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"What? Are you seriously blackmailing me?" he asked shocked.

"You're making me do this. Don't you understand if I'm not in than we will never have the life we want, the life I want with you? If I'm in then there will be no secrets. It will be you and me together, just let me in…please" I explained, nearly begging towards the end.

"I love you but-" I cut him off before he could finish that sentence because I had already heard what I needed to hear. "Then I'm in…if you love me then there's no way I'm leaving which means that you have to take me in. Great" I smiled at him.

"This is too dangerous" he whispered. "Stop thinking about that btw think of this, I'll have the best trainer in the world to train me" I smirked. "Who?" he asked curiously.

"You of course, partner" I winked at him. "You're just unbelievable" he uttered nervously.

"Baby I know this scares you" I started as I cradled his face "but from now on we're in this together. No matter what, I can do this and I know you know that" I finished with a chaste kiss.

"That's not the only thing I'm afraid of" he mumbled "Oh yeah, what is it then?" I asked surprised that there was other stuff that bothered him.

"It's the power you have over me…you can make me do anything" he shook his head at me. I couldn't believe him, what he told me was too funny to believe. Come on, I'm just plain old Bella!

"There's only one thing I want from you now" I whispered getting all serious. He looked in question at me, so I leaned in and started trailing kisses on his neck, his jaw and then finally sucked his earlobe.

"I want you to make me come baby" I said softly moaning when I heard him groan. "But you need to train" he shivered from my touch. "Sex is a good work out, no one tell you that before?" I teased him…partly, after all sex is a good work out.

"Then I should make sure you start a.s.a.p., right?" he chuckled. I nodded before he picked me up and walked to my bedroom. "I love you, you know that right?" I said needing to make sure that I wasn't forcing him into anything.

"I love you too ma belle, so much" he answered as he put me on the bed and then hovered over me. "Now for your work out-" I cut him off by placing my lips on his. I needed him and that night he showed me that he needed me too.

I fell asleep in his arms and for the first time in eight months I felt truly content and happy.

"Triiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing!" I bolted up when I heard the very unwelcoming sound. "What the…?" I said when my eyes land on Edward who had a tiny bell in his hand. I looked at my clock and saw that it was only 5.30 in the morning and we only went to sleep at like 2 am. Edwards fault…

Okay, mine too.

"Edward why are you awake? It's only 5.30 AM!" I said groggily pulling the covers back to cover my body. "Not happening missy" he said as he pulled the covers off of me, "get dressed, you have five minutes" he demanded as I started to freak out.

"Five minutes? I can't shower and dress in five minutes" I scowled. "Bella you wanted in, right?" he asked and I nodded, "So if I, as your trainer, want you to get dressed in five minutes. You stand up and get dressed, ok?" he said calmly. Damn, he was hot.

"Yes, sir" I answered and decided I would just wear my black track suit, since I assumed that we would start to work out.

"Here" he said as he handed me a banana. I thanked him and immediately started to eat it…what, I was hungry!

"Let's go" he said and walked to the door. I didn't even question where we were going and followed him. As soon as we stepped out Edward started to run.

I always hated running but I was sure I could keep up with him because as much as I hate running, I do use the treadmills twice a week. Hey, got to stay in shape, right?

So for the next forty-five minutes Edward and I ran silently at a comfortable pace. To be honest it did feel good, especially with the fresh air.

As we neared the house Edward quickened his pace, until he broke into a sprint. I immediately followed not wanting him to win.

Uh…he won.

"That felt good" he moaned as he closed his eyes. My eyes immediately follow the trail of sweat as it fell from his neck. "Uhm" he cleared his throat…fuck, I had been caught.

"Eyes here, ma belle" he said as he pointed at his face. "Come on, this is just the beginning, let's have some breakfast and then we'll head to the gym" he said as we walked back to my house. I nodded and followed him.

"You okay?" he asked when he saw that I hadn't answered him. "Yup, absolutely fine!" I answered enthusiastically, with a big smile. He chuckled at the expression on my face, but didn't say a thing.

"Can I go take a shower?" I asked him. "Let's eat something first…or wait, you go take a shower while I make some breakfast" he said changing his mind.

"Uhm maybe if you want we can take a shower together…spare water you know?" I asked him shyly while I tried to be seductive…great Swan! "I would love to, ma belle but if I enter that shower with you I don't think we will come out of it any time soon" he answered causing me to blush.

"Oh okay" I said and walked away, while I heard him laughing as he opened some cabins in the kitchen. Crazy man, but I loved him so much.

How much could I endure for him… would there eventually be something that will scare me away? I wanted in with whole my heart but I wasn't definitely as though as I seemed. I am scared that there will be something that will actually make me back off.

On the other side I love Edward and I won't be able to leave him, no matter what. I had already accepted him when he told me about himself. Nothing about him could make me change my mind. I am with Edward and I will be for as long as we live.

Or at least that's what I hope. The thing that scares me the most is that Edward one day would want to get rid of me. He may tell me that I can make him do anything but so can he. He has so much power over me, he just doesn't know.

I walked back to my bedroom and got dressed. I decided to wear black leggings with a long t-shirt. I also took a bag with some sportswear and a towel, in case I showered in the gym.

When I walked to the kitchen the smell of omelets and French toast hit me. "You made this?" I asked surprised as I took a seat at the table.

"Yup, my sweetheart should have a good breakfast to start the day with" he said causing my heart to flutter. "Thanks, you really are amazing" I said as I picked my fork and took a bite of my French toast.

Holy mother…damn I have never tasted French toast that tasted this good. "Fuck Edward, seriously marry me" I blurted out and then covered my mouth when I realized what I said.

"If that's the reaction I get for French toast" he laughed loudly. "Shut up" I mumbled and patted his hand. "Sorry baby, but that was too funny and I'm glad you like them" he grinned.

"Like them? I freaking love them" I declared giddy that the conversation didn't turn awkward and serious. "Oh and baby, next time don't steal my line, ok?" he said making me gasp.

"Uh s-sorry" I stuttered, "eat your breakfast, ma belle" he chuckled.

After our breakfast we cleared the table but when I expected him to go take a shower, he didn't. He walked to the door and looked at me in question when I didn't follow him.

"Aren't you going to take a shower?" I asked him to which he shook his head. "Why would I, in about fifteen minutes I'm going to get all sweaty again" he replied, "Now come on, let's go" he said and then walked outside. Ugh, there goes my shower.

I followed him and got in the car with him. The drive was short, only ten minutes, but the place we arrived was not a gym.

"I thought we were going to the gym?" I asked him as we entered a huge building. "We are" he answered, leaving it at that.

The building was just plain from the outside but that changed the moment you entered it. The place was beautifully decorated in soft colors.

"Where are we?" I asked surprised. "This is my place" he answered as I looked at him in shock. This place was not a house, it was a huge complex!

"Come on, the gym is upstairs" he said pulling my hand. "You have your own gym" it wasn't a question, more a statement.

We got in elevator – he has an elevator in his own house!- and went to the fourth floor. "Okay what is this place?" I asked getting really curious.

"I told you it's my place" he replied confused, "I get that but why is the place so huge?" I wondered. "Oh well, because I'm not the only one who uses this place. When we come to Seattle, we mostly come with the whole crew and then we all stay here.

"We have our own gym where everyone can train, we have tons of rooms, bathrooms, kitchens, a parking full of cars" he told me as I gaped at him. "That's what you get when you enter this life, baby" he smirked.

I shook my head trying to clear my head as we walked in to a room. While the hall was decorated in soft colors, this place was dark. The walls were covered in black while the ceiling was painted in red.

There in the middle was a huge ring. I assumed the fight trainings happened in here.

Wait…where we going to fight? "Not yet baby" he answered my unspoken question as he noticed me looking at the ring. But not yet meant that we will in fact fight. Nice.

He opened another door and this time we walked in to the gym and seriously I go to the gym every week but this…this is just paradise.

They have everything but really everything in here. The room was huge, I couldn't see the end of it. It was filled with exercise equipment, weights and etc.

Edward pushed me into another room which seemed to be a dress room. "You can get dressed here, I will see you in five minutes. We'll start our training then" he said and then closed the door.

"Yes sir!" I yelled making sure he heard him.

I changed into dark tight gym pants, a white tank top and black sport shoes and after putting my hair in a tight pony tail I walked back inside.

Edward turned to look at me when he heard me enter the room and froze when he saw me. "What?" I asked nervously. "Sin, pure sin" he muttered shaking his head.

I looked away as I blushed and waited for him to speak. Edward told me we would do some strength circuits today and a damn strength circuit it was. After only like an half hour I felt like my body was on fire!

I was in good shape, okay…but Edward was really pushing my limits. Of course I didn't tell him that and did whatever he told me to do.

"Shouldn't you be working out too?" I asked breathing heavily. "Nope today I'm working with you" he answered with a big smile. Damn he was enjoying this…wait Edward, you'll see what happens if you mock a Swan!

"Ok, I think you've had enough of this for today" he said as he helped me put the weights back in its place. "I second that!" I yelled trying to catch my breath.

"Here drink this" he said as he threw me a bottle of water which I immediately gulped down. "Only one thing left and we're done for the day" he said as he watched me drink hungrily.

His eyes immediately darkened…he was turned on. Hmm that could work in my favor.

"Uh let's go" he stammered looking flustered, oh but the worst is yet to come my love. Oh fuck, we reentered the dark room with the ring.

Edward took of the hoodie he was wearing and walked to the ring only wearing his black joggers and undershirt. Fuck, he was hot. Look at all those muscles… Damn it, I'm going to have an orgasm right here or maybe an heart attack.

"Love, are you coming?" he asked amused with the emphasis on 'coming'. Jerk, my jerk.

"I'm coming, I'm coming" I mumbled and made my way up the ring.

"So with our job it's very important that we know three things, run when you can, fight if you need to and kill if you have to" he said getting all serious.

"Therefore from today on I'm going to train you because I want you to be able to defend yourself in case you have to" he said, looking at me with pleading eyes to leave the room right now and give up on all of this.

I just stood tall in front of him and didn't back away. "Okay then. It's time to fight" he said not having a clue that he was just going to get his ass kicked.

Let's have it mister.

Okay no lemon yet, but it's coming *grins*

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