Dear Diary, 12/14/2006

Though I may never be able to tell him how I feel. I can't even admit to myself. Every time he holds me close, every time he smiles or runs his hand through his hair, it makes my stomach feel sick.

You look at me with your beautiful deep brown eyes and I wish I was in your arms. You make me feel at home.

I'm suppose to hate you, yet I'm starting to feel sick.

What can I do to make this feeling stop?

The hardest part is knowing that he feels the same way...

~In love, Cally

Dearest Diary, 12/15/2006

Lance is gone, he's stuck in that other world! I'm so scared.

The worse part is that he's not just ruining Lance's life, Blaze is ruining mine too!

Then again that's not even the worse part. The worst part is that he's only in our world because OMEN broke him out.

How could he betray us like that?

How could he betray me like that?

I could have saved Lance! I just had to trust HIM! Of course, I didn't. He wanted to make it up to me, but I couldn't let myself do so. He hurt me once, so why trust him a second time right? So Lance is still stuck in that awful world and it's all my fault. I wish I could save him... He's starting to disappear completely...

Even though I hate Omen, yet I can't get him out of my head!

I'm going to admit something, even though I don't want to... I kissed him!
The kissed was amazing. My stomach flipped, I saw stars and fireworks, my heart felt as if it was going to break through my chest. I wish I didn't want to see him again, or kiss him one last time. I want him so badly...

Again, Thanks to Blaze I can't be with him.

Stupid Blaze, Stupid Violet, Stupid Two Worlds, Stupid Omen!

~Furious Cally

Dear Diary, 12/16/2006

He's... Omen... He's gone. For good.

Doyle, Omen and Vern saved my brother... But it had consequences. Consequences that I wouldn't have wished on anyone.

When the playmaster (an evil guy behind getting Blaze and Violet to my world) tried to bring me into their world, he jumped in front of me.
I never got a chance to say farewell, nor tell him how I truly felt, feel, about him. I never had a chance with him. It was over before it had a chance to truly begin.

I miss him.

I'm so sorry for everything that had a part of out downfall. I'm so sorry he's stuck with Blaze and Violet.

I hope he'll be okay.

I have to admit something to myself. If I don't do it now, I never will and I will regret it for the rest of my life.

I love Omen...

~Heart-Broken Cally

Dear Diary, 12/22/2006

It's been a week. A whole week. There's been no comic books. There's nothing. No Violet, no Blaze, no playmaster... No Omen. It's finally over.

Things are finally going back to normal, though everyone is still on edge. I can't blame them though.

I keep having flashes of times with Omen. The time I kissed him, the moment before he saved my life. I also have flashes of what could have been. I just got to keep hoping that one day he'll come back to me.

I feel haunted. It's sometimes a good feeling sometimes bad. I wish it could be over for me. The truth is there is no truth. There's no reason why Blaze and Violet came to us, no reason they wanted our world instead of there's. Finally Doyle's saying makes sense.

One day, everything will be normal again. For now... I just got to keep moving on. Or at least try to.

~Cally, a survivor.