A/N: So...

I've decide to venture into the world of Twilight fan fiction. This is my first try at this so be kind. This is very different than HP FF.

They say you should write about what you know so this story is partially based on my experiences. It's gonna be set in my home town Skopje, Macedonia. If you want to know anything about it just ask. :)

"Orce Nikolov" and "Josip Broz Tito" are names of two high schools here in Skopje. I study in "Josip Broz Tito".

I would love to hear your thoughts on this so please review. :)


As I sit here in class I wonder if it would have been any different if I had decided to study in "Orce Nikolov" instead of "Josip Broz Tito", because ever since I stepped through those old iron doors into the foyer of my new school and saw HIM standing there I knew I had no way out. He ensnared me with his beauty, intelligence and wit.

And while I had felt something for other boys in the past three years, everything came back to him after every heartbreak.

I'm sure he has suspicions about my feelings, but he doesn't really know anything. At the beginning of my first year and at the end of the second one I was sure my feelings were just physical and tried to deny the extent of them. But now… now I can't hide it anymore. I can't deny it.

This year when I came back to school after the summer I thought I had forgotten him; that my feelings were there no more – physical or otherwise. But I couldn't have been more wrong. They evolved and now…. Now I'm unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

He'll probably never know. I won't tell him. I'm too afraid of getting hurt again…

But enough about my fears. Let me tell you my story…