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I couldn't believe this was happening to me.
Of all the bombshells to drop on me right now, never in a million years did I think this could ever happen to me.
Then again, I never thought in a million years that I would be in love with a vampire.
But here I am. Sitting on my toilet in the bathroom staring at the little stick in my hand. My thoughts trailed back to the night where all of this started.
"I would never hurt you." Jacob had whispered, when we dropped Mike at home. We were sitting alone in the car, on the side of the road, watching the raindrops on the windows.
I wanted to believe him. But not to long ago, another boy had made that exact same promise to me and look where I was now.
I didn't know what came over me. Maybe it was stress, or desperation, or the fact that I had been lonely for so long, but I suddenly leaned forward and kissed Jacob.
I could tell he was surprised at first, and then he eagerly returned my kiss. We were so far gone, in the heat of the moment that in a matter of seconds we were already going into the next level.
Before I even knew it, we were both leaning back in our seats, completely unclothed, staring at the ceiling. For awhile we didn't say anything, I think he was still in shock of what transpired.
"That." He breathed, "Was incredible."
I said nothing; I just stared at the ceiling.
"Bella?" He turned to me. "Bella are you ok? Was it something I did?"
"No!" I said, quickly sitting up, holding his jacket to my chest. "No Jacob, no. This has nothing to do with you! Really, it's not your fault."
I had to make sure he didn't blame himself, none of this was his fault. I was more angry and disappointed in myself. How could I be so stupid? I had completely taken advantage of Jacob when I wasn't even sure of my own feelings.
"So what does this mean for us?" Jacob had asked.
"I don't know." I answered. "I honestly don't know."
I suddenly felt the need to go home. I needed time to think, and I couldn't do it with Jacob sitting next to me.
"I need to get home." I suddenly said. "Jake, I'm really sorry, but I have to go home right now. Charlie's waiting for me."
"Yeah sure." Jake answered. We quickly got changed and he drove me back home. Before I could get out of the car, Jake grabbed my harm. I almost flinched at how hot he was.
"Bella before you go in, I just want to say something." He said, looking me dead in the eyes. "I don't regret what happened tonight. No matter what you might think or say in the morning, no matter how you feel about it afterwards, I don't regret what we did."
I could only nod. It was all I could do not to burst into tears in front of him. I quickly got out of the car and ran into the house, all the way to my room. I slammed the door and finally broke down. I hugged myself as I started to cry and slide down the door. I placed my head between my knees as I sank to the ground.
I didn't think I could've hated myself as much as I did right then.
I was wrong.
Now I had hated myself more than ever.
Because I, Bella Swan was pregnant.
I was pregnant with Jacob Black's child.
Yes, it is another Bella/Jacob baby mama drama story! I just love those!
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