So like usual, thanks again for all of the great reviews/alerts/favs :) but not just for the last chp. Id like to thank everyone who ever reviewed or read or liked the story!
We're coming to an end now :( it makes me kind of sad. I really enjoyed writing this story so much and i didn't think it was going to get the amazing feedback that it did :)
I have some other ideas for new stories and i have the first chp written for an AU, but it is currently being edited and such. I don't know how soon i'll post it but ive got a few one shot ideas that i may post first. We'll see. Be on the look out for those ;) haha
Anyways heres the last chp! i hope u guys like it! plz review and tell me what u thought. (Also how bad did this last episode make you feel for Wally lol poor guy got completely outshined by Bart :( aww. id love to read what you guys thought about too)
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I don't know what happened but I'm startled awake by memories of screams that I have a feeling aren't mine. I'm lying in a pile of ash and rubble. My head hurts. My back hurts. My legs hurt. My arms hurt. My chest hurts. Everything just hurts, but I guess that's a good thing. It means I'm alive right? I take a few minutes to just lay there and try to remember what all happened because it's kind of fuzzy. It's not like I was ever expecting to wake up in my Kid Flash costume again. I haven't worn this thing is months. After a little thinking, it all comes to me. I recall the fight I had with Sportsmaster and us falling-Oh my God! He fell off the building. Did he get away? Is he even okay? Realistically, he can't be…I just have to know.
I want to go check, so I try to lift myself up but my entire body rejects the idea. Barely an inch off the ground, my head starts spinning and my vision gets blurry. My stomach is turning flips and I end up leaning to the side and throwing up. So getting up is definitely out of the question, but maybe if I'm careful enough, I can crawl?
I figure it's worth a shot, but I don't know how far I'll make it. I'm not even aware of all my injuries. Maybe I shouldn't move at all? My better judgment tells me I shouldn't move at all and risk further injury, but what the hell? I'm already pretty messed up anyway. Crawling across a room probably isn't going to kill me.
Before I can even really move, I get a taste of just how bad things are. My costume is a disaster. It's shredded and I can see several bleeding gashes on my arms, from the fall I assume. I have to flip over onto my back to take pressure off of my ribs which are on fire in any other position. Of course, now I'm getting this pinching feeling in my back, so now I have to choose, back or ribs? I try to lift my head briefly just to look down at the rest of the damage. It isn't pretty.
I know my leg is broken, even from before falling through the roof. Looking down though, I think I'm seeing bone. I feel myself wanting to throw up again, but this time I try to hold it. I don't know how long I've been here but I can't afford to lose anything else from my stomach. I haven't eaten in hours. I'm running on nothing, which isn't helping matters at all…especially after seeing the deep gash on my side. It takes almost everything I have left to cover the wound with my hand. Warm blood seeps onto my fingers.
There's no way I'm getting anywhere without anyone's help, but I don't how long it will be before people even start looking for me or find me? I don't even know what time it is. If I let Sportsmaster fall, do I even deserve to be found? I just feel myself getting tired and my eyes starting to close as I lie there on the floor, practically helpless. All I can hope for as I drift off is that this was enough to get Sportsmaster to leave Artemis alone finally, because I'm not sure if I'll be lucky enough to see her again.
The only thing I remember before I wake up again is the sound of Sportsmaster screaming again. It just keeps playing over and over in my head. It's driving me crazy. It's blood curdling. The scream is so terrified. I can't take it. Hell, I've heard it a million times already and it still scares me. I feel myself sweating and trying to hold onto him, but I keep dropping him. I keep reliving the moment in a loop that makes me sick. The only thing I can do is wake up so that it will stop.
All I want is for this to stop.
I shoot up suddenly. My eyes spout open and I'm trying to catch my breath. The pain I feel in my side is unbearable. I throw myself back and raise my hands to my sides, curling up and moaning in serious pain. It's only now that I notice where I am. I'm not in the old building anymore, lying in debris. I'm lying in a bed with white sheets just like the ones at the infirmary, but I'm not Kid Flash anymore…what am I doing at the infirmary?
"Kid?" I hear the frantic voice of my uncle as he speeds into the room, "Kid are you okay? Are you awake? Kid?"
I'm sure he sees me writhing in pain because when I open my eyes, he's standing over me and putting an arm on my side. "Wally, calm down. Just relax. You're going to be fine. You're in no shape to get up. J-just lie back and you'll be fine."
"What happened? When did you? How did you? The screaming-wh-where is he? Did he get away? Wha-"
While I'm spitting off questions, Uncle Barry is checking my side. I remember the gash I had there. I assume they stitched it up. He's probably checking to make sure I didn't rip my stitches or something.
"Wally, relax. Batman found you in that building bleeding and unconscious after falling through a roof. You need to rest. There will be plenty of time for questions later. Right now, go back to sleep and I'll be back later alright?"
I don't even have to look over to know that he's standing at the machine, getting ready to pump one of these tubes in my arms with drugs that are going to put me back to sleep, but I don't want to go back to sleep and hear Sportsmaster all over again. It happens anyway. It only takes a few minutes and I'm out again and listening to the sound of Sportsmaster's incessant screaming.
This time, I feel groggy and out of it when I wake up. God only knows how hardcore the drugs they're pumping into me are now. I guess they don't want any more incidents of me waking up and freaking out again like I did earlier.
I rub my eyes and groan sleepily. I'm kind of sore, but it's not as bad as it was before. I slowly try to sit up, it still hurts...a lot. I try to force it, but I'm just not ready yet. I just end up lying back down.
"KF?" I look over towards my door and see Rob standing in the doorway, leaning on a pair of crutches.
"H-hey Rob." It comes out slow and lethargic.
"KF, it's late. You should just go back to bed." Even though he's telling me to go to sleep, he comes into my room and stands by the side of my bed.
I shake my head. I'm tired of being asleep. "No. I don't wanna go to back to sleep. I feel like I've been asleep for days."
Rob raises an eyebrow but then looks away after seeing how incredibly confused I am. "Dude, you have been asleep for days."
"What?" I couldn't have been. I was just awake a few hours ago and talking to my uncle wasn't I?
"You've been in and out of it for almost five days. Don't you remember? They had to keep drugging you because you would wake up screaming and I think they said you ripped your stitches out twice now."
"I don't really remember," I confess, "I know I woke up once in the building and once in here, but that's all. I had no idea how long it's been or even being brought here."
Rob frowns but doesn't say another word.
"Do you…do you know anything else? Anything?" I ask. I have no idea what I've missed in the last five days but I would definitely like to find out.
"Like what?" he asks, "I know they found you in building in Gotham after you fell to-through a roof. You ugh…you broke four of your ribs. Your leg is broken… in three places. Your aggravated your back, so that's probably going to hurt a bunch. You ruptured your spleen or appendix or something, m-maybe both. A couple of your internal organs were br-bruised and there was internal bleeding…a lot of bleeding. You needed a lot blood. I don't know how much. Y-your nose is broken. You have a level two concussion and I think a partially collapsed lung. You ugh…you have a lot of stitches-"
Finally I just have to stop Rob. I don't want to hear everything that's wrong with me and from the way he's stalling and stuttering, that he doesn't want to list everything that's wrong with me either. "D-dude, I think I get it. Thanks though."
His cheeks turn bright red, "Sorry."
It's silent for a few minutes. Rob just looks down at the floor and I stare at my blanket. I know what I want to ask, it's just taking me a while to build up the courage to ask it. I'm not sure if I'll like the answer.
"B-but what about…what about Sportsmaster? Did he…"
Rob glances at me like he's shocked that I'm even asking and then looks back down, taking a deep breath. "Wally I don't think I should-"
"Rob please," I beg, "I have to know. Before they put me back to sleep and nobody tells me."
"Sportsmaster…Sportsmaster is dead Wally. They found him in the alley nex-"
I stop listening at that point. I don't want to hear about where or how they found him. I just feel myself choking and I don't know why. I should be happy or something right? But I don't feel happy. I should be glad that he won't ever be able to bother Artemis anymore, but…Oh God. I killed her father. She probably hates me. I didn't mean to. I should've tried harder or did more. I didn't want him to die. I just wanted him to leave her alone. Oh my God, what did I do?
"Wally! Wally calm down!"
I look up and Rob is next to me. His crutches are on the floor and his hands on my shoulders. I didn't even see him come over. I realize suddenly that I'm breathing heavy and my heart rate had gone up because one of the machines I'm hooked up to is beeping rapidly.
I try to slow my breathing but it's hard. I'm coughing and it's making every inch of my body hurt; and I just keep thinking back to Sportsmaster. He can't be dead. He just can't be. He's a dick, yeah, but he didn't deserve to die. Or maybe he did, but that's not my call.
"I didn't-I didn't mean to. He wasn't-Oh my God! Oh my God I-"
"Wally," Rob reassures me but it's falling on deaf ears at the moment. "He fell off the side of a building. It's not like you pushed him, right?"
"No, but I-I had his hand. If I would've just tried harder maybe he wouldn't have fell."
"You had his hand, you tried hard enough. You did the best you could. Who is going to blame you for that?"
"What about Artemis? I let her dad fall off the side of a building. Wh-what if she hates me?"
Dick thinks about it for a second, probably searching for some reassuring words to say to me; but I don't want reassuring, I want honest. Finally he shrugs half-heartedly, "I don't really know what she's going to think. I can't speak for Artemis I guess…but I think she'll understand Wally."
During the next few days, I get visits from just about everybody. ? I'm not exactly the most pleasant person to be around since I woke up though. I've been as civil as possible, but I can't say I've been happy or excited or even that nice; and they all know that. They also know that is nothing that they're doing, it's just me. My outstanding guilt just makes me an ass right now.
The team stops by first. Kaldur offers words of wisdom and tells me to get well soon. Conner comes with M'Gann, but doesn't say much other than he's glad I'm okay. Well, he doesn't exactly say he's glad but I know it's what he meant. M'Gann is the most vocal, she thinks what I did is romantic. I didn't do it to be romantic but I guess I can see what she's talking about. The last one to come through is Roy. He makes sure to tell me that going after Sportsmaster, especially by myself, was a really stupid idea and that I could've gotten myself killed; but he's happy I didn't. He also promises to kill me himself if I ever decide to do something like that again.
The League comes by too. My Uncle wants to chew me out, but it ends up just telling me how happy he is that I'm alive. Batman comes by, and the big softy, is also happy to see me breathing. It doesn't last long though. After that he makes sure to scold me and tell me that what I did was reckless. Green Arrow even comes by. He doesn't say anything, he just comes with Black Canary while she checks on me, but I still appreciate the gesture.
I see everybody, everybody but Artemis. Neither of us has been cleared to visit the other yet, and since I have a tendency to not listen, they're keeping an extra eye on me. I don't mind though. I'm not ready to see her yet anyway. I just don't want to upset her. What if she hates me or something? I'm not really up to that right now. I'd like to drag out finding out that she hates me for as long as possible. If she is mad, I can't even pretend to be surprised. It was her family after all, not just some random villain.
That is the one thing nobody seems to mention when they visit. Nobody says a word about Sportsmaster. They don't ask me if I'm okay with it or what happened. They don't mention him at all. In fact they go out of their ways to avoid the subject when I even attempt to bring it up. It just ends up making me feel worse. It's like they don't want to upset me because it is my fault…it's not like anybody tries to tell me it's not.
After another week in the infirmary, I feel way better than before. I'm sore and I still hurt, but the weak and confused feelings have pretty much gone away. They still don't want me getting up and doing anything too strenuous, but I figure they're going to send me home soon anyway. I honestly think it's a wonder they let me stay this long. I mean I would assume that being suspended from the team would mean not being able to use their medical facilities. Maybe they missed me so much they made an exception? I force myself to sit up in bed, which is about as independent as they'll let me be. Nobody ever bothered to give me a pair of crutches, on purpose I think, so that every time I need something I have to rely on someone else. Even if they missed me, they clearly don't trust me at all.
I press the call button on my bed and hope someone sees it. I'm hungry and I would get up and get it myself but…well I can't. After about a minute of waiting, my uncle walks in. "Hey Wally. What do you need?"
"Food. I'm hungry."
"Alright," he nods, "I'll bring something back."
"You know you wouldn't have to if you guys would let me go get it myself."
He rolls his eyes and then gives me a 'you know that's not going to happen' kind of look. "Wally, you may think you're fine…but we all still want to monitor you and make sure everything is healing correctly, especially given the severity of your injuries and our accelerated healing."
I just roll my eyes, "Yeah that and you guys want to keep an eye on me right? I don't plan on doing anything else, trust me. I can go back to being suspended without a fight."
Uncle Barry raises an eyebrow, not like he's confused, but more like he's interrogating me. "What do you mean?"
"Come on, Uncle Barry. You know what I mean. It's only a matter of days before Batman has me sent back home and I go back to living my normal life again."
He narrows his eyes and he nods, but doesn't say any more about it. He just tells me he's going to grab me something to eat and then leaves. When he comes back he has a tray of food, but he also has Batman, Black Canary and Green Arrow with him too. I want to ask what's going on, but I know they're going to tell me, so I just start eating instead. I chew and wait, not sure what to expect. It could be anything coming from this group of Leaguers.
"Wally," starts my uncle, "We have something we've been meaning to talk to you about. I…I think now is probably a good time to talk about it."
I stay silent. I don't even want to ask what it is. For all I know, they're going to erase my memory or make me join the witness protection program or something even worse.
Black Canary continues, "We were wondering if you would be interested in taking up your duties as Kid Flash again?"
This has to be some kind of joke. If it is, it is definitely not funny. Trust me, I know funny. "I thought I was suspended?"
"Well your suspension has been lifted obviously," Green Arrow assures me. Just the fact that he talks at all is surprising to me. I would've thought he'd be all for keeping me suspended. At some point he must've had a miraculous change of heart. Who would've thought?
"I…I don't really understand."
"Kid Flash was originally suspended because of the situation regarding Sportsmaster" explains Batman, "But now that he no longer poses a threat to you or anyone else on the team, it only seems fair that we offer you your position back."
I think I'm supposed to be happy about this but instead I'm not sure how to feel. A lot of different things flood over me. They're not all exactly pleasant ones either. "So what you're saying is that since he fell off the side of a building to his death, you might as well let me back on the team? Is it really that easy or are you guys just trying to make me feel better about the whole situation? You're not going to send me back to therapy and ask me if I did it on purpose or anything?"
I don't mean to sound like a prick exactly, but judging by everyone's expressions, I kind of come off that way. They all look a little taken back. I guess they expected me to be super excited or something. If anything I'm kind of mad. This is a lot to take in and process, but they ask me the question like it's the most casual thing in the world. I just spent the last few months trying to build myself a normal life and I was honestly ready to go back to it. Now they're hitting me with this. It doesn't seem fair. They shouldn't play with my emotions like that.
Uncle Barry narrows his eyes at me, clearly not pleased with my response, "Wally."
"I'm sorry," I sigh, "It's just a lot to take in so suddenly. I just assumed I was…going back home again after this. I just don't understand w-why you guys would even a-" I think Black Canary knows what I'm going to ask before I finish because she cuts me off. She steps forward to get closer to my bed and then turns around to face the others.
"Could you all give me a few minutes with Wally please?"
Green Arrow immediately looks skeptical. I'm pretty sure Batman does too, but it's hard to tell behind that mask of his sometimes. Uncle Barry just shrugs and ushers the other two out before Black Canary has to ask them again. I think we all know the second time around won't be as nice. When they're out, she turns back to me with a soft smile.
"I know this seems like a lot to handle and kind of unexpected, believe me. We were all kind of surprised when Batman came to us to discuss your status on the team and reinstating you…but you have to understand that he sort of sees everything in black and white sometimes, and that's definitely how he expresses himself. He thinks what you did was a noble and very heroic thing, even if he won't say it. We all think what you did for your friends, for Artemis, was brave and selfless…like every action we make should be. I just don't think you see it that way.
I don't know if you want to come back. After seeing the progress you've made at home through our sessions, I could see why you wouldn't want to. I know that you deserve to come back. You should have never been suspended in the first place. But I know that you don't feel that way, especially now…you didn't kill him Wally. We all know you didn't…I just don't think any of us are going to be able to convince you."
She pauses and sighs, thinking about what she's going to say next. I want to say something in between but I just don't know what to say. I can't say anything she probably doesn't already know. I think she gets me pretty well considering all of the time we've spend together. I just wait for her to finish.
"I'm not going to say I know exactly how to handle this, but before you make your decision, I think there's someone you should talk to first. See how she feels before you decide anything. You might be surprised to see how she feels."
"Um…I…ugh…" I manage to stutter a lot but don't actually end up saying anything. Black Canary just smiles at me and laughs some too.
"Until then, I'll tell them you need a few days think about it okay?"
It takes a few more days, but finally I'm allowed to see Artemis…or she's allowed to see me I guess. Black Canary wheels her into my room in a wheel chair that afternoon while I'm aimlessly flipping through channels on the TV.
The minute Black Canary leaves, Artemis is up, walking towards me and smiling. She's moving a little slow, like she's still in pain. I think she is in pain and that makes me feel selfish. I've been wanting to see her so bad, but I don't want to her hurt her.
"Wally, I'm so glad you're okay." I find it weird that this is the first thing she says or that she's even smiling at me at all. She's supposed to be mad at me. I've been expecting her to come in here and tell me how much she hates me and how she never wants to see me again.
The first thing I say is, "I'm sorry." It's just the first thing that comes to my mind. It's the only thing I want to say because all I want to hear her say is that she forgives me.
"Sorry for what?" she asks, leaning her hands against the bars on the side of my bed. The backs of them have small scars that weren't there before. I'm pretty sure he caused them. "Sorry that you're okay? Wally wh-"
"No!" I say, a little louder than I intend it to be. Artemis gets kind of startled for a second. "No! I mean about your dad. I-I'm sorry I let him fall. I tried…I tried to…but it-and then he-and I-I had his hand. I didn't mean for him to fall." It all comes out choppy and hysterical. I can even feel tears brewing up in my eyes, but I don't care. I'm ready to beg for forgiveness if I have too.
She doesn't say anything in response which makes me nervous. This is it, I know it is. She's glad I'm not dead but that doesn't mean she's going to forgive me. I take one hand and wipe my eyes, trying not to cry all over my face. I'm still choking out words as I do. "Artemis s-say something please, anything. I'm just so-I'm so sorry-"
I feel a hand on top of my free one. Artemis' thumb is rubbing the back of my hand. "Wally, shh…calm down…Wally seriously, stop crying."
I stop rubbing my eyes, which are kind of stinging from such intense rubbing, and look up at her. She laughs a little at first, then she gives me a slight smile, "I'm just glad you're okay, do you understand me? I know what happened to my dad and Robin told me that you tried to save him. Honestly none of that matters to me. If something would've happened to you, well something worse, I swear I would've killed him myself."
She's just trying to make me feel better, she has to be. "Artemis, I understand if you're mad or if y-you hate me. He was your dad and h-"
"Yeah he was my dad Wally, but he was never much of a father to me. You better not be beating yourself up over him, because I'm not. If anything, you should be happy he can't ever bother me again or that you're even alive or that we can finally see each other. Just stop thinking about him okay? He's dead Wally. I don't miss him…I've missed you though. So can we just forget about my dad and move on, please?"
Honestly I just have to stare at her in disbelief. There is no way I've spent all this time thinking about how I'm going to get Artemis to forgive me and she completely brushes it off.
"Are you okay?" she finally asks me.
"Um…yeah. I just, I honestly thought you were going to hate me."
She leans down and kisses me on my cheek, "You are such an idiot Wally. Only you would go out and risk your life to help someone, and then come back thinking they're going to be mad at you for doing it. Does that even make sense to you?"
Okay, I guess when she puts it like that it does sound a little odd. "I…I don't know…I just-"
"Sometimes you can be so stupid Wally," she grins at me playfully.
"So you swear you're not mad at me?" I have to ask, just to be positive.
"No, you idiot. I'm not mad at you. Why would I be mad at you for protecting me? If anything I mad at you for going out and getting hurt like this after I told you not do things like that for me."
"But I thought you wanted me to protect you?" Girls can be so damn baffling, I swear.
"Not at your own expense."
I just shrug, "I think I'm confused."
"Alright," Artemis starts, running her hand from my shoulder blade down to my wrist, "Well how about this? I love you and if you ever do anything this reckless again, I'll never forgive you."
"I love you too babe, and I promise I won't ever do anything like that ever again." She definitely doesn't have to worry about that. This is one of my worse hospitals stays ever. Even after my meeting with Mammoth, I didn't have to stay in bed this long. I like being able to get up and move around.
"Good, because I the next time I actually get to see you, I'd prefer you not be in a hospital bed." She smiles at me, but I can tell she's forcing it.
"It might not have to be," I say softly, trying to sneak it into the conversation.
"What do you mean?"
"They…they offered me my spot back on the team." It comes out nervous and low, like I'm shy about it or afraid she'll disapprove. I don't know what, but I am kind of. I'm a little afraid of what she's going to say. I'm sure she's going to want me to come back…I just haven't decided if I want to. The idea isn't as appealing as it used to be.
She doesn't smile or even look the least bit excited about it. If anything, Artemis looks sad and maybe even disappointed. "But you're not going to take it, are you?"
I look towards her and to my surprise, she's actually looking back at me too. She's staring me intensely into my eyes, "I ugh…I don't know."
She frowns, so grab her hand and I throw in, "I could…I just haven't decided."
"Because you don't really want to…I know you Wally. If you really wanted to, you would've said yes by now. You wouldn't be telling me that they offered. You would be telling me that you already took that offer."
She's right. She knows it and I know it. I'm not sure why, but I just don't feel the same way I did before. I've spent my time just trying to build myself a regular life and now I have one…and I actually kind of like it. It's simple and easy and safe. I get hurt a lot less this way. I've lost so much being Kid Flash already, like both of my parents. Maybe it's time for me to just take a break…
"I'm not saying I would never come back, I just don't think I'm ready right now."
Artemis gives me a genuine smile, "I don't think you are either."
"I'm sorry," I say. I really am. I feel bad, like I was leading her on or something.
I stare at her dumbfounded. What does she mean 'for what'? I thought it was obvious. Of course as obvious as it may be, when I try to find the words I can't describe it. "F-for…you know…"
"See, you don't even know what you're apologizing for. You're just doing it because you afraid you're hurting my feelings. Well you're not…in fact," she pauses and turns away from me. I have no idea what she's about to say, but I know it's not going to be anything I'll like. If it was, she wouldn't turn away from me when she said it. "What if I told you that I was thinking of taking a break too?"
"Artemis don't-why would you?"
She turns back to me now, with a desperate smile on her face. It almost looks like she's trying to push back tears. To distract herself from the fact that she's about to cry, she fidgets with her hands and brushes a piece of hair back behind her ears.
"Taking a break and being suspended aren't the same thing. Besides It's the perfect time Wally. Maybe this is wrong, but now that he's gone I can…I can finally relax. I can be happy and not have to worry if on my way home he's going to come after me or my mom. I don't have to protect anyone anymore. I want relax and maybe make some normal friends. I want to get a part time job and go to college. I can be normal too and I think I might want to be. As normal as I can be at least."
I know she's about to cry but I can't help but smile. I reach out and take her wrist, pulling her towards me. I don't really have anything to say so I just pull her down towards me. I'm pretty sure she winces a little, and I wince in pain a little too, but I could care less. I pull her in and I kiss her. I kiss her hard, like I've wanted too since I left. I don't know how long we're kissing, but it isn't long enough. The only I reason I break off is to agree with her.
"Then let's do it. We could. Me and you."
She smiles and leans in again, placing her hands behind my neck. She puts her lips to mine one more time, pulling away just as I'm about to get started. She leans her forehead against mine and lays a hand on each side of my face. "Me and you."
It's been about a year since Artemis and I decided to take our break. It's so much better than being suspended and all by myself for sure. It took a little getting used to at first. Everyone was really surprised. Uncle Barry honestly thought I was kidding. It wasn't until a week later that he actually believed me. Rob didn't talk to me for weeks. I tried calling, emailing, texting. Finally I just popped up at Wayne Manner and even then, Bruce had to force him to talk to me. We're okay now though.
I can't say that either Artemis or I have taken on any missions since we left, but we still visit often and hang out with The Team. I see her whenever I can and we talk almost every day. I even introduced her to Jinx. They butt heads at first, but got over it. Once they realized that they could both use their snippy attitudes to get on my nerves, they actually became decent friends.
Towards the middle of my junior year, I took the ACT and then started applying to schools. It felt so…so right and if I'd still been Kid Flash I don't think I would have ever done it. I don't think I would've had the time. Artemis applied too. We applied to a lot of the same places, on purpose obviously. I think we should start getting letters back in the beginning of the next school year.
All in all, I don't regret my decision. I think it helped me to grow up a lot. I've definitely learned to appreciate my life and those in it so much more. I can't say I don't miss being a hero sometimes though; but right now, I'm happy. I'm happy to be where I am and maybe one day I'll come back. Right now though, I'm okay. Right now everything is perfect.
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