Disclaimers: I do not own High School Debut, I don't own any characters except for Nene Masasami, Mitsunari Masasami and Tsukumi Risa Masasami, including Hitaki. This is the story I've been working on so here it goes! No flames please!

I loved him with all my might. The"little" accident or should I say "big" cost all of my sanity. There was no one left to comfort me. The father in my life, part of my DNA, the man who I bonded with! Dead... I blame myself for what happend five years ago. I, Tsukumi Risa Masasami now heir to the Masasmai fortune, lost all hope.


I walked through the crowd of cheering people. They were chanting my daddy's name as if he was a god. I smiled. He would be so surprised when he saw me. All of a sudden, the curtains open and his performance starts.

He raps Yeah
It's my life
In my own words I guess

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em

But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made," dad's gotta go catch a plane

"Daddy where's mommy? I can't find mommy, where is she?"
I don't know, go play Kumi, baby, your daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gon' write itself
I'll give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself

Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Mitsunari, yeah baby, Mitsunari's crazy
Masasami made me, but tonight Mitsunari's rocka-by-baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Kumi on a swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making mommy cry? Why? Why is mommy crying?
Baby, daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying?

"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leaving no more, daddy, you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door, trying to block it
"Daddy please, daddy don't leave, daddy, no stop it!"

Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "This'll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These stinkin' walls must be talking, ?cuz man I can hear 'em

They're saying, "You got one more chance to do right
And it's tonight, now go out there
And show ?em that you love 'em ?fore it's too late?
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd

I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help mommy, her ****** are bleeding"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'?

"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"
But baby wait, "It's too late dad, you made your choice
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"

That's what they want, they want you

They keep screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another ****
Yeah, I bet you you will, you rap about it
Yeah, word, k-keep it real

I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me?
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, **** it
Put it to my brain, scream, "Die Mitsunari" and *** it

The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane that I was on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's spring and Kumi's outside swinging

I walk right up to Nene and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Kumi just smiles
And winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back"

A tear fell down my face as he finished his rap. The cowd jumps out of their seats and starts to yell "Mitsunari!", over and over. My daddy is standing still on the stage and looks down. His face grimaces and he picks me up and askes me the same question, "How did you get here?" I say, "I followed you daddy!" I take out a minted silver coin attached to a necklase and it's says Number One Dad on it. So far everything in his song, is coming true. "Kumi... I'm sorry, where's mommy and explain how you got here, we're all the way in Sweden." I sigh and tell him my full story. When he was packing an extra suitcase, I removed everything in it and put myself in it. I was on the plane where I emerged from the suitcase and followed him here and waited outside of the statium until the show started. Instead of yelling, he smiled wistfully and that was that. He asked me did mommy know I was here and I said I left a letter explaining everything. By now mommy whould be on her plane with Asa my little sister and whould be on her way here. A few minutes later daddy is on his phone and is saying soryy to mommy. He says that we're on our way back home and he's gonna be the pilot of the plane with passengers on it.

On the plane

On the plane I look at the passengers and take in their appearances. There are two white men one with ashy-blonde long hair tied back in a ponytail. The other is pale as me and could pass off as a porcelain-doll, my daddy says I look like. His hair is all in his face and it's at his shoulders. The other oassengers which was about ten more people looked normal to me. For some reason, something inside was putting my attention on those two strangers in particular. After thirtyminutes of the flight, daddy comes out to check on me. I eat the food he gives me and he exchanges glance with me as if he were worried about something. "Daddy...am I in trouble?" I ask in a sulken and low tone. He says no but hands me a piece of paper folded. When I try to open it he says wait until later. I nod. He goes back into the pilot room and the twoo white men looks at me for some time and they smile. One waves me over. I shove the paper in my back pocket and walk over. The ashy-blonde one is looking at me up and down and the dark-haired one just smiles. "So this is the 'Great Masasami's' daughter eh?" The ashy-blonde says. His voice sounds all husky. He pulls out a gun and points it at me. It looked like a 9mm, my daddy had one when he was in the army. I gasp and the dark-haired one grabs me by my hair and starts to feel on my body. Tears are coming down my face and the other passengers are screaming for help. My daddy comes out with a caliber and points it at the two men. Still more screams are coming from the Pow Pow! Is all I hear and my daddy is clutching his leg and the ashy-blonde guy is on the floor and blood is coming out of his chest. The dark-haired guy screams something in another ln French saying "Damn you!" I could understand what he was saying. He releases me and I run to my daddy crying his name out. The dark-haired guy punches my dadd and they are in an all out fist war. I had to do something. I jumped on the man's back and bit his ear making it bleed he pulls me off his back and thrusts me on the floor. Tears fliied my eyes and all of a sudden the plane is crashing down with so much speed. The emergency signal goes off and the oxygen masks are let out. Everyone grabs one and I do too except the dark-haired man. He was on top of my daddy punching the life out of him. My daddy was struggling to put his mask on and I paniced. I reached for the 9mm gun and shot it. The dark-haired man turned around slowly and fell to the ground dead. My daddy limped over to me and hugged me tight. We were both crying and all of the passengers got on the emergency rafts and so did we. As the raft fell out of the sky splashing on the the blue sea. I hugged my daddy the whole time we were drifting away on our raft. The plane crashed in to the sea. And he says to me to sleep. I close my eyes and he embraces me in a daughter-father hug.

Later on

I awake in a hosptial gown and in a bed. My daddy is in the other bed on the other side of the room. My moomy is next to him crying. I get out of bed and started to feel the pain in the left side of my stomach. I grasp it and limp over to his bed with my mommy and little sister along with my older brother. My daddy looks terrible, his face is pale and he is sweating like crazy. His body is all bandaged up and his heart beater is rating at a slow beat every second. His eyes slowly flutter open and he smiles a weak but joyful and blissful smile. His eye are glistening like glass. He calls us all angels. Tells my moomy, Asa and Dakko that he loves them. Lasly he looks at me with the most pride in his eyes and closes them saying, I love you. His heart-beater goes silent and I yell his name over and over but there is no response. We all break down in tears.

*End Flashback*

My mother did all she could to help me forget and stop blaming myself. She couldn't control me from becoming tramatized. My older brother left the house at age eighteen and had his first son named Otani with his girlfriend. I was only twelve when he gave up being the heir and that left me to take this burden. My mother also became careless and tramatized after Dakko left. All she had was her little Asa and me. Asa was giventhe best of the best and I had to cope with myself. My tyke(kid) days were over. I turned the music of me in my middleschool band called "Kittie" off from my stereo. Age 13 was my rebellious stage. I joined bands, did what ever I wanted. I slowly stopped thinking of the past and VRRRROOOOMMM! That was the sound of my sanchez(dirt-bike) firing up. *Sigh* A new school. I kicked my bike into gear and stroaded off the pavement of the "Masasami Mansion". I can remember the day my mother left to go on that damn five year business trip in America for the Masasami Corporation. What? She is the wife of Mitsunari Masasami. My mother had no choice but to take over the tycoon when my father died and I wasn't old enough to do all of the business, although she tried to speed up the proccess by finding me suitors. I remember Natso, my first one. He only cared about getting in my pants. But I fought back when ever he tried to beat on me for refusing. I's stilla virgin, yep, I kicked his ass to the curb. I was half way to Osaka High School, so I took my bike to a stop on an abandoned street going under construction for that new hotel distict. I rested my head on the handlebars and gear shift of my dirt bike. *Sigh* That was all I could get out before the flash back came. Tears already started to swell.

Well? Is it good for a first chapter or what. I tried to make this as long as possible and the song that her father is rapping is Eminem's song called When I'm gone. Her father is suppose to be a hall of famer for doing war for Japan and a famous business tycoon owner, using the last name Masasami as it's name. He is also a rapper/singer who will be using the role of most of Eminem's songs in later chapeter. More of Tsukumi's past will be coming out in real later chapters, she will be playing the role of Nicki Minaj, Kittie's lead singer, Evanescence's lead singer, Eye Set to kill, Paramore and others songs as her own songs. I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE SONGS ON HERE. Thanks for reading and stay tuned.

P.S the next chapter starts off with a short flashback, I promise no long ones until later chappies! LEMONS, ONE-SHOTS AND FIGHTS IN LATER CHAPPIES! RATED M!