing. I ran my hands up and down her body. She was so soft. I removed her pants and delved in those sweet folds. She moaned and bucked. I knew I could give her what she wanted. I had 500 years of experience. No one could do what I could do. I licked and flicked, delving my tongue in. She tasted even better than anyone I had tasted. That was saying a lot. I was in heaven. This girl could bring out the best in me. She screamed my name in pleasure. Her sweet nectar flowed and I took it all. I wanted more, but my need to enter was greater. I removed my pants and slowly entered her. She was warm and tight. She was tighter than anyone was. She was many firsts. I slowly thrust. She gasped as I entered. I would rock her world tonight. I let her adjust and then sped up the pace. She was bucking as I kissed her neck and nibbling. I wanted to bite her. I would eventually. I hopefully would be the one to change her. I looked forward to that day. She would be my girl. For hours I roamed her body, making every inch of her feel the pleasure by kissing each spot as she moaned and screamed. I would never forget this. She screamed my name one last time as I came not able to hold it off. My fangs were exposed and my eyes showing signs of needing to bite her. She looked at me and nodded. I bit into her neck. She moaned in pleasure and I took a small amount. She smiled as she saw the little blood on my lips. She licked it off and deepened the kiss. This girl could rock my world only being human. I wonder what she could do being a vampire. I would see one day. We lay entwined in the ecstasy of our orgasms. I couldn't wait to do it again. I kissed her passionately.
"Ready to eat." I said. I licked her two bite marks. "I love you."

"Yeah I would like to eat you wore me out, and I love you too." She said. We made our way to the kitchen where she went to cook her some lunch as I pressed my body to her. I wanted her close. For the first time in my existence. I wouldn't be able to live without this girl. I would share her if I had to. I needed her. She was my reason for living.

A/N- What do you think? This is my first Vampire Diaries fan fic. I hope you enjoyed it. Have a wonderful weekend and week. I know this is a different Damon. I am rather fond of both of them. So who knows what the outcome will be.