Making Her My Girl
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Well this is my first ever fan fiction and I hope that all that read it like it and if not I would be happy to suggestions left in a review giving me ideas on how to make it better. Now on with the story.
I watched her laughing with Edward jealousy rising within me. I wanted to be the one to make her happy like that. I wanted to be the one that she loved.
Beautiful Bella, my mate. But Edward had to be the one to get her first and I couldn't take her away from my brother I can only hope that someday she feels for me what I feel for her.
She must feel my eyes on the back of her head as she turns around and flashes me one of her beautiful smiles. I smile back at her and we just look into each others eyes for a few seconds until Edward speaks to her again and she turns back to him. I feel a swury of emotions as she turns back to face him, embarrassment, confusion and anger and cant help but wonder why she is feeling all that. Why could she possible be feeling angry towards Edward?
I feel the cushions on the couch dip down as Alice perches beside me.
"She can feel it you know?" her musical voice sings out.
"What?" I ask not taking my eyes off Bella and Edward.
"The mating pull, she's confused about why she has feelings for you when she is with Edward"
"Why is she with Edward if she has feelings for me?" I spit out as I watch Edward guide her out of the room.
Alice gazes at me before answering, "Because Edward is safe. She can be sure of his feelings. Where as she has no idea of how you feel about her. The most she thinks you could ever feel about her is brotherly love.
"How do you know all this?" I ask Alice, shocked.
"We're women, we talk" she giggles out before dancing off again.
It is in that moment that I decide that I am going to win the hand and love of one Isabella Swan and make her my girl.
I am so confused. I mean I love Edward but I think I may be falling for Jasper as well. Edward is like my own Greek god, gorgeous but untouchable, but Jasper. Well jaspers like my own personal warrior always there to protect me. The problem is that I don't think that he feels for me what I feel for him. He sees me as more a little sister. I really don't know what to do.
Alice says that Jasper loves me but I'm not sure. I don't think he does, he has never shown it anyway. It would be so much easier if he just gave me some indication of how he feels. If I knew how Jasper had feelings for me I might be surer of what to do.
I'm pulled back from my thought by Edward laughing at something he has said so I laugh along with him not wanting to hurt his feelings. Just as we stop laughing I feel someone's eyes on me. I turn around to find Jasper watching me. We smile at each other before Edward asks me something drawing my attention away from Jasper and to him. I look to Edward annoyed and embarrassed to be caught staring at Jasper but he takes no notice and asks me if I am ready to go. I have no idea where he is talking about but I agree anyway.
Just as I am walking out of the door a quote from my favourite actor Johnny Depp comes to mind;
'If you love two people at the same time choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second.'
It is then that I make my decision that I want to be with Jasper. I obviously don't love as much as I thought if I want to be with his brother. All I have to do now is make sure that Jasper loves me more than a sister. I wonder if Alice will help?
I could hear Jaspers thoughts in my head and I feel bad about keeping him from his mate but I just can't give up Bella.
I also know that Bella is beginning to feel the mating pull and I know that it won't be long until she gives into her feelings and leaves me for Jasper, it was inevitable. They were always going to be together I am just slowing down the process.
I know that I am not going to have Bella all that much longer, but I am not going to just give her up so easy. I know it has never been done before but I was going to try and keep a vampire from his mate. I was going to try and keep Bella and Jasper from getting together. I know that if I do loose Bella to jasper that I will never get her back again. They are mates and once they mated it would be almost impossible to try and separate them, they would share too deep a bond. So I was going to try and stop them from getting together in the first place.
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