*I re-did it because I didn't preview and look over it! Sorry...
She hurts and she cries, but you can't see the depression in her eyes, because she just smiles.
I sat there lifeless, waiting for him to burst through my door any minute. But, he wouldn't…He now has a beautiful model-like girlfriend and I'm not wanted anymore…I have to let go even though it would hurt too much…I frowned, feeling the hole in my heart growing bigger. I felt the chocking feeling come as I tried to keep the tears in. Why Kukai…Why do this to me, to you, to us? You broke me…Broke my will to live…I have to throw my life away thanks to you now.
Without you…I'm nothing
I wrote the last word and ran to Kukai's house. I placed the letter through the mail slot in the door. I frowned. No one will forgive me for this. As I was about to leave, the door slammed open. I turned around in surprise to see Kukai. I looked up at him with a small fake smile. "Hi Kukai."
"Yo Amu-chan…What are you doing here?" I still felt lifeless, even though he's right in front of me, talking to me. Nothing can fix the giant hole in my heart that he caused…
"Oh…I just had to drop that off for you. Well, I have to be getting to the beach, I have some business I need to take care of…" I turned around and started walking, until he grabbed my wrist.
"Wait Amu-chan…Wanna hang out later, like old times?" I turned around, trying to push the depression out of my eyes. I gave a phony smile.
"Sure…meet me at the beach later…That's what that note actually says…" I fake giggled. He nodded and closed the door.
"See you later!" He smiled. I nodded and walked home sadly getting ready for what was cooing up ahead.
Aki: Cliffy! Hope you enjoyed it! Another chapter will come up soon.