As I try to figure out Chapter two of Fate is a Funny thing, enjoy this story! OH and I don't own BTR...bad things would happen if I did! :)
I sat on the bright orange couch and actually stare at the tv. I don't turn it on, or turn th viedo game system on. I just sit there and stare at the tv. My mind is so wrapped up in other thoughts that I just don't care. Like for starters, my best friend told me he is gay and In love with me. Second, I am not sure what to do. I mean I love him, but as a friend...I think. I told him I need timt to think.
So that is what I am doing. Thinking. Starring at the black screen of the tv and thinking. I then get a great idea. I grab a notebook and a pen and go and make a list. On the left hand corner is Reasons I can't date my best friend. In the right hand side is Reasons I can date my best friend.Under the can't side I have:
not sure if I like guys
if we break up, our friendship is over
i just got out of a realtionship
i am beyond confused
Under the Can side I wrote:
he is my best friend & bf shouldn't be a problem
we can bypass the awkard ' tell me about yourself stage'
our friendship is so good, we are pratically dating w.o. the lovey dovey stuff
i fell a pang in my heart when he is with someone new
I looked at the piece of paper and sighed. After starring at it for a long time, I ripped it up and threw it away. I then went down to the pool where my best friend was. From the lobby, I saw him just laying on the lounger and tanning. I smiled as I made my way over to him.
My body covered his sun, and made he sit and open his eyes. He took his sungglasses of and said "hey buddy"
I sat at the edge of the lounger and said "Hi. I was thinking about what you said to me. I thought it over and...I think I love you too"
He blinked. "You think?"
"I am not as sure as you are, but I do know one thing and that is that I beleive I love you. More then a friend. I can feel it. I think I- we need to date to make sure this love is for real but I don't want to ruin our friendship"
"No but's. I know you love me and I will do anything to make sure you know this is the right decison. That no matter what, I will be here for you, I will listen if you are still confused and I will show you I love you"
"Don't say anything. The fact that you said you think you love me more then a friend, that you feel it, that means alot."
"Yes. We can take it a step at a time...see what happens. If, after a while we both start to think diffrently, then we go back to being friends"
I smiled. "Really?"
"So, then, James, will you be my boyfriend?"
He laughed a bit "yes Carlos, I will"