Summary: Post season 7 Arizona leaves Callie alone in the apartment after a fight. So Callie decided to write a letter that wills portrait her feelings.
Disclaimer: I do not own Grey's, that distinction is reserved for Shonda. No copyright infringement is intended by this story.
Inspired by the love letters from John Keats to Fanny Brawne.
We just had a fight and you had left the apartment to cool off. I know that most of the times these are just some sillies fight 'cause you love me and that you had commit yourself to me and you will be forever more my wife.
But every time that you get angry with me for some silly fight like tonight, or are frustrated with me for some reason. It hurts me deeply.
We both say stupid think went we fight, and I know that most of the things that you had say tonight aren't true. But to think that you can still harbor some form of doubt in your mind of how much I love you its just unbelievable to me.
So I find myself thinking who I can express all the love that I feel for you Arizona?
I suffer knowing that you fear sometimes, that I do not love you so much as you wish?, but maybe you fell this way 'cause I can't always express my deepest feeling for you.
But my dear silly girl, I love you ever and ever without reserve. The more I have known you the more have I love you. From that first magical kiss at Joe's to this very moment went you aren't here by my side. My love keeps growing and I'm sometimes afraid of how big it's this feeling might get.
I love you in every way. Even my angry have been agonies of love in the hottest fit I ever had I would still have died for you. Like that time went Gary Clark stood with a gun in his hand and you back were to him. We had just been arguing minutes earlier, but that didn't stop my body first instinct to try and protect you.
I know that I've vexed you too much... but for Love! Can I help it? You are always new, like a breeze of fresh air in the morning evening. The last of your kisses was ever the sweetest; the last smile the brightest; the last movement the gracefullest. When you pass near me in the hallways yesterday, I was filled with as much admiration as if I had then seen you for the first time.
You have sometime complained that I only loved you went you're perky. But have I nothing else then to love in you but that? Don't get me wrong sweetheart that light that you bring to your every move and the happiness that go with it, have imprison me. No moment has been able to turn my thought a moment to long from you. Even went you where no longer by my side went we breakup… and you went to Malawi, I couldn't stop thinking about you. This it's maybe as much of a subject of sorrow as joy - but I will not talk of that.
Even if you stop loving me I could not help an entire devotion to you. So just imagine how much more deeply then must I feel for you knowing that you love me.
I have never felt this way before Arizona; I have never respond to another person as how I respond to you, this complete and uncontainable love and enjoyment.
When we are in the same place my thoughts never fly out of window, because you mere presences always concentrate my whole senses.
So know my love that even in our darkest moment, my love for you will never dawn.
I know that this letter may seem strange to write as an apology to this stupid argument.
But I couldn't stop myself; I just had to make sure, once and for all, that you knew how much I love you.
Without any mask of deceive or shadow of doubt that… ESTOY COMPLETAMENTE Y TOTALMENTE ENAMORADA DE TI ARIZONA ROBBINS.