Every day is like a war

Me against myself

Half of me fighting for my brain

The rest is for my heart

I'm tired of fighting

I just want to be who I am

But I can't

I'm not aloud

Or I'll be hated

I'm so afraid to lose

Who the monster I'll become

Who she will be

I'm just so afraid

Having hope is just a dream

Because any of my dreams?

They never came true

He never liked me

My family never loved me

I never got the part I wanted

Everything was just useless

But why do I keep wasting my energy when I know I'll lose?

I'm ready to give up

Maybe I'm ready to fly