Hi everyone *waves shyly* so I really wanted to make a Christmas story to give my readers since I haven't written in so long… (Not even going to talk about that, I'll finish my three unfinished stories next year I PROMISE!) I was watching New Moon and this kind of just… popped into my head… This is really short but I decide to divide it in various chapters to make it more… intriguing? BUT I PROMISE IT'S ALREADY FINISHED it and it would be all up by Christmas. I hope you like it. (It's my first story with a vampire Edward) *nervous*


Disclaimer: Roses are red, violets are blue, I don't own Twilight and neither do you.


Another Christmas without him


I was standing in the corner of my room, looking at the sparkling lights reflecting through my window from our neighbor's house… another Christmas… without him… I already decorated my empty home… Charlie is not going to be here for Christmas, he went to the reservation to spend Christmas with Billy, Harry and all the people from La Push, I was invited but, as always, I hide away on Christmas day… another Christmas where… Edward… is not here with me…

I had missed him dearly. Edward was supposed to come back for me, but a year has gone by and nothing was different. My dreams always brought me face to face with Edward and the rest of the Cullens. I wonder where my friendly vampires are right now… Cold golden brown eyes would always haunt my dreams… turning red and twisting them into nightmares.

"I don't want you to come…"

Those words still hurt my soul deeply. After all, I never wanted him to leave me. I had begged Edward to stay. But nobody ever listened to me… Forks sure had missed them all. But enough of that! I shouldn't think that way anymore. I can't keep hurting myself like this. I just want to escape from this life.

It's the day before Christmas. I had come to fear this time of year… I had hoped he would have come back already, but no… I'm starting to realize that… he is never coming back…

I lowered myself on my old bed and turned off the light. The window had been open at night ever since the last time he came. At least I could escape my reality in my own dreams. Maybe I could dream of him in our meadow again… If only one more time…


So? What do you think of the first chapter? Let me know. Next chapter would be up tomorrow…

Much Love and Respect

XoXo

Mia