Summary: Remus hates seeing Tonks in pain. And it is all his fault.

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All My Fault

My heart is breaking. Shattered right down the middle. Day after day I see her. Day after day I see her in pain. Day after day I see her in pain and know it's my fault. The pain, the hopelessness, the depression. All my fault. But I can't do anything.

I'm too old. She deserves someone young, her age. I'm too poor. She deserves someone who can afford to look after her. I'm too dangerous. She deserves someone who won't put her life at risk every full moon. Someone like Charlie Weasley. Her age, more money and less dangerous.

Pain. So much pain at the thought of her with him. With anyone else. But it's best for her. But it hurts me.

My heart is breaking. I am causing her pain. I can't do anything to help her. She deserves someone better.

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